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Happy Valentines Day to Everyone!

2010-02-14T13:27:00.002+08:00

Photo from XING.

I love XING!

I love Leny!

Their photography skills are remarkable.

And when I was browsing for cute couple photos, I almost forgot to browse their site.

Which was a huge mistake.

I've been a fan since PocketPals came.

In fact, I think I'm going to buy myself a tee when I finish my cosplay line-ups for March.

A guy friend and I was supposed to go to XING's activity today at MOA but since it's Valentines Day, I need to spend it together with my family. Now that my parents went home to Bataan, this leaves me in my hollow, unorganized room once again.

Can't go out for a valid reason. .__.

Nevertheless, I can spend post-Valentines celebration at another day right?

Things to ponder on:

* How to get my grades up?

* Spending and Saving Money at the Same Time 101

* Cosplay Line-Ups 2010 (Nunnally costume has been forgotten! T__T)

3rd of February, 2010: LONG NOTE TO SELF

2010-02-04T19:34:00.004+08:00

Note to myself:

MUST STOP PLAYING LEFT 4 DEAD 2

Reasons:

* It greatly cuts off my allowance into half, making me poor

* To buy a set of costume for cosplaying

* Witch and Tank BGM for LSS every night.. when I sleep

We weren't playing L4D2 since last week, until.. we discovered ho

w fun L4D2's Versus is. Round 1! Liezl, Raymond, Irish and Nina VS. Jasper, Martin, RC and a random kid named Malik at BC. Our first 4vs4 game was on the Swamp Fever. Major alert: Addiction kicking in!

As that day ended, we were followed by L4D2 sessions after class everyday. Respectively, that is. It's funny when Zhel and I scream our lungs out when an infected grabs unto us. Hey, it's disturbing. So save us before our mouths open for help! XDD

For Cosplay, another cosplay plan appeared!

These characters according to my cosplay groups fits me well.

First off, Serah Farron of Final Fantasy XIII.

The history of how I got in the group was quite easy. Luna-san created another interesting cosplay group wherein Final Fantasy XIII and Final Fantasy XIII Versus characters will merge into one. So far, the taken characters are Lightning, Serrah, Stella and Noctis. We currently need a Snow cosplayer since he plays a very important role for the group and the game as well, right?

And for the other group called Utauloid, a fanmade version of Vocaloid but many characters will be participating, I will be doing Nana Haruka. She is a very cute chibi character who was recently added this year. Her pink hair and colorful outfit is worth the cosplay.

I am officially using iMac as my desktop computer instead of my old Windows XP. Reasons are, the Windows XP PC is very slow and old now. My files are unorganized and my parents hate it. But I really don't hate my WXP PC. In fact, I use it sometimes when I browse and watch for yaoi stuffs. :)))) You get what I mean.

Otaku Expo 2010

2010-01-24T22:42:00.008+08:00

One word: Awesome

To start the day off, ate Tin and I arrived earlier than we've expected since I'm too excited to meet my fellow DOD group. Going up at the 5th floor to change, I got surprised when I saw that the Comfort Rooms are on renovation. And I mean, both comfort rooms! So we decided to go to the 4th floor instead. Inside, female cosplayers dominated the wash area. I also saw fellow DOD groupmate Sherry but she was too busy fixing her do and her friend's. I lined up to change my clothes. The fitting is perfect, but when everybody kept noticing my chest.. BOOM. I got very conscious in the whole convention. DD:

Actually, I did not mind it at first but then Ryan told me "Muka kang suman!". And the idiot I am, noticed this after they left. Basically, there are no comfort rooms in the 5th floor so I can't go down just to fix my bra piece.

Second, I don't want to go down there and bother other DOD groupmates. We were not that close yet anyway. So I chose to fix it whenever I have the chance. Although there is a possibility that 2-3 people might see me fixing my chest, I kept on. Haha! Plus, the other problem with my costume is the headdress. It kept deforming out of its place which is so annoying. I have to check my head and fix it everytime.

* Saw Loki and his seme. Loki disapproves of his seme's proposal to be my Sha. Dammmn.

* Walked around the 5th floor with DOD group. Met some cospie friends and my cosplay crush approached me. *faints*

* Had a fun "shoot" with Euphy, Romi-sama and a friend. Can't wait for the photos.

* Nostalgic appearances! People from the past started to appear like Kailee, ma Brian, etc.

* Finally saw Aldreen of AHC.

* Ate dinner at Yoshinoya with Ivan and Kirill, my new cosplay friends.

* A random guy picked on me. :(

* Had 2 pocky shots, nyom!

* Pocky sellers gave us boxes of Pocky stawberry/chocolate. We were happy at first but then noticed that the boxes were empty afterwards, haha!

* Changed into normal clothes by 8:00PM, arrived home at 9:30PM

Here are some photos of our DOD Group @ Otaku Expo(2nd Day) 2010:

'Til next time. :)

File Fuction

2010-01-18T17:09:00.003+08:00

Have you ever felt excited when you watch documentary films such as Imbestigador, XXX, Bitag, etc.. ? When a group of people investigates a case and the bad guys end up losing all they have stolen? If your answer is yes, then I am one of you. The only difference is, I am a victim. In this roller coaster case, who would have thought that I'd get myself involved with this? It started as a small case of a gadget being stolen from me. But in the end, I feel threatened. How does it go? Here's how it started.

ONE.
Be careful of what you wish for.

Remember the day my PSP was gone? Via-Plurk, I swore to everybody that if I have to lose half of my blood for that certain person who stole my PSP to lose his arms, then so be it. Who would really think that it may come true all along? And no, the suspect is not yet found. We are still investigating on this case.

After classes and eating at Mcdonalds, Liezl, Raymond and I immediately went to BC Websight(a computer shop in Farmers Cubao) to tell the owners about my case. At first, I told myself that they would not care. Because there is this sign there that says "Do not leave your valuables unattended. We are not liable for things that is lost." or something exactly like that. I was about to give up when Liezl pointed a camera that records all the journey of the players within the day. Truthfully, I was not favorable of the idea because sometimes, it is not very accurate.. CCTV pixels are very small, right?

TWO.
Keep a pint of hope in you.

I gave up, 5 hours ago. Somehow, it's very clear to me that my PSP is gone. There is this case that the kid who stole my gadget might have sold it to someone else already. But I kept searching for more evidences and sources. And it's all thanks to my friends Liezl Ardo and Raymond Laresma to keep myself from fighting. If I were alone in this battle, I could have been dead already.. mentally or physically perhaps?

THREE.
Always be aware.

You know why I can't help but to daze around comfortably? It's because I easily trust on people and things, but not my instincts since they end up failing most of the time. In my case, I really don't like "feelingeros"/"feelingeras". I have my own reasons for this, but if you get my point, then that's good. If you're going out, keep an eye on your belongings and if possible, do not bring valuable ones. But if you're the cautious one, then I would not elaborate more.

UPDATE!!
* The Farmer's (Cubao) security found the culprit behind this case! Believe it or not, it's a little kid in his 7's or 8's! But I suppose that you are all not surprised by this. Me? Come on! I grew up in this untechy-province. The only smugglers and bad guys you'd see in Bataan are the big guys and middle aged guys. Teenagers also, I assume. But a little kid? Well, maybe there are little kids doing the same thing that happened to me without getting caught but, come on. The moment I observed the CCTV's time at around 3:06PM (the time when the kid stole the PSP), I basically had goosebumps all over. My urge to cry was not on its limits yet, thank God. The ate in BC Websight kept on repeating the scene/act in slow motion and thankfully, yet again, my friends recognizes the face.

So right now, the suspect is still in Farmer's basement. They told me that his grandfather will be handing over my PSP but if he does not appear by 9:00PM/10:00PM, then the securities will have no choice but to free the kid. Also, an opportunity for this kind of act to be repeated again on a different person.

I can not allow that, but we have no choice.

UPDATE!

The time is almost up and the security guy texted me to call them for my decision. Okay, so what should I tell? Free the little kid? As if I have any other choice, right? But if they get free, the all of this will be for nothing. The kid and his company won't be showing their faces around anymore!

Comeback

2010-01-17T13:15:00.002+08:00

My parents just came home from the US, how cool is that? I have tons of new stuffs too including clothes and make-up. My sister finally bought us a copy of Assassin's Creed II and Tekken 6. Too bad our connection sucks, I get lag-ish all the time. But the sad part of getting these new items is.. My PSP. Yes, my beloved PSP 3001. It's gone! No, something like getting stolen from my bag.

It happened yesterday and I couldn't get myself to sleep peacefully because of the incident. Fuck the cursed klepto's. I really hope that they lost their arms or eyes. Yes, that would be even. The thing is, I did not tell my family yet. I don't plan to, really for some reason.

Oh and I may not be able to post photos in my blog posts since we all left our USB connector in Bataan. 'Til next time.

Helloooo 2nd Sem/2010!

2010-01-07T19:45:00.003+08:00

Today was rather interesting in some way that I'd love to talk to all of you about it.

Before that, if you notice a typo-grapihcal error in this post, please tell me.

Since I'm using Apple's very hard wireless keyboard, it's hard for me to type over words again.

MORNING

* My friends and I met, greeting each other warm hello's like we've been apart since forever! Gladly, we were dismissed earlier than expected in our first subject.

* CS-Org period was the usual. Played PSP, talk to Zhel and Irish. Zhel's games were gone! :((((

* Free time! Walked a very long way to Brenzon PC shop to play Left 4 Dead 2. Unfortunately, the last PC(the one I'm seated at) did not have L4D2, leaving the cast to have 3 players only + 1 CPU.

AFTERNOON

* Made it in Multimedia class just in time before our prof came in! We were dismissed earlier too since they have a meeting.

* Ate at Pizza Hut which costs us P879! First and last dine-in at the damn place, according to us.

* RE time! The usual, boriiiing.

* Time to go home! Used the elevator to go down. Irvin pressed the 5th floor button (we were at the 4th) and everyone got scared shitless. Including me, for no reason at all! =))))

These events seem so fast but really, today was really long. Or might be because I had so much fun with my college friends and missed them. Hm, maybe.

New Layout

2010-01-05T20:33:00.002+08:00

I had the most coolest layout from the moment I started blogging and this crap suddenly made me change it. What a pain. It looks rather clean, but un-aligned. *points at the alignment of the blog info and blog posts* Oh well, have to bear with it.

Blog Music:
Deep in Your Heart
- All the way. I've been thinking if I should put Golden Time Lover but both videos have very deep meanings. With that, I put DIYH since.. Okay, it's anime has only 13 episodes. Bear with it haha.

Megavideo is being a pain.

* The only words I curse are shit, motherfucker and ..do you say ass when you curse?
* I get mood swings lately, this bothers me. As well as others (names not to mention)
* Excited to go back to school for ass-forming time.

ASDFGHJKLEMONPOIUYTRE

2010-01-04T16:01:00.004+08:00

Something is definitely up with my stomach. There's this funny feeling on it since morning. And yes, the toilet bowl was very handy. But I'm not alone in this battle, for our househelper ate Tin is experiencing the same thing. The culprit? A chocolate! And by this, I swear not to eat another chocolate bar or anything with chocolates. Seriously, my intestines have been flooded with too much chocolate at Christmas vacation. It's about time that I stop now.

Besides this, I've been watching Jyuohsei and The Visions of Escaflowne to kill the time. Weeeell not really to kill the time. You see, the OST's of these animes have been circling in my mind lately. Almost every anime that I watch from start 'til the end have good music. If not, it's history.

MAY CONTAIN POSSIBLE SPOILERS.
YOU'VE BEEN WARNED.

How could you kill Karim? How DARE you kill Karim?
Your reasons are very shallow, tch.
You insolent mofu beast! Go to hell!
Poor Zagi-sama..
I don't find you sexy at all, so go swing yourself to Chen or someone.

Oh Nia, you're one of the most adorable female leads in the anime world.
Your undying love for Simon will forever be marked by your courage and tenderness.
As for Simon, he is lucky to have such a great woman like you.
Even in your dying moment, you smiled the sorrow and happiness away.
You will forever be remembered Nia! ♥

Yeah for Thor, it's not but for you it is.
Good riddance you clingy slut, now go rot in hell.
Your high-pitched voice should have killed Odin from the very start if you weren't a Second.
You are not even strong, and incapable of taking care of yourself.

Sugata should stick with the instruments, guitars for one.
Oh and drop the dollfie dear.

You're better off appearing on endings only la.

Otaku: A Serious Issue

2010-01-02T12:56:00.004+08:00

As I woke up this morning, a member from ACU PM'd me if I'm still active.
Much to my dismay, I am not.
But as far as I remember, I did not ask the permission to quit truly.
Why?
Because you can't quit in the damn group.
A major rule once you enter in their 'community'.
You also have to be an otaku.
Really, but are they? Am I?

Lately, the word otaku seems to be very much clear from the moment I learned the word.
According to Wikipedia, Otaku(おたく) is a Japanese term used to refer to people with obsessive interests, particularly anime, manga and video games.

I may be one of those what you call Otaku which the Japanese's discriminate but my mind does not only revolve around anime, manga and video games.
Has it ever occurred in your mind what an otaku is? What an otaku does? How an otaku lives?
Before, I used to label myself as an otaku. It was a mainstream for Christ's sake! Even nowadays! But I don't just call myself something out of a whim. For some reason, being an otaku gives life to my boring days, before.

When I was a kid, I had nothing else to do at home. Going out with friends and spending money were not an option. The only company I had were my brother's PS/PS2, my Gameboy/AD, and the PC. So the only choice I have is to entertain myself with these things. But as I go deeper and deeper in its whirlpool of lifeline, I find myself engulfed with these things that I couldn't live a normal life without it. Yes, it's true.

Imagine myself from the moment I wake up 'til the time I go to bed. Somewhere in between, besides school, there is nothing to get myself busy with besides gaming. Or anime for the least. Oh and sleeping in the afternoon? Not in this body! Especially when our rooms in Bataan are built to be very, very, very (oh boy) bright. Just, imagine it. :)))

But here's the thing, I get busy with my friends to kill the time. I go out alone for sightseeing. I eat with/out company whenever I feel doing it (and when I have money of course). I watch action/horror/adventure movies and I feel good about it. I run errands to minimize someone's chores. I read Bob Ong/Paolo Coehlo/Vladimir Nabokov's books. And it doesn't even have to do anything with the word otaku.

My point is, I'm just happy being.. The girl who loves anime, games and manga. No need to call yourself an otaku. You might never know how people will take you as. Unless you can.

PS: Konata Izumi is the perfect headline photo for this certain article/report!
PPS: W-Well.. The topic is about otaku but the main idea is about 'being me'!
PPPS: Just.. Don't mind me/it.

RMNDR: No Uta

2010-01-01T17:18:00.002+08:00

DDFTD

♀ Deep in Your Heart (TV Size)
by Kōichi Dōmoto

♀ Golden Time Lover (TV Size)
by Sukima Switch

♀ Blue Sky, True Sky (TV Size)
by Aira Yuki

♀ Free and Dream (TV Size)
by Suara

♀ Rock the LM.C (TV Size)
by LM.C

♀ Oh My Juliet (TV Size)
by LM.C

♀ Mercury Go! (TV Size)
by Kana Ueda

♀ Sentimental Generation (TV Size)
by Tokito Ami

DL list as soon as I get back in Manila.
Must watch Letter Bee and Pandora Hearts too.

First 2010 Post

2010-01-01T11:36:00.002+08:00

Before anything else..

AKEMASHITE OMODETOU MINNA-SAN!

[ｺﾞﾐ箱]∀｀)っﾞ A HAPPY NEW YEAR.☆.。.:*･

Sadly, I have no photos to share for this entry.
Since my laziness dragged me down in the table, literally.
Our neighbors were really noisy as hell, and so as the cool fireworks outside.
We watched colorful fireworks in the terrace for my wittol nephew to see.
And to end things, that's all that happened.
The rest is history.

On the other hand..

Sorry for bringing this up K-Pop fans but is TVXQ really over now?
Here's a link: TVXQ Has Officially Disbanded?

But here's the thing, I'm 50% sure that it's just a glitch from Yahoo!Japan.

Have to go now, must work on Popuri and the farm.
Ja!

Current Obsession

2009-12-29T16:55:00.007+08:00

Current Obsession: Contact Lenses!

Well, who doesn't love wearing colorful circle planos?

At first, I was one of the people who is very scared of equipping things in my eyes.
There was a rumor before that an actress accidentally slept with her contacts on an got a surgery after.
And I actually thought that contact lenses were made out of glasses when I was young.

But now, that little fear is gone.

True, handling contact lenses is very tricky.
Certain do's and dont's will test how you handle small things like this.

I have learned that opening contact lens bottles is not easy as it seems!
For the record there, I had 4 cuts as I open the four bottles.
Thanks to our handy knife and ate Akay, I am able to pour the contacts + solution in its case without leeks.

With or without lenses?
Answer: WITH

The point of the question? NEVER BUY BROWN CONTACTS IF YOU'RE EYES HAVE SOLID BLACK COLORS. Believe me, I have seen people brown contacts with asian black eyes like mine. It's not even visible except when you observe the eyes carefully.

This one is different.
I MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE TO BUY THESE BABIES.
And it's actually an accomplishment, lol.
Out of all the contacts in Mrs. Lansang's list, this one turned out good on me.
I'm going to use it for my Tender Shall cosplay this January. :)

Next year, I might even buy more contacts of this type but different colors.
Green and Violet maybe?
I have to have visible, bright contacts.

Our day

2009-12-25T14:18:00.002+08:00

Sipping through my Swiss Miss drink as I watch Left 4 Dead 2 gameplays, this is how I'll be celebrating my Christmas at home. With my parents. We'll all be together. :))

My parents should have been in Manila by now but problems occurred.
They have a flight to USA this evening, the tickets are ready actually but there's one problem..
Mum's VISA will be expiring this February 2010.

Oh but it's December 2009 and your parents will be going back by the 20th, it's still not expired!

WRONG.

The rules says that you have to give a 6-month allowance from your VISA expiration.
Meaning, my mum has to have her VISA expired for at least June 2010.
But hers expires by February 2010, so there's this big problem of rebooking their flight to January.

It's a huge disaster this morning really.
Well, for my mum at least.

I hope it gets better later.

＜(´-｀)o∠※PAN!"。・:*:・ﾟMerry Christmas♪

2009-12-24T19:19:00.006+08:00

4 and a half more hours and it's Christmas!

The year is almost ending too.

What happened around your 2009?

Mine was worth remembering.

We received a cute-looking Christmas cake this afternoon.

And yes, the red chains were already broken the moment it came in our house.

But we'll be eating it later on Christmas Eve!

Doesn't Christmas make you excited?

ヽ(^◇^*)/ ﾜｰｲ

And this is how our Christmas tree looks like.

Full of toys and and decorations!

My mum loves flowers, that makes sense la.

Oh but before the cake, we went to Subic! ヽ( ´¬`)ノﾜ〜ｲ !!

The car needs to be filled up and we get free gas in Subic, so we travel all the way.

It's not actually that far from Bataan.

Behold! It is I, making the face! Lol kidding.

The light is actually killing my circle lenses so I had to make that face.

And my father is busy driving the road.

This is somewhere along Freeport.

So anyway, I must go and be busy with something else.

'Til then~ ﾌﾟﾚｾﾞﾝﾄ置ｲﾃｸﾈ *＜(´・ω・)っ由　　|[(*´ｪ`)]|zZＺ

~My Only Railgun~

2009-12-21T15:28:00.003+08:00

Updated my blog template and added music to soothe everybody's soul. ♥♥♥
And since music is the next smex, I've decided to listen to Vocaloid today.
Although I'm kinda against it, I will.
Since I'm bored.

Have your fingers crossed.

2009-12-20T17:55:00.003+08:00

I, Ootori Ruka of the anime community, will quit cosplaying for the time being. After Dream of Doll group and Code Geass photoshoot is finished, I will dedicate my time to my college life and gaming. Until I graduate, I shall participate to small costume parties that does not require me to pay more than a 500-peso bill only. You are the witness of this little testimony.

With cherry on top,

Nina Pomer

And I will only put my real name on my blog, once or when necessary.

L4D2

2009-12-15T21:01:00.003+08:00

Left 4 Dead 2 is a fucking awesome co-op game that I'd be willing to sacrifice my classes just to play the damn game. But of course, I am just kidding. =))) It's my first time playing this game and thanks to Zhelle, Mond and Irish for the lovely game this morning. Tomorrow, we might spend our break hours for playing. I'm not sure yet but I'd love to.

My Audition PH account won't open. It kept saying that my login was incorrect. I was mentally cursing at BC Websight earlier since AudiPH is the only game that I've been addicted to until now. But as I have mentioned earlier, L4D distracted me. Irish and I are supposed to play Call of Duty but it doesn't have co-op I think so Mond suggested that we join them for L4D instead.

The effect? Addiction.

The Big Spender

2009-12-14T17:30:00.002+08:00

Title says it all.
Though I am very much aware of it, I can't seem to control my bonanza.
Right now, I only have half of my allowance minus the 200php donation and a loan from Raymond.

How do I eat well at school nao? ;A;
I still have to buy white boots, but it will be a huge gamble to not spend my remaining allowance.
The boots were on sale! I have this feeling that the price will change by Saturday.
Damn it.

And I get my money at the 20th, Xmas Toycon day.
Why must it not be last week when I needed it the most!?

If you're wondering where the money was spent on, here's the list.

* Transportation to Marikina
* Christmas gifts
* Load
* Tender Shall bra

I did not even buy food in the mall, I need to save badly!

Fails at life. =)))

Sequence of Events

2009-12-13T12:22:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! It's been a while. My parents left Sta. Mesa peacefully an hour ago. So.. I can blog everything that I can blog about right now. When I blog, I don't want anybody seeing my rough drafts. Not so sure why though.

8th of December 2009

Three cheers for Mama Mary's birthday, hurrah! And since it's a very special day, our school decided to officially cut the classes 'til 12nn. But before everything else, we offered a mass and a little program to highlight the event.

Upon leaving the campus, my classmates were suggesting if we could all eat our lunch at Gateway. We all agreed, of course. After all, it's a very nice day! So we arrived in GW, had few walks and I suggested to watch Paranormal Activity. Everyone agreed but Aya didn't left first since she does not have money to watch the movie. Abby, on the other hand, has watched the film already so she was rethinking if she should go. But I think she doesn't want to miss out the fun so we all went in. The seats from the left covers Patrick, Abby, me, Lara, Jas and RC. As the movie started, we got a little bored since it was full of long conversations. I don't mind it, but Lara does haha! Night time in PA came in and, poof! There was a haunting.

Lots of things happened in the movie, but what scared me most is the 13th night I believe. Or to elaborate more of it, the night where Katie's foot was being dragged out of the bed. It gave me chills after watching it. I mean, it could happen in real life.

Good thing my mother suddenly visited us and slept here in Sta. Mesa for 5 days! But I assure you, it's not that easy sleeping soundly after watching Paranormal Activity. The movie got into my head, until now really. Even though I proved myself that the movie was a hoax, it's still creepy.

12th of December 2009

DUN DUN DUN! Finally got my Tender Shall costume, thanks to Lunarpanda and Setsuna-sama! The fitting is exactly what I want it to be, the only problem is- my bust. This is the first time that I got annoyed with my bust size. When I wear the bra attached to the costume, my chest looks huge. And since my parents and siblings will be tagging along with me at the convention, I have to fix the adjustments asap. My problem is, when? I don't have much time left. D: Xmas Toycon is on 20th of December and if I can't get the costume on any other date besides the exact day that I will be using it, which is on the 20th. I don't want to sacrifice a subject. The one I sacrificed yesterday is enough.

Long Rides

2009-12-07T17:47:00.002+08:00

Whew! Just got home from Megamall.
It's been a while since I hanged out, but this time, I have a purpose.

ONE. To sell my costumes.
SECOND. To eat at Red Mango.

But before anything else, I had to run an errand for my mother in Avenida.
Actually, I have no idea where the damn place is but I gave in anyway since everybody's busy.
It took me 2 hours to get to that place, and there's no possible way to get out of the place without getting dirty.
Really.

And since searching for Avenida wasted lots of energy (and money), I decided to go for a cab ride.
Can you believe that the pedicab ride is more expensive than my cab rides?
It's funny.

The moment I landed in Bacood, the fare was the same as the one when I went to Megamall from Stop and Shop.
Can't believe that it would only take that much. I mean, there was a slight traffic jam so I was expecting more than a hundred bill.
But I'm lucky that it only took me a a hundred and few coins.

All in all, I spent 300 and something pesos for this day.
Quite expensive huh? =)))))
It seems that nothing changed from my weekly allowance.
Haha.

Saludos

2009-12-06T15:39:00.002+08:00

O hey bb's.<3

An update from the bored blogger, Ruka.
She's currently in faggatory mode right now since her costume seller is not responding to her messages.
Now that she has been accepted in Luna's DOD group.

Besides that.. My mum gave away her other make-up materials to me since she's going to US so that means she'll be having new and better ones. Damn, so lucky.
They're also asking me if I'm interested to go with them.

"Sure, why not?"

But the expenses are torturing me so much.
My dad promised me to buy a wig for my Nunnally cos if they go there without me.
Or anything I want.

And as a good daughter (LOL), I'll try to buy good but cheap items from US since.. Like I've said.. The expenses are too much.
As much as I want to point and dally out my wishlist, I have to restrain myself.

Truth is, I don't want anything this Christmas.
I mean, really.

I have no idea why.

Haru no Sakura

2009-12-03T21:02:00.002+08:00

"As Sai told Naruto, she is not that stupid.
Even if it's about her love for Sasuke, I am very sure she did not just come up with the conclusion to kill him.
Sakura will go kill Sasuke herself, might just be an alibi or a mighty will.
Who knows, but we all know she does not have the ability to kill him.
But, who knows.

She'll have to lure herself and get killed probably, for Naruto to have reasons to go against Sasuke.
Or she'd have to give Sasuke a piece of her mind that will probably drive Sasuke mad or realize something.
But it's more on the first option.

Get herself hurt in order for someone to take action."

This is my line of defense in Naruto's latest chapter discussion.
The conclusion for Sakura's defeat and death are very high nowadays.
But I want to see how Sakura and Sasuke fights, with words and actions.
If ever, it'll be the first.

Hey, I'm still a Haruno Sakura fan.
From the start 'til the end.
Nothing and no one will change that fact from me.

Hero Nation was

2009-12-01T20:23:00.006+08:00

FAIL

For the record, it was the only convention that I voluntarily suggested my company to go home.
No, seriously.
But we stayed there for 5 hours.
An hour spent for commuting and another hour and a half for my make-up/change costume.
So seriously, two consecutive epic madness in a row.
Just hoped that other cosplayers and attendees were able to enjoy as much as I did.
Oh wait, did I even enjoy? =))

Thank to Eunice Gallinera for the wig, though it is messy nga. But I did not mind haha!
To Axelline-san and Ate Tin, thank you for helping me with my props and costume. And for keeping me company.
To Jazzie whom I fangirl-ed over again for her hawt casual appearance.
To Fa Enola for letting me borrow her contacts and eyeliner.
To Kesoo, Kesoo's seme, Sam/Tatat and the rest of the gang for making us enjoy the rest of Hero Nation.

Now my problem is, I don't want to do Tender Shall anymore.
Recently, there has been lots of cosplayers of her.
I do not want that.

So I'm going to make another list of characters possible for me to do for a Christmas convention.

=((

2009-11-29T16:58:00.004+08:00

He's doing it on purpose!
Well, I'm sorry if I thought that things won't work out between us.
Our place is really far from theirs so I did not accept his feelings.
He knows that I like him, and vice versa.
But even though 9 months have already passed, he's still haunting me in my mind.

Now I kinda regret cutting our connections.

He's good. Always been.

It would have been okay for me but he chose a lover with the same name as me.
If you were in my place, wouldn't it tick you off? Just a bit?
=((

The funny thing is, I get these disturbing feelings inside me but I don't even like him anymore.
Do I?

Another thing..

An ex suddenly added me in Facebook.
Won't elaborate more about it since I think he did not consider me as one. 8D

Personal reasons I must say.

OMFG! Tomorrow is Hero Nation 2009 and I'm not that ready yet.
I SO FAIL AT THIS. =))
I'm going as a weird Amy Sorel from Soul Calibur IV.
Good luck to me!

Uta for the heart ♥

2009-11-23T15:24:00.003+08:00

MUSIC!

I love it. Who doesn't?

Yesterday (while admiring the pretty views at Rockwell), our househelpers' and I stumbled upon Powerstation's glittery arcades. Too bad I did not have the chance to play Tekken 6 or DMX4, they suggested we go to the Karaoke stalls instead.

W-wait.. But I'm not the "singing" person! They insisted to go in with me and I gave up.
At first, I listened to them sing but they kept bugging me again. This time, to sing!

OKAAY?
So I tried Taylor Swift's Love Story without knowing how the other tunes go and..
They loved my voice, unexpectedly.
Deep inside of me, I kinda liked it too.

Not quite bad for a first timer in the Karaoke machine.

BUT WAIT-- What pursued me is the song Lollipop of 2NE1.
I sang and laughed out loud with them haha!

There were few Japanese songs that I know too like Inori~You Raise Me Up, Kokoro no Tamago, LIFE and such but I'm not sure about the lyrics of some lines.

OH AND WOULD YOU BELIEVE THAT THERE'S Abingdon Boys School's Nephilim in it? I mean, whoa. Nephilim is not even a famous/anime song but it's there. It makes me want to try covering few anime songs that I like since, singing is not that bad after all.

100th Post!

2009-11-22T20:30:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not updating minna-sama.
But my addiction for Hot Blooded Woman is finally over.
It has come this far- today will be the start of everything in a normal pace.

Hwang Mi Ri's works are really something.
I used to admire Honggane and Cutie Boy, but now that I have read HBW, it contributed something from my life.
And so, I will announce my Top 5 Manga/Manhwa's of all Time..

10th - Escape
by Kyuugou

9th - Kanojo wo Mamoru 51 no Houhou
by Furuya Usamaru

8th - Cutie Boy
by Hwang Mi Ri

7th - Kimi wa Petto
by Yayoi Ogawa

6th - Cat Street
by Yoko Kamio

5th - Fairy Tail
by Hiro Mashima

4th - Sidooh
by Takahashi Tsutomu

3rd - Hot Blooded Woman
by Hwang Mi Ri

2nd - Girl in Heels
by Chun Kye Young

1st - Naruto
by Masashi Kimoto

Exhaustion of.. Nothingness

2009-11-18T19:02:00.002+08:00

Updates for the Day!

* Received inay Hideki's message that we'll be meeting up for the lolita costume rental at Friday
* Hwang Mi Ri's He's Dedicated to Roses manhwa is finally finished!
* Likes a highschool guy from the Inter-High IT Quiz Bee just this morning. He's Japanese!
* Played God of War, Grand Theft Auto and Soul Calibur like hell
* DID NOT CLASSES OK?
* Forgot my earphones at Ticia's
* Unintentionally erased all the music in my iPod

Most likely, these routines will be going on until the 20th of November since the ICT Roadshow will end by that day.

Remember the girl I've been telling you all about before? Teh cute girl who dug up my obsession for BJD's? Seme Meoki has a blog nao! And I hope she keeps it longer than her previous accounts (since they get deleted XD)

Lolli lolli lollipop oh lollipop pop

2009-11-17T19:26:00.002+08:00

You're not crazy, I am.
Ladies and gentlemen.. Someone just told me that he likes me.
Out of all the possible people, it has to be the friend who comforted me when my ex passed away.
I mean, sure the feelings are very fresh and youthful but I don't think of it in a whole new level.
You know like - love and relationships?

So now he kept calling me dense after he held my hand countless times for every moment that we were together. But to me, it's normal. When a close friend keeps the physical contact intact, don't you also think that it's normal? For me, it is. For him? It's something deeper.

This is confusing me.

I'm positively sure that he will find out about this post but he really needs to see the feelings that I have right now for him. As of now, he's a very special friend. Sure he's a year younger than me so I treat him as a little brother. I think I still do. And I hope it stays that way.

AHH G.DRAGON, YOU'RE TOO MUCH FOR FANGIRLING.
So adorable la. I don't care about the rumors going on involving you.
To me, you're still the no.1. <3

02: HDTR and Costume Update!

2009-11-16T15:12:00.002+08:00

Oh noes it's happening!
Of how good HDTR's new chapter is, it's how bad Boarding House of Hunks' new update is.
SO SAD.
I wonder how Ji Hoo will face the problem.. but he should have faith with Jae Yoo!
I'm going to get mad at Ji Hoo if he does not believe Jae Yoo but oh well, I think he'd never listen anyway since it's Tae Il, the one who stole his ex.

So anyway, besides that..
Just came back home from Marikina Market in one piece, oh yeah!
My Amy Sorel costume is now being processed (though it cost me a lot) and paid the installment.
By Monday, I'm able to pick it up but there's still one problem..

The net stockings and animal fur!
Still need to buy one and customize it..

Climax to the Roses

2009-11-16T08:52:00.003+08:00

IT FINALLY CAME.
(This post is entirely about Hwang Mi Ri's manhwa, He's Dedicated to Roses)
Please don't read anything further than this one if you have not read Chapter 41 in Mangafox.
But.. finally, the climax is going on.
Does this mean that He's Dedicated to Roses has it's end near?

Look at Mimi's face, pitiful!

Choi Ida and Choi Yodah as one, long at last! And in front of Mimi and everyone else who made fun of Choi Ida up until now. Can you hear the sweet smell of victory guys? Because, I do. :) What are you going to do now Mimi? Haha!

The latest chapter of HDTR has 76 pages.
And the cover for that chapter is pure win.

Can't wait for the next chapters.
The end is near, and it's sad.
Wonder what manga will take over the no. 1 place in Mangafox?
Between Boarding House of Hunks and Boy of the Female Wolf?
I like them both but..
You decide. :)

Chai so real

2009-11-12T20:47:00.004+08:00

Sweet/Wa-Loli into Sweet/Goth Loli. Oh and please ignore the slippers. XD

How much do you think would this cost if I asked someone to make a costume out of it? Probably thousands but as an estimation (to the seamstress that I'm going to entrust this with), it'll be 1.5K and over. Quite pricey isn't it?

But wait! Where did the Kururu Sumeragi cosplay plan go? Another bubble plan? Not really but something came up. Zhelle is supposed to be Simca right? She suddenly did not want to do her and told me that she'll be doing Xiang Hua of Soul Calibur instead.

Kawaii chibi Kairi into bubbly Xiang Hua? Let's see at Hero Con! ^_^

Hey, not actually a bad idea since I've been drooling over SC's female characters. So after our discussion, she suggested me to do Amy Sorel (since it's lolita-ish daw haha!). Not bad. And as I examined her dress among all the other characters in SC, this'll take a pinch. It will only be ruffles, a customized necklace, and the top. Not sure about the stockings though. If my budget will take me unto the next level then why not?

As for the hair, I buy these washable dye's that another Amy cosplayer used. I have to admit, it looks pretty good on her though it's purple-ish instead of brunette-ish. The sword.. I might have to borrow a sword that Zhelle's going to make for Eunice's play.

If I go to Bataan this Saturday, I'd ask for an extra money for the cos. Oh, don't worry. They know that I'll be attending another convention for the month haha! But if not, I'll ask them anyway. But if they don't give me extra cash, that will be a problem. XD;; No worries, I'll sort things out, hopefully.

*~~♥~♥~~*

Basically, nothing interesting happened today. Except for the fact that our subject classrooms will require you to hike for at least 4 floors. No, make that 5. By the time we get into our classes, we'll be marked as.. late. Oh come on, elevator! What's your purpose?

The schedules are constantly killing me, subconsciously. I mean, it keeps changing as well as our classmates. Will I not be able to see my Chinese husbands at school ever again? :(

Oh and the title is for Zhelle and I only. Haha!

The LOLWHUT Schedule of the Year

2009-11-11T21:47:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I don't understand anymore.
Class schedule is what I'm talking about.

Remember the time when my mom and I had a rough time standing up on our ass to wait for our turn to make our damn schedule? And I also had to go back lots of times in school during our semester break to check up on my schedule and constantly change it since it kept appearing wrong when it gets printed out.

All of those mean nothing now.

One of our Major prof gave us the permanent schedule we'll be attending. As I have calculated in my mind at school, we were cut in a half again. I ended up at the block where lots of guys are in.. No wait, make that- almost all of the guys in the course. The only girls in class are me, Christine and Zhelle.

It's very frustrating in my part. I want to be with my college friends but I got stuck in the guys' block. Anyway, I still have Zhelle so my hopes are still up.

Our schedule for one week only:

Tuesday/Thursday
IT06 10:30-12:00
IT28 1:30-3:00

Thursday
PE 8:00-10:00

Wednesday/Friday
ENG02 7:30-9:00
FIL02 9:00-10:30
MTH02 12:30-2:00

Friday
PAT02A 10:30-11:30

Saturday
RE02 7:30-10:30
IT10A 10:30-2:00

Will post my schedule next week for next, next week onwards.
This post is seriously flooding with weeks and next. =))

Opinions on the No. 1 Manga/Manhwa in Mangafox

2009-11-10T18:31:00.003+08:00

The long opinions made by CheckeredTongue at Mangafox's forums had my attention for quite a while (since this noon) and the moment I finished reading her discussion, I had to share my opinion too. As a drop-lister of HDTR, it still gives me the chills on how I dropped the no.1 manga of Mangafox (and it's a shoujo, of all the love).

People say Ida should just kick everyone's asses.
Hmmm. I'm not quite sure about that. I've been there, done that. I know that it's not always so easy to just resort to violence. True, if Ida kicked their asses they'd probably be scared of her, but Mimi, being her prideful "powerful" self, would go to her parents, whine and bitch, and then when Ida goes home, bam, a whole crapload of drama. No happy ending.

Ida needs to stick up for herself.
She does. She really does. But she's too ignorant right now to do that. She has no clue what the heck is going on, that Mimi can't touch her, who Naru really is, that Shinah knows who she is so at least she can be Yodah around him.. nothing. And when you know nothing, you can't do anything.

I read from a post by someone that Ida can't just automatically change. Er.... not sure about that. She was able to change quickly when she was younger. She defied Mimi when she was Yodah. Ah, true, she was Yodah, but Mimi knew she was Ida, so as Yodah she still might as well have been that geeky schoolgirl Ida.

Can't she change her looks?
Really... can't she? All she has to do is at least put her hair down and stop wearing glasses. My eyes would be so much happier if she did cause I really hate looking at her geeky image. Psh.. she might look like Yodah but like people keep repeating about her, she could just deny it. Because Ida does a whole lot of denying. Actually, just about everyone in this manga denies a whole lot of stuff. *sigh* Where is the honesty.. really. Have they never been taught the Six Pillars of Character in school? :(

She shouldn't have done that to Naru.
Baw. I don't really care much about that. Maybe I should, but....myeh. Like a few people pointed, everything goes down to her family. Not Naru, her family. Sure, she may love Naru but.. obviously she cares for her family more that she would listen to Mimi and dump him like that. Naru only complicates it. That secretary is probably gonna dig up dirt on Yodah and therefore lead right back to Ida and then.. what help has Naru done to help her? Not much, since he's the reason Mimi is so determined to ruin their lives. I don't know about you, but this story is more about "finding the courage to stand up and be yourself", as theatrical as that sounds, and not about being with the one you really love. So eh... yeah. I could care less about her relationship with Naru.

What is with that fugly guy?
Really, I don't get it. It provides no comedic relief for me, it only complicates things and it has nothing to do with this story whatsoever anyways! And she could just dump the bastard, cause he's not currently being punched and kicked by that guy. Ida confused me there, cause she obviously doesn't give a rat's ass about that guy, but she would stand up for him like that. Maybe that's just cause I would never do that for someone I don't care about, so I can't understand her reason for doing it. Or maybe I forgot what happened in those panels? Hmmm.. I might have to go check.

Shinah did tell Ida that she has nothing to worry about, right?
If I remember correctly he hugged her and told her he'll back her up and stuff? Aren't I right. Anyone, anyone?

Romance between Mimi and whoever.
Don't get it. So many little side stories here and there.. it makes it so more complex and makes it so longer... just don't get it.

Realistic/Unrealistic
People keep saying how unrealistic it would be for her problems to just dissolve. Well, if she keeps getting problems, then it's going to be unrealistic at all for any of her problems to go away, regardless of how it gets solved. Actually, if you want to be really realistic, a girl in her position probably would have sold herself into a brothel or just run away already. We see it all the time people. Not that far-fetched.

I'm rather surprised she was able to keep her identity for so long. All those secrets and lies.. gawd. I was never able to keep my double life a secret for long in the past. So maybe that's just me being jealous of her being able to have pulled it off for so long. ^___^;;;;;

Why doesn't Shinah blow the secret?
I don't know. I don't see why he shouldn't. Maybe cause since he's related to Mimi it might blow back on his family. Eh. dunno.

And my answer went like..

People say Ida should just kick everyone's asses.
* I know right? She's very strong at the first part of the manhwa right? You're average fighting chick(as Hwang Mi Ri would label her main girl character) heroine but there will always be something that would stop her from doing so. For example, her parents right? As your average loving daughter, it's Ida's duty to protect her family in the outside world. I mean, look at how everybody treats her at school.

Ida needs to stick up for herself.
* I agree that she does, but only at selected people. She can't stick up for herself in front of Mimi! Literally, she can but Mimi will probably go bitching at her parents again and Ida's family will be kicked out. Their lives will be miserable if that happened.

Can't she change her looks?
* I'm not sure why she's keeping this nerdy look, I don't get it either. But there are some instances wherein she might get discovered as Yodah if she kept it down. There are other options too, like.. Wear it without the braid but still keep the pigtails. Or I don't know, maybe she likes it that way? XD

She shouldn't have done that to Naru.
* Of course she should not have but as you've said, it'll all go down to her family. But didn't Shinah already said that it'll be alright? Though Ida did not get what Shinah meant by that, haha! What Ida needs is a bestfriend like Shinah who would help her with problems like this.

What is with that fugly guy?
* If it's for entertainment then he's not making me laugh. It.. annoys me, haha!

Shinah did tell Ida that she has nothing to worry about, right?
* Yes he did but Ida has no idea what he is talking about, since he pulled Ida into his to make her his slave/maid . I hope that Ida would come to realize what it means. :(

Romance between Mimi and whoever.
* To tell you all the truth, I skipped the whole part about Mimi and this biker guy who claims her as his. Seriously, Mimi will always be Mimi.

Realistic/Unrealistic
* People poeople, anything may happen today. This is a modern world. If women were sold for slavery in Egypt before, why would it not happen these days? Look at the powerful people right now. They can buy anything with their money. And about her problem.. Well I don't know, ask Mimi and she'll go bitching at us and probably ask her parents to make us eat dog food haha.

Why doesn't Shinah blow the secret?
* Maybe he's waiting for the right time. Shinah knows how Mimi is too eager to get revenge on Naru, and now that Mimi knows who Yodah really is, he maybe counting the things Mimi is doing at Ida and if it's way too mean already, he'll step out and clear everything. Or maybe Shinah has other plans for him and Ida? :33

Should have made an essay about He's Dedicated to Roses hoho~ My reply is very long, I can't believe that I wrote it all. 8D

Lolita's and Battle Suit

2009-11-09T14:16:00.004+08:00

Today, I will be meeting Kesoo to purchase her Goth Lolita cos.
I'm going to use it at AME no JIDAI if ever.
Since I have been eyeing if for quite a while (before she even bought it), now is the chance to buy it. She said that she'll be waiting at Starbucks again..
OH NOEEES.
Makes me want to buy a latte.
BUT NOOO~
Must save money for Kururu cos.

Besides the meet-up, I finally unlocked Jill (Battle Suit) in the Mercenaries! Quite fast huh? But it took me a while to get her since Chainsaw Majini's are pota. Thanks to bb-love-like-it, I was able to unlock her. The moment I got Jill, I quickly left the session and started to rank her up from the Public Assembly to.. the Public Assembly only. XD;;

Her weapons are not my type actually (an MG plus a RIF, great).
But this is how Jill BS looks like at Character Select.

The moment I complete the cast and rank them all up, I am going to drop Resident Evil 5 to play Fat Princess. Well, I haven't completed the BSAA badges yet but it does not interest me at all to tell you all the truth. I just wish I have a copy of Tekken 6 to occupy my time for the next following weeks.

Mercenaries

2009-11-08T20:47:00.002+08:00

Spent my whole day playing The Mercenaries in Resident Evil 5 and Fat Princess.
They're all online actually since playing with other people all over the world kinda excites me.
Well, who does not?
Anyway, here's a screenshot of The Mercenaries plus the whole cast.

Seriously, I want to have the whole characters ASAP.
As of now, I only have Chris and Sheva (by default), Jill (BSAA), Chris(Safari) and Chris (STARS). But I actually want to have Jill (Battle Suit).
I don't care about Wesker! =))
Although his weapons are extremely voluptuous, I find Jill(Midnight) more interesting than any other characters in RE5. Hey, look at her outfit. Doesn't if remind you of The Baroness in G.I JOE? Jill's battle suit is so so- ♥

(Jill Valentine's STARS uniform)

(Jill Valentine's BSAA uniform)

Oh and it's funny when Chris gets teamed up with Wesker, and if Chris gets dying, Wesker has to resuscitate him. If it fails, you'd hear Wesker shouting "Chris!!" in the background. =))
Well nevermind, if you actually play the game you'd get what I mean. But I really prefer manipulated Jill and Wesker's teamwork if you ask me.

Jill and Wesker

VS

Jill and Chris

You decide. :)
Or would you prefer the latter, younger ones such as..

Leon and Claire

VS

Steve and Claire

Sorry for Steve and Claire's photo quality guys, that's the only decent one that I've found so far. Now I'm suddenly missing the older Resident Evil series. I mean, most of them revolves around zombies- the low moans and slowpokes. But now, it's all about action. Before, I mind it a lot but as I have played RE5 throughout this year, it's not bad at all.

2nd Semester Schedule

2009-11-06T18:48:00.001+08:00

Monday
No Classes fuu~

Tuesday/Thursday
Rev & Faith in the New Testament 7:30-9:00
Comp. Systems and Organization 9:00-10:30
Quantitative Techniques in Business 12:00-1:30

Wednesday/Friday
Writing in the Discipline 7:30-9:00
Pagbasa at Pagsulat Tungo sa Pananaliksi 9:00-10:30
Multimedia Systems 1:30-3:00
Art & Style of Programming 3:30-5:00

Thursday
Rhythmics & Aquatics 4:00-6:00

Friday
The Paulinian Young Adult-Euthenics 10:30:11:30

Saturday
Database Management System 7:30-10:30

Wished it was made into block system because, according to Abby, I'll be classmates with most of the guys in BSIT. And I kinda don't want that since I'm not in good terms with them. Well, haven't really bonded with them that much but idk~~~

Lonely semester is lonely. T__T

My Personality

2009-11-05T14:07:00.002+08:00

My personality according to Quizbox.

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

- - - - -

S/N: Partially true, except for my view in success part. I mean, I am not so sure about the course I am taking in. But I do hope it settles down in the near future. Programming is fun, but I don't like to study. Really. It's enough to learn and study about something, but what I don't like are getting grades and evaluation out of it. That is my only line of defense for this quiz.

Salvation for the Shiz

2009-11-04T22:22:00.003+08:00

Just finished answering a poll in Facebook. Now I'm regretting it. But the photos under the captions that I chose are too irresistible that I ended up like this- hungry. Basically.. I kinda skipped dinner, haha. It's unintentional but I felt the urge to go up earlier to sleep- fail! At least I ate the crab soup so I'm not that hungry enough to go out and buy cookies. So desperate huh? =))

Craving for these foods right now:

Mrs. Fields' Chocolate Chip Cookies

Pepperoni & Cheese Pizza

Cheesecakes

McDonalds' Double Cheeseburger

Sake Sashimi

Oh man, ain't I torturing myself too much? =))
Don't worry, I'll treat myself a Double Cheeseburger meal tomorrow afternoon since the pain of not having a decent meal is bothering me.

Halloween Aftermath

2009-11-03T17:24:00.004+08:00

A photo from our cemetery in Bataan~

If it was not for my migraine, I might have taken more shots but there are only few photos from my camera. A reason why we came late in the cemetery is because of the heavy traffic. And I really mean, heavy. We went out of the house by 7:00PM and arrived at 8:00PM. No, not 8:00PM but a minute higher. Nevertheless, we were all gathered as a family but I think we did not pray for our loved ones. Or were we too late? o__O

Another photo from Mega Masquerade '09

Just got the news a day after the masquerade, my friend Nanami and Romi won the title of The Sweetest Couple in the Couple Contest. I was expecting it since their skit is very graceful and lovely. The first couple was nice too, and the girl with the balloon-y gown too but Nanami-san is still the best. ^__^

This is a part of their skit (since the video uploader was not able to take the whole part) but aren't they nice? :) In our part (fa Enola and I), the only proof of our skit is this photo:

OKAAAY?
I suddenly realize that I am becoming vain at my blog because of these cosplay photos, gomen ne minna-sama! XDD;;
This will be the last time, haha!

More photos at my Multiply account.
Feel free to add up.
My Multiply account is meant for my photos and photo stock/photo references, since I can't put up all my photo files in my PC (too crowded)

And here is the last video of the day!

Accidentally Recorded by: My mum

Supposed to be a picture but I guess she clicked the Video button and ended up recording Marky-sama and his friend with my little nephew and sister-in-law! XD

Marky-sama is the one cosplaying Kayako and his friend as Toshio. My nephew is dressed up as Nemo. Due to the storm signal and heavy winds that morning, Kids on Q is cancelled. Raiden had to go there but as I've said, it was cancelled so my family ended up hanging at the Masquerade.

In the end, everyone was happy and we all slept happily ever after.
^__^

Mega Masquerade '09

2009-11-01T15:18:00.005+08:00

One word for Mega Masquerade: SATISFYING.
It is all thanks to my parents and my lovely bishie partner, fa Enola.
Last night was one of the memorable nights that I had.

Suigintou x Sebastian Michaelis XDD
Photo by: Rhenz Salvador (grabbed at Multiply)

I did not actually plan to join on the catwalk but fa Enola signed us up (knowing that we are supposed to ramp only) but as we watched the 1st couple, they had a skit.. AND THEY WERE DANCING.

So I was like.. WHUTTS? This was not the idea I had in my mind but fa Enola is very creative enough to create a cute skit. My worries were gone by then, since I trust her. ^^

I loved Markee, Mai & Kenkoy's skit, because it was funny. I love having laughs. :))

Besides the main contest, there were lots of Suigintou clones! I believe we are 4 in all but then I saw another Suigintou cosplayer that is new to me at a certain someone's Multiply site, so that makes us 5. Talk about WHOA.

L-R: (Yuki, Eunice, Nana, fa Enola)

Also met lots of new friends such as Jazzie, Yuki, Touya, L (and the rest of Ueki group) and a lot more, thanks to fa Enola's connections again. I finally met Luisa-san too and introduced me to Sai (been admiring Sai, really) but we did not have a chance to take photos together because I don't have a cam with me. T_T

More photos to come!
Have a happy Halloween guys. ♥

Ni San Go

2009-10-29T18:11:00.002+08:00

My jeepney ride to school is a total waste!
We did not get our class cards after all, but I got my major grades.
They're not that good but it's still passed.
Or I don't know how smarto's would call 2.50 and 2.75 a passing grade.
For me, it's very disappointing.

Next semester, I will definitely do my very best!

Quote that, in case I forget.

Tomorrow, for the first time in Philippine history (in my pov)..
There will be a charity cosplay event in SM Sta. Mesa/Centerpoint by 1PM-6PM.

I HAVE TO BE THERE.

My house is two jeepneys away from the mall, plus, some otaku friends are going.
Will post photos tomorrow.

But just in case I was not able to go, the reason will be my little nephews' Under the Sea Halloween/Costume Party in G4(not sure of the venue). Either way, my sister-in-law is going to borrow my Wa-Lolita dress so that leaves me with nothing for tomorrow. So instead, I will go as a regular attendee for tomorrow.

Or if my instincts will urge me to do Tsubaki of Soul Eater, then why not either? >:)
Let's see tomorrow, shall we?

Oh and I should stop eating Chocolate Truffles that my daddy gave me.
It gives me.. stomach sickness.
x___X

One-week Supply

2009-10-26T20:39:00.005+08:00

My parents and I were shopping at Savemore yesterday, and with that, I bought one-week supplies for my hunger strike. You know how gullible my stomach is, tch. So I bought cookies, MnM's (which I already finished), Lays Salt and Vinegar and a box of cereal for breakfast. Now I'm sure my sembreak will not leave me unsatisfied.

I have been reading Tenjou Tenge's manga since morning (while playing Resident Evil 5 ofc) but the Flashback chapters only, when Shin was still alive. I missed Shin a lot. Mana is such a bitch. I don't like her. She does not stop stealing Shin's attention from Maya. Until his very own death. TCH. Shin's death would have been epic, but Mana butts in.

This is the Jyuukenbu founded by Shin Natsume. Originally, it has to have 4 members only but then Maya lost to Mitsuomi and brought another one in (which is the guy at the first photo). The original Jyuukenbu is the one at the second photo. For me, it was the saddest and happiest last photo of them. :((

My Kururu Sumeragi cosplay plan is still on for Mangaholix! With the special participation of Rage (my blockmate) and the help of Ms. Alexandra Keuls and Kimeru. Basically, Kimeru will be doing the Regalia. I'm still hoping that the Regalia will not cost me that much but it looks so expensive so I need to save more okane! As for Alex-sama, she's helping me with the wig. :)

For Halloween special, I got permission from my parents to go to Mega Masquerade Ball! I will be wearing my Suigintou costume, but the skirt got stictched out so I have to go to a seamstress to repair it. Hopefully, it would still fit me knowing that I just got my one-week food supply haha! I don't have a partner yet but I'm glad that I'll be meeting up with Meoki, Han and Alex (if she's going to attend).

See you around then guys! :)

Inside the Womb

2009-10-23T21:15:00.003+08:00

(English Translation)
On the phone, this afternoon..

Mom: Are you going home tomorrow?
Me: I don't know. I don't want to.
Mom: Aww why? Don't you love your mommy?
Me: No.
Mom: What no? You don't?
Me: Noo, I do.
Mom: Yaaaay! Okay, good bye!
Me: Teehee~ Good bye!

This is my first indirect way of saying how I love my mommy.
And when I told her that I do, indirectly, she was so so happy.
It made me happy too.
Have a wonderful weekend guys. :)

Tho I want to go home, I also want to support my baby nephew at his VTR for a diaper ad(?) tomorrow. If my brother allows us not to go with him, which is impossible haha!

End of the Week

2009-10-22T19:05:00.002+08:00

Exams are finally over, and 2nd semester starts this November 5.
But I am not that sure if I will be able to pass the subjects.
And if I don't, it's goodbye Manila to me.
I am pretty much expecting that I'd fail at least 2 subjects because my school performances are not good. The need to elaborate my reasons are stated on the previous entries, and I am not in the mood to enumerate them all again.

Though my grades are not that good, I am not quite sure why I am still confident about it.
I don't want to study my college years in Bataan.
I really don't.
There's this slight hint that I won't be going anywhere in the future if I continue studying there.
It's up to my parents if they give me another chance or stay in my hometown.
For surely, I'll be visiting Manila most of the time anyway.

The funny thing is, my mother kept reminding me about our agreement that if I fail a subject, I will be going home in Bataan to study there for good.
I never agreed on it.
I swear to God, I did not say "Okay" to it.
Why? Because I do not like to study in Bataan.

Reports:
* Saved at least 400php
* Finds that Alexandra Keuls is a humble and very kind cosplayer
* Will be enrolling for 2nd semester next week (if I don't fail a subject)
* Officially addicted at four highschool guys in SPUQC

He's Dedicated to the House of Hunks!

2009-10-17T19:21:00.002+08:00

I kept waiting for He's Dedicated to Roses updates, but lo!
Chapter 21 did not appear!
Though I'm not that pissed about it, I found my interest at another manhwa's of Hwang Mi Ri..

Boarding House of Hunks!
Or as I call it, Muljoeun Hasukjib since the English title sounds gay. XD;;
I never would have thought of reading it because of the title and redundancy of Mi Ri's other manhwa's but I was bored this morning!

Here's the cover of Muljoeun Hasukjib's third volume. And as you can see, Ji Hu and Jae Yoo is starting to get along which is so cute. Especially the chapter where Jae Yoo visited Ji Hu at the hospital-- DID I JUST SPOIL YOU GUYS? 8D Teme, honto gomene!

Oh and I'm threatening this Tender Shall costume. ONE OF THESE YEARS/MONTHS, I WILL DEFINITELY GET YOU. I promise that. But, sorry if I don't portray you well since I don't have such a long hair.

'TIL THEN.

Clearance, for what?

2009-10-15T12:48:00.004+08:00

This clearance thing is getting unto me.
But thanks to my back pain, I'm getting annoyed more and more each day.
Tomorrow's the deadline of almost all the things that I need to pass.
Which includes the clearance, IT Fundamentals Projects 6&7, College Adjustment Essay.
The only problem is, I don't have the heart to make one.

Reason is? The uncomfy chair.
I feel like I have an osteoporosis as well.
So right now, I'm borrowing my brother's mini chair since it's comfy.
The problem is.. it's too short.
But I don't mind staying like this for a while since I have papers to finish.

This is the red, uncomfy chair and my workspace.

And it is I, attempting to type words of nothingness.
Nao how am I supposed to pass 4 papers tomorrow when I have not finished a single one yet?
This is really insane!
Projects are so.. /slash wrist

MUST START NAO.

Officiall Seventeen

2009-10-14T18:39:00.003+08:00

Finally, I turned seventeen yesterday! :D
My birthday was just like any other school-cramming, mall-busting days that I had last month.
I'm not saying that it's special.
My mother is there to stay with me all the way 'til my birthday.
I got gifts, and greetings from people I am not expecting to.
The sad part is, I did not even have a cake.

I WANT A CAKE. :((

But I treat myself at Red Mango, just how I planned it days before.

And after morning, I headed to Trinoma to meet Pinksongstress to get the Suigintou costume.
After we met, she told me she's going to States.
I'll sure miss her and her costumes.
What's lovely about her is that she collects Gundam's Haros!
The cute little ones, and they're original! (from Japan)
She has lots and I envy her for having all of those (I believe they all cost 20, 000php all in all)

Here's a sneak peak of my Suigintou costume trial~
Can't show the skirt yet since.. it kinda popped when I wore it (I'm getting more fat these days >:|)
Overall, I love the wigs and the upper costume fits fine.
Might wear it on the next con (or after my Kururu cos)

A Due Matter

2009-10-09T18:17:00.003+08:00

We'll be having make-up classes tomorrow for the missed classes last week.

I'm cool with it, but I feel so packed this month!
October used to be my favorite month since my birthday's in it but no.
Instead, Finals are up.
Can you believe that we will be having our Finals for two whole weeks?
With different subjects each day.
It makes me chill when I have to think about it.
I can't stand studying everyday. :)))

And I can really feel that I'd fail at least 3 subjects, then-
Good bye Manila.

So I'd mourn over it 'til I finish college, and finally break out and free myself after four years.

By the way, my Fanfiction account is getting active again!
Thanks to the brilliant SMS quote I received last month.
It's cool that I came up with such cheesy words in it.

Read it here: The Proposal
Sorry for crappy grammars. Needs improvement, I know.
I'd appreciate if you guys review or criticize. ^^
But I am not forcing you to, okay?
Oh wow, the drama.

That's basically all for the week.
'Til the next update! ♥

Fairy Tail, omodetto

2009-10-04T18:58:00.003+08:00

After long, patient months of hopes and patience.. Fairy Tail is now officially an anime!
This caught me off-guard since people are telling me that it won't be an anime because of its similarities with One Piece but I could not care less because the plot is very unique.
I love the voice actors, I love the mini-trailer and I love the release date:
On October 12th! A day before my birthday.

Now that I mention birthdays, for the first time, I was not very much excited for my upcoming birthday.
Usually, I'd count off the days before I celebrate it. And usually, start making plans by now.
But my hopes crushed when SPUQC announced that 14th of October will be our Finals.
Talk about bursting your bubbles, in my case, balloons. Haha!

But I made plans already (did not ask permission to parents yet), to go to OtakonEK with cospie friends and close OL friends! Will wear my Suigintou costume if ever (will pick the costume up by Friday at Trinoma) Hopefully, they'd come and I too. =))

Classes tomorrow, so I might not blog that often anymore.
Nor update my active accounts.
Btw, I have a new Tumblr and is now active in Twitter, again.

Superama

2009-10-02T14:34:00.002+08:00

Huge apologies for not updating after the Aftermath of the typhoon, because later on (or probably tomorrow, another super typhoon is about to hit Philippines! Did I mention that Ondo(the last one) is just a tropical storm? Tropical storm my ass. It totally drained and wiped out most of the people's home and lives. What more if Peping hits us?

I saw these posts in Plurk that Meralco will shut the electricity off later by 9PM or earlier to get ready. This is the first time I've ever been scared at typhoon/storms. The last one left me agonized since it's the first time that I saw our house flooded with insects and huge mass of water form. And the smell reeks.

As of now, this is what the typhoon looks like:

Scary isn't it?
But that's not all! It continues to grow, every single hour! The good thing is, it does decrease too which is good.

God, please guide and bless our country and nation.
Lest, do make people realize that we need to take good care of the nature and its surroundings.

Calm After the Storm

2009-09-28T16:36:00.003+08:00

26th of September 2009

When was the last time that I have encountered such big waves in a heavy storm? If I remember correctly, that was last 2007 or was is 2006? The typhoon Millenyo. But compared to the typhoon Ondoy? I think Millenyo is still the worst. And since this is the first time I have encountered a typhoon in Manila, I got scared.

It is my first time to see huge floods that reaches your hips. And our 1st floor is being invaded by insects since it's already flooded! Plus, the electricity is out for 24 hours. Talk about bad luck. What more of it? My sister-in-law and my mother got stranded in SM Sta. Mesa/Gateway.

From what I have heard, they slept at Max's Restaurant. Thank God that there are still nice ones who would offer their work space for the stranded people.

27th of September 2009

ONE

My mother and sister-in-law arrived home safely but I was still sleeping by that time. I woke up at 9:00AM something, and I remember standing up to greet my mother and slept again. The fact that there is still no electricity gave me the idea not wake up 'til it's on. But it was getting hot so I got up anyway. Few hours after, Alexander arrived in our home! This is the first time that a guy came by to our house for no reason at all (well, except that he volunteered to help us in our home) and helped clean the car. The household asked who he was, and even accused me of bringing my boyfriend at home! But I refused and introduced them to Alex anyway. Alexander is a dear friend, who has been with me for who-knows-how-many-years-already. Regardless of everything, I am still glad everyone in my family is safe.

TWO

Lunch came and we were partially complete. My father is not around but he told us that he will be arriving by afternoon. We all prayed before eating, and this conversation happened:

Mum: Buti na lang at naligtas kami, at tayong lahat, sa awa ng Diyos.
Alex: 'Wag po kayo lagi sa Diyos asa ng asa. Dapat nasa tao din ang gawa.
Mum: Ano ba ang magagawa namin kung naistranded nga kami? Ang lakas ng bagyo. Halos malunod ang iba sa sobrang lakas ng bagyo.
Alex: Wala. Sinasabi ko lang po na huwag kayo aasa lagi sa Diyos dahil napapagod din yan.

And there there was a long silence. My mother was like.. bursting because one thing she really hates is when someone talks back to her. My brother finished first, then my sister-in-law, until the three of us (mum, Alex and I) were the only ones left.

Long conversations of mum and Alex insert here.

.~*~ .~*~.. . .~*~ .~*.

Okay, oh my God. I lost interest blogging what happened yesterday. THEY ARE TOO MUCH DETAILS I TELL YOU, TOO MUCH. I AM SORRY FOR LEAVING YOU GUYS HANGING BUT THEY ARE REALLY SO MANY. THE INFO'S, UGH. And it's like, I came back home from Gateway without nothing.

Today is Axelline neesan's birthday and we were supposed to meet at Teriyaki Boys but my sandals is bitching me so I had to go back home. Luckily Alex was nearby and accompanied me to his home to borrow a pair of his slippers and went back to Gateway-- only to know that I left my phone at Alex's home!

What a disaster! DDD:
That's when I stopped and went home instead. I haven't texted Axelline yet because I don't have prepaid credits anymore.

I am sorry Axelline-chan. And happy birthday. T_T

2009-09-26T12:59:00.002+08:00

NOTE:

To the people who have link-exchanged with me before, I humbly apologize if your names have been removed from my blog. It's not that I hate you all or anything, but I realized that following too many blogs from people you are not closely related with is kind of FC. So I'm going to remove that habit and keep the blogs of my friends. Not if I'm particularly interested with you, I might just link you up here in my blog haha! And thank you for the new friends who kept me 'til now here in Blogger. If you guys want to remove me from your list for not being active to your blogs, please do so if must.

.~*~.~*.~*~.. ..~*~.~*.~..

Today, the weather seems to be raging with the fire burning in St. Paul University - Quezon City.
What about it?
Some SPUQC friends reported that there was this incident wherein a fire occurred inside the school grounds, immediately cutting off the program.

If I have not stayed up late last night, I might have gone to school to watch the cheerdance competition but I patiently wait for Meoki's birthday since she is an uberly, very important person.

I really have the plan to go to school today but in a very late hour.
So I purposely did not turn my phone's alarm thinking that my body will response at 5:30AM's humid atmosphere call in my room.

But it failed and I ended up waking up at exactly 7:08AM.
My Org. shirt is ready, and the matching pants for the shirt is in my double-deck bed.
All that's left to do is for me to take a bath.
But it was raining really.. really hard.
The moment I glimpsed from the outside world, my mind was mentally saying that I should go to sleep and wake up when I feel that the rain is gone.
I also texted my classmates if they're going.
Some went still anyway, desperation to watch and support.

Rigt now, 1:11PM, the rain is still not stopping and is getting worse!
The floor is so high that it's almost reaching to the sala of our house.
Plus my mother is stuck in SM Sta. Mesa because of the flood.

Talk about major disaster.

Strawberry, Oreo-Coated Pie and Dreams

2009-09-25T17:09:00.003+08:00

God, I dreamed about Collin with my family in a rainy trip last night.
I am not exactly sure how it happened (but of course, it is just a dream after all) but boy, was I enjoying it!
Seriously, I need a guy. :)))
Not that I'm desperately looking for one, still waiting for the right guy.
Oh how sheeshy Nana is

Did I ever mention my weird tastes on guys?

Checklist:
* They have to have long hair (but not longer than mine)
* They have to smoke (optional since I don't want him to die that early yet :P)
NEW* They have to be younger than me (more or less 5 years younger)
NEW* They have to be mature (in such terms)

WEIRD NO?

But, idk. =))))))

I forcefully saved this photo in my PC and uploaded it without her consent, so if ever you read this Meoki seme, please forgive me but I could not wait any longer to share my lurve *cheesy*
Stole from her FB T^T

Oh and I dedicate this post to my sweet seme, Meoki Isotope my love. ♥♥♥
It was love at first sight I tell you.
The first time that I saw her on Multiply, I immediately added her regardless if she's going to reject me or not (though I have the slightest idea that she'd reject me since she is so so so cute ♥3♥)
But she never did, instead, she started replying to my cheesy, FC comments.
And then, she also introduced me to Tender Shall and Sha.
The inspiration for my admiration for BJD's since she was going to cosplay her.
Even though it was cancelled, I still love her cosplays and photos.
She is so sweet and cute and nice.
I feel like pinching her right nao.
My gigil is on my limit and I want to meet her ASAP before she leaves Philippines. T_T
And I will support her all-throughout, whatever occasions/events/happenings there might be.
I love joo dearest Meoki, advanced nyappy 17th birthday. ♥

Ai Kusabi

2009-09-21T16:05:00.003+08:00

"Tell me, Nana,
If for example we had been a love couple,
Would a hug have been enough to wash away my sadness?
Or then; does every single being carry this loneliness, like a burden?
I wans't intending to monopolize you
I just wanted you to need me."

Blogging to announce that.. Kimi wa Pet is finally finished! *sobs*
W-well, it has been finished for a long time but with the English scans.. *sobs more*
I don't mean to spoil anything in this statement/photo but, Sumire and Momo!
You guys rock ♥

This image is posted for the value of their happiness and the fruit of their love, ok?
Nothing more.. nothing less. >:))

AHH MOMO YOU DAMN HOT GUY :)))
Thank you so much for the hardworking scanlators and contributors for sharing such wonderful manga. Truly, I am sad now that it has come to an end.
There are still other manga's out there similar to this one but is not updating anymore.
And it's sad if you think about it.

I don't want to watch Kimi wa Pet's Liveaction.
Not really a fan of manga > Liveaction haha!

PSN

2009-09-19T19:50:00.002+08:00

Thanks to PSN, I now enjoy PS3 games more than before.
Basically, I'm playing online.. only much better than any other simpleton online games in the PC.
Oh look who's talking, the only game that I play is Resident Evil 5 since we don't have other games yet. (Besides NBA2K9 and MGS4)

Licker, sweet as you sound but bites as a hound.
Please stop pushing me on the ground.

crapla77 and Aishie is going to kick yer ass at times.

Btw, Aishie is my PSN name.
The noob of RE5 mercenaries. =))

Courage: Reason to Try

2009-09-17T17:24:00.003+08:00

When was the last time when I used to despise the word coward?
Ah yes, back in 2nd grade when I was scared at zombies and ghost.
It does not matter now that I am old enough to understand things which are real and not.
But I do believe in ghosts.
Zombies? In the near future, maybe.

Weeks ago, we had to do a speech and speak in front of our classmates.
It was not easy, for me.
I'm very clueless with these stuffs but I know lots of topic, I just don't know if it is appropriate for our subject Filipino.
We need not to make a speech related to Filipino, but I listed down three topics.

* Why most people want to work abroad?
* How homosexuals appear in the sexuality?
* Why couples cheat?

If Miss had chosen second and third choice, it would have been so easy for me since I have observed the field(lol) well.
Unfortunately, she approved on the first question.

Ask me if why I wrote down "Why most people want to work abroad?"?
I have no idea either.

In that spur of a moment, I thought of planes and the blue sky as I was thinking of a topic.
That's my real reason I guess.
But it's not bias, since it is not related to me really.
So I had to make up some information and gather new ones.

While Miss was checking the other classmates' finished written speech, she told us to focus since we were so noisy, haha!
I did not finish mine, but I wrote an outline and how it should be arranged the moment I think of words.
But she rejected the idea and gave my paper back. It has to be in paragraph form so I took my paper and oh look, the time is up!
Guess I just have to make the paragraph some other time since the deadline will be on Thursday.

Two days later last week, I still don't have the paragraph and the outline is not that organized yet. Good thing Miss gave us a lecture so the speech will be by next week. She did not take our papers though.

Then I decided to make my speech while waiting for Kyun in Trinoma since I'm going to meet with a friend who'll be giving me the Tsubaki costume.

While writing, I have thought of lots of things that I did not think before!
Some ex-classmates' parents were working abroad which left him with his grandparents and siblings, and I remembered how he misbehaves in class. Might be because he just want to get attention since he does not have any at home?

Lots of things were in my mind that day and I wrote it all in outline form.
I was happy that something useful is inside my head, but then Kyun came so I had to stop for a while.
But hey, I'm almost finished!
Just had to think of few more benefits of my topic.

...
Friday and weekends came, and I got bored writing since I have more time at Monday so I did not bothered the speech.

Monday came and I was working on it, but not in paragraph form.
Kyle suddenly told me that she's not going to do the speech, as well as Donna since it's not their thing.
N-not really their thing but, I think they are not used to it. I am too.
I got carried away with their reasons and.. joined them as well.

Tuesday came and speech week is on.
I am supposed to do adlib's on my speech, but only 4 IT students were present and the rest is Accounting block!
We got scared because we were not so close with the Accounting students.
Well we talk to them but we rarely hang out with them as friends, I don't know with others though.
Kyle and Donna decided to skip Filipino class, but Aya refused to go with us since she had written down lots of information about her topic although she was not ready.

Then the last day came, today.

All ITB students' turn now.
Abby stood in front first, then Ticia, Jas, Lara, and Aya.
Donna, Kyle and I did not pass papers/pages for us to be called.
My mind has set for its final decision, that I am not going to recite after all.

As soon as everyone is finished, Miss had a last call for those who still want to run and speak in front of everyone.
I wanted to run there but I'm afraid that no words would come out of my mouth.
I'd look like a dork if I came up there with nothing..

But the sad truth is, I had something and I did not even went up there to at least give it a shot.
Miss was still calling and she suddenly shouted,

"Duwag! Mas pinili nyo pa ang 0 kaysa harapin mga kaklase nyo."
Translation: "Coward! You chose 0 instead of facing your classmates."

Those 9 words stabbed my chest so much that it still echoes in my mind right now.
I AM a coward.
I chose not to be laughed at, to be judged, and to miss an important challenge in my life for something not even trivial.
Let's admit that it was just so simple.
Speak your mind out and voice out your opinion to everyone.

The moment I remembered how much fun I had while making the outline of my speech, I started to get sick.
Those moments for nothing.

And the moment it was all over, I promised myself that this will be the last time I'd be calling myself a coward and to start standing up for myself.

Appreciation

2009-09-16T19:29:00.004+08:00

I. Chase
Last night, I had this really weird dream about my ex.
We were gathered in a place where being wild and having is all you can do.
Then it was time to sleep, I was beside him and my phone kept ringing for an incoming text while it's regaining lost battery slots.
I always get distracted by it but he was just looking at me, in the eyes.
I.. don't look at people's eyes. (.__.)

It's so scary.
And the funny thing is that when I drifted to sleep (inside the dream with my ex), I dreamed that I was in this cream, old-looking castle (rooftop, where soldiers fight) with my ex and his friends, trying to look for something.

That's all that I can remember in that.. weird dream.
I even dreamed that I was an RPG character! x__X

But.. I missed my ex.
He just too cute.
I wonder what he looks like right now?

We haven't spoken for.. 2 years?
I love his.. brown hair. :)

II. Merry-Go-Round

School was the usual, but I'm still having attitude problems. You know what that is.
P.E was annoying- not until we got a perfect score for our practical exam.
We were kinda expecting not do perform the Gymnastic steps well because we are so SO not balanced. (especially that I am there, haha!)
But the it turned out great, and we did well!
I had.. fun.

III. Shoujo Magic

Yoru Made Matenai.
Kimi wa Petto.
Do You Want to Try?

Please, scanlators.
I'd love you the most if you update these manga's frequently.
I'm dying to wait for the next chapters!
And I spent almost 4-5 hours reading them.
PLEASE.
They are source of my inspiration.

IV. Big! Ice

Abby and I celebrated- NO.
I forced Abby to go to 7-Eleven with me to eat my favorite Chicken Garlic meal and told her I'd treat her if she goes me.
You know what she answers. XD;;

As I bought the meal, a little boy bumped me to the point that my food could have been on the ground by then.
Luckily, I was on-guard and shifted balance as I got bumped.
I got annoyed because some people saw me but got over with it anyway.

Minutes later, the little boy was with a little-er girl and started to look at the Slurpee.
Think they want to have some, but they could not since they don't have any money.
THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE ANY SLIPPERS ON. O:

More minutes later and the little guy went out, but the little-er girl sat down at the table beside the clerk lady.
Then there was a.. small commotion.
Well, not actually a commotion.

Let's say.. The clerk lady is sending the little-er girl out but they were both persistent.
The little-er girl also said mean things about the clerk lady, and vice versa so I got annoyed at the girl.
By the time the clerk lady gave up, she sighs and proceeds to work for another customer.
Then the little-er girl stood up and slowly walked towards our direction.

I was expecting that she'd get ice fromo the BIG! machine again, or plot on how to steal our food (haha!) but then she looked at me.. and I saw her. Naturally, I'd also look back.
Then she smiled.
I smiled back.

That's when I realized..

I AM NOW TRULY READY FOR THIS PARENTING THING AND I CAN FINALLY HAVE LITTLE KIDS AND HAVE MY OWN HOME HAHAHA.

No, just kidding.

That's when I realized.. (the real thing)
She is not such a brat after all.
Well, maybe there is a time she has to be a brat but the way she smiled at me was so pure and truthful.

No stranger has done that to me before.
Uh, except for pedo's and pervs.

I have been blinded by her little guy companion and the way she mistreated the clerk lady.

The lesson I learned:
"Don't really judge a person for what he looks like on the outside."

Even if it was just for kissing me up or just being nice, I appreciate it most when someone appreciates me . Don't you appreciate it to? :)

I don't understand them

2009-09-12T18:50:00.002+08:00

Sorry, this is going to be an immature rant.

My effin mother shouted at me the moment I brought out Tsubaki's weapon and said,

"Bakit dyan sa anime na yan ang dami mo time? Bakit hindi mo na lang asikasuhin pag-aaral mo?"
Translation: "Why do you find time in that anime? Why don't you just ponder more on your studies?"

Skeptical, in my mind I was saying,

"Because I love anime, and I'm obsessed with it you bitch. Hindi mo maiintindihan yun kasi matanda ka na. Gago."
Translation: "Because I love anime, I'm obsessed with it you bitch. You won't understand because you're too old enough."

Gago is a bad word.

I have never thought bad about my parents ever since I left 1st year highschool.
Yeah I admit that I was such a cunt when I was a freshie-sophomore, but I left my bad self because I have realized something.

But stabbing my pride and interests is too much for me to handle.
So I talked back to her, unconsiously.
With the death stare that I have given to a fucking person when I was in 3rd year that made me push her to the road.
And I regret that I did not push her when a large truck came by. :))
It's sad.

I'm not the daughter who talks back, because I am scared of what my father has to say.
No wait let me rephrase that-
I'm scared that I might end up alone in this conversation.
Even though if it's just pinning-out my side or my opinion, I hate losing.
I have lost for so many times, and I get frustrated with it.

And starting now, I want to aim her fucking goal.
Number one you say?
Let's see, if I get exceptional grades, I would definitely shove it in your throat and make you kneel for things that you need.

Sometimes I feel that I am not that improtant in the family anymore.
I am the only one studying my ass out after all.
So my father still have to work for thousands of fees he has to pay for my studies.
It gets through me all the time.
All fucking time when I feel so useless.

I don't get good grades..
OH DID I TELL EVERYONE THAT I ALMOST FAILED MATHEMATICS?
I got 76!
For the first time in my life!
And now I think I'm going to fail lots of subject this year because, I admit, that I have explored Manila before I study and go to sleep.
I don't want to be clueless, sorry. :))

I just wished I knew how to copy answers and not be ashamed of myself.
In my case, I do copy at times but not to the extent that I do it ALL THE TIME.
I still study even though I may not look like the type of person to study.
I do get hurt when I compare my scores to everyone.

I hate college.
I hate the people that came and went out of my college years.

I miss highschool.
I miss my highschool friends.
Even though the others are such an asshole, I don't care. For once in my life, they thought me how to value something. How to unite with such different and out-of-reach personalities.

Thank you for reading my rant. =))

Uta ♥

2009-09-11T20:57:00.002+08:00

This be my kawaii playlist for my active bloggie ♥
The songs in here are compiled according to my most favorite ones at the moment.
Ne, do enjoy listening la.^__^

Frustrated Unnoticed
by Damone

Paran
by Koyote

Motekke! Sailor Fuku
by Lucky Star!

Ai no Uta
by Mai Fukui

rolling1000toon
by Maximum the Hormone

Luvly, Merry-Go-Round
by Pipo Angels

Silky Heart
by Yui Horie

Run to You
by DJ DOC

House of 1000 Corpses
by Rob Zombie

Paran ♥

2009-09-10T17:12:00.002+08:00

Things I want to learn ASAP

1) NX - Pump it Up!
* I'm not the DDR-ish person but I enjoy playing it with close relatives when I was a kid. Then I stopped to play RPG games. Right now, I am very eager to learn NX! My sole inspiration, and probably the very first time that I saw her, is ex-fafa Enola. Since then, I've been asking friends to teach me basics and how to.

Today, I just got home from playing NX for the first time! My inay Maikeru thought me how but I was so noob-ish. And then lots of NX players came by to play to. One of them was my classmate in IT. I was too shocked to see him wearing an FZ shirt. O.O;; He's an FZ member?! He even helped me play which is too cool. ♥

By the time my turn was over, I watched several/different players and I feel so envious. ( TaT );; That's why I asked inay Maikeru to take me with him and nay Pucca to play with them.

2) Drummania
* Actually, I have been playing this on Basic but I really want to master it. I know it takes quite a while but my otaku friends are so.. so good at it. Some uses bass and is on Extreme! It's so frustrating when I can't even hit the notes right but is very slow. But it's all part of being a noob so I understand.

My inspiration? Ex-fafa Enola again. XD;;
I'm glad we hanged out for quite a while before and knew about these arcade games.

3) Tekken 6
* To tell the truth- even if I have been playing Tekken for basically my whole life, I can't seem to master any characters until now. Oh yeah, I don't even know how to block attacks! I'm more of the aggressive attacker. (as one of my classmates labeled me) And whenever I play arcade, I choose random characters. Even if if takes me to Jack-6 (whom I haven't touched for years already) It's good that I still remember few attacks from other Tekken series but I'm having a hard time controlling Zafina, Lars and Alisa. Alisa is pretty cool. I usually do throw attacks to opponents when I'm using her because it deals with too much damage than other characters. Plus, her mecha sounds are awesome, haha!

No inspiration since I have been attached to Tekken ever since I've played Playstation.

2009 Sudden

2009-09-06T16:58:00.003+08:00

Tsubaki Nakatsukasa

* For September conventions. Most likely to wear for Cosmania '09 or HADE Magazine Launch. Also for a Soul Eater shoot on the 3rd week of September. Let's see.

Costume: Finished, ready for shipping
Wig: None, not needed
Props: Finished, ready for shipping

1st Ref Pic* Chii Pink Sweet
2nd Ref Pic* Chii Pure Sky

* These are either one or the other but I might go for the 2nd one since I know a seamstress who has a reference and background of the costume and it won't cost me a lot. Basically, this is an original plan to be carried out for Anicon '09 this October.

Costume: None
Wig: On-Hand
Props: Chii Ears in Process

Lady Asagi

* You thought that I have already given this up? Not in these eyes baby! I'm planning to do him at Cosplay Fusion 2. It has been an inspiration ever since, and I'm still saving up for this up to now.

Costume: Finished, not yet ready to buy
Wig: None, not needed
Props: None, deciding to buy

Kururu Sumeragi

* This was basically a candid. :)) I was going to do Simca but Liezl said she'd do her at Mangaholix, so I gave Simca to and I might just do Kururu with Regalia of course. The roller blades? We're not so sure about that yet.

Costume: Still not working on it
Wig: Will buy By September 2009
Props: Still not working on it

November Conventions are fully booked and they all lead to Makati which is not so very convinient for me since I live at the other end of the island LOL so I have to attend two conventions only, if certain circumstances allow me.

As for my final cosplay plans for December conventions, they're all .. secret. :P
Basically if it has to be one event only, I'd go to the Christmas Toycon since I have to get ready for the Code Geass R2 shoot next year. My character is a secret also due to the rules. Anyway, it's not exactly stated but the other cosplayers are keeping it for themselves (and for their close friends). I have no idea who will be doing who either!

So this long post must end nao.
'Til the next update ♥

Kusanagi

2009-08-28T19:11:00.001+08:00

There's something wrong with me.

There's something in my head, that tells me something I could do that I should do.
But if I did, I might cause lots of trouble.
And I don't want that to happen.

I'm kinda sick of studying.
For what? Where do I stand in the future?
=____="

The future is so scary.

Daisuki

2009-08-28T18:53:00.004+08:00

Why are things so complicated?

You mature as you grow up, but you get too emotionally fucked up to understand such harsh things happening in this world.

Don't give out your 100% trust to people, even if they're your best-est friends and family. Eventually, they'd swallow you, and betray you, or get sick of you.

We study for 18-20 years. What do you get out of it? Lucky are the ones who could still manage to keep themselves living.

Complain about things. You'll never run out of them.

There are no such things such as equal and peace. When we talk about equality, you'd only see those in Mathematics. Equality in human kind never exists. You say everyone is equal? Look around the people who makes a living in the street corners. Family gathering for a place under the tree to hide themselves for the rain. Big houses with 2-3 people inside. You say peace? Ever since the world has come to a beginning, Eve accidentally/purposely ate the apple even though God told her not to. Why? Didn't she trust God? Regardless of the curiosity, didn't she ever think that eventually it will be found out, and suffer the consequences?

I would love to live in the mid 50-60's. Such healthy and innocent years. Though flaws might be hidden, everything looks peaceful.

Why?

We all live to die. So why not die as early as possible? Yes, there are so much things to discover. Needless. We suffer the pain of growing up. Reminisce the good and bad memories we had as we grew older.

How do things turn right, and then suddenly go wrong?

The Darkside Chronicles

2009-08-20T13:39:00.004+08:00

Resident Evil: The Darkside Chronicles
Characters: Claire Redfield, Leon Kennedy, Steve Burnside
Supporting Characters: Ada Wong, Sherry Birkin
Appearances: Albert Wesker, Ashford siblings, Chris Redfield
Opposite Chapters: Resident Evil 2, Resident Evil: Code Veronica
Setting: Raccoon City, Rockfort Island
Game Platform: Nintendo Wii

Basically, I have nothing against this particular game even if Ada Wong makes her appearance. The only thing that got my head is the gaming platform. So it's confirmed as Wii. Why, of all other platforms, why Wii?

For avid Wii users who are going to read this, please excuse my comments and manner in this post. Personally, I see Wii as a child's platform. Truth to be told, the reason why I think that way is because half of my little nephews has this console. Mainly, the games are either cutsie or for exercising. It's such a waste that RE: DSC will be focusing on Wii, I do hope there's a PS3 CD of it. I am a die-hard Resident Evil gamer and I think I have played almost all of it's games. Sure, my nephew has a Wii but I'm not really fond of On-rail shooting games, especially when it's supposed have a sensor. I'm more of the couch gamer/joystick user.

On the other back of my other hand, I'm happy that Claire has another game! I love Claire so much. Even if the platform contrasts my perception, I won't say anything anymore as long as she has a part on a game. Truly, I am thankful that Capcom team still keeps her.

Koizora

2009-08-19T11:14:00.004+08:00

Just started watching Koizora's J-Drama series last Sunday.
And much to my surprise, I finished it not so long ago.
Such a sad story, but it brought happiness somehow.
I'm not fund of these kinds of ending, but I'm feeling that it's similar to what's happening to me right now.. I tried it out.
I have read the manga before and stopped, because it was so sad.

This is Tahara Mika-chan! Girls like her are the ones I really admire the most. Very sweet, naive, innocent and patient. But that is just my opinion though. She chose to be with Hiroki, even in his remaining days.

And this is Sakurai Hiroki-san, the idiot who made Mika-chan a very stronger girl. He's the typical bad-ass you'd see in your highschool, but look how strong and caring he is. To think if such guy would really exist in this world, I'd definitely won't let him go. It's sad that he had limited time, I was hoping Mika and him would stay together forever but no. :(

Right now I'm listening to Koizora's ending theme.
The message is sad but the song is so beautiful.

Ai no Uta
Vocals: Fukui Mai

Yasashii kaze ga fuku itsumo no michi de
Anata ni ae rutoka sonna koto de ii
Chiisa na kodou no yure ga omoi ni kasanari
Shizuka ni tokeru no o tada matteiru
Hito wa doushite kotae o motomeru no?
Watashi wa kore de shiawase na no ni shiawase na no ni

Ai no uta ga　kikoetan da
Sore wa　chiisa na ai ga
Hohoemu you ni　yorisou you na
Yasashii oto gashita
Toki wa nagare　yume wa nagare
Ironna katachi　kawattemo
Anata ga tada　koko ni ireba
Sore dake de ii

Anata no yobu koe ni　kizukeba toki ni wa
Ushita mono ni tada　te o nobasu dake

Toki wa doushite　owari o tsugeru no?
Egaita ima wa ashita no sora ni
Tsuzuite iru no ni

Ai no uta ga　kikoetan da
Sore wa　chiisa na ai ga
Hitotsu　hitotsu　matataku you na
Itoshii oto gashita
Toki to tomo ni　ano hi no hoshi
Namida de nagarete shimatte mo
Anata ga tada　koko ni ireba　
Sore dakede ii

Negai wa toki ni tooku
Muri ni tsukamo utoshitemo
Te moto o suri nukete yuku kedo
Sono mama kieteyuku you na
Ookina mono yori
Chiisa na ai ni kizukeba

Itsuka toki ga　hana o sakashi
Yagate ooki na ai ga
Utau you ni　kanaderu you ni
Futari o tsutsumu darou

Ai no uta ga　kikoetan da
Sore wa　chiisa na ai ga
Hohoemu you ni　yori sou you na
Yasashii oto gashita
Toki wa nagare　yume wa nagare
Ironna katachi　kawattemo
Anata ga tada koko ni ireba
Sore dake de ii

Anata ga ite soba de warau
Sore dake de ii

"If I could have 3 wishes, I wouldn't wish for the stars, the moon, the riches and this life. But for 25 hours a day, 8 days a week, and 13 months a year to spend a longer time with you."

Daruma

2009-08-02T14:57:00.004+08:00

Last night was traumatic. And I was not expecting it, and I don't think anybody did. It's not the typical probinsyana getting lost in the city scene. I am not so sure about that but that's how my rescuers see it. Thankfully, I got home in one piece at 10:23PM in the evening. My brother and father picked me up in front of Greenwich at Pasig.

How the hell did I get to Pasig?

I have no idea either.
But did they believe me?
NO.

Yesterday's acquaintance party is getting boring and I decided to go home earlier with Donna. Suddenly the rain started to pour again, and I was mentally cursing by that time since I dislike getting wet by the rain especially when I have to go home.

While waiting for a jeep to Stop&Shop, I was texting few friends from AHC and SPUQC to tell them to take care when a jeep stopped in front of me. It has a Stop&Shop sign so I quickly got in to avoid the miserable sensation of pouring rain. At J.Ruiz, I immediately grabbed the house keys to get myself ready to open the gates in case nobody opens it for me, but then a lady and her daughter got on and told the driver that she's going to Recto.

Recto.

My mind was processing that time.
That's the last station in LRT-02, and if I am not mistaken, I went there last Friday to go to LRT-01(Central) to meet Clarissa. Still on the right track.

Half-way from the ride, my ass was getting touchy and I can't help but notice the over-pass and highways we've passed by. I was getting worried and the places are not familiar to me. But I kept my pride to myself and continued with the journey.

Then I saw buses.
Big ones; Genesis, and the such.
Where the hell am I?

The woman across me did not know either, instead, asked me where I was going. I kindly and calmly replied, "Stop and Shop po." Wide eyes were the last reaction that I saw from her. "Dear malayo na yun! Bumaba ka na lang tapos tumawid ka, sakay ka sa SM Sta. Mesa dadaan Stop and Shop yun." and the driver was like "Tumawid ka na lang tapos sakay sa kahit anong jeep, lahat naman dumadaan sa S&S."

Okay so I was like-
Who am I going to believe? DD:
Well, they have points and they're all leading to Sta. Mesa anyway but how do I know if I'm on the right track? I don't even know how to cross the road for Christ's sake, but I ran anyway. It really dark and the rain kept pouring.

Basically, I followed the driver's advice since ..he is a driver and he goes to places so he knows where.

I got on the 2nd jeep, not knowing where it lead since he said that it all goes to Stop and Shop.

BUT IT DIDN'T, or was I blinded last night?
I know what S&S looks like and I see Don Bosco College and Manilao banners around. Yaya JM texted and I forgot what he sent me but I remembered texting him and Aldreen that I'm seeing Marilao everywhere, and I haven't been there before. My phone battery is half-dead and I kept praying that it won't turn off so I can call someone. And I did call Alex since he's studying there. Indeed, it was the exact place he was studying, at Marilao. He's also asking me what I was doing there but the call got cut off. Luckily, it wasn't because of my phone being dead.

Great. Now I have 4.50php in my account balance, I don't have any credits to be able to call someone. Good thing I still have Unlitxt that time but I was in Mandaluyong already! That's where Marlon, Daemon, and fa Hyde lives! x__X

I got really, REALLY scared.
Aldreen told me directions to go back but I don't know how and where that particular place was so I let the wheels take me to where it's going. Deep inside, I was really scared. It's almost 9pm and I promised to go home by 8pm, but I left the school by 7pm right?

Finally, my pride itched and asked the nearest guy if I can insert my sim card to his phone. I wanted to laugh when he stared at me suspiciously. I told him my phone was dead and I really need to call, and the name I looked for was Boss Mac (since Aldreen's using it) but heck, it wasn't there. I got more crazy and frantic at the thought of my recent contacts not in my sim. One of my stupidity, actually. Then the guy told me his stop was near, so I had to return the phone to him and ask another. The nearest one is this woman beside me. I asked her politely but she.. declined in the manner where she really didn't trust me. I got pissed and is almost bursting because the place I am is really really far now. I was not in Mandaluyong anymore and I really need to call someone to at least pick me up or something.

-- This ends here. My enthusiasm to post all the details have flown away from my eating. Long isn't it? But I'd like to thank the people who have been concerned last night. Too bad I failed at going home by myself but really, I can. If not only my father is here in Sta. Mesa, I can still manage to go home even if it took me 11pm but no. Probably, they'd be calling my phone but it's dead so you see, my choice is to take the weaker option.

Morgen bekomme ich einen Job

2009-07-27T15:55:00.002+08:00

Suddenly, Benny PM'd me about this part-time job thing at the Podium.
And since I am in need of money (and originally going to Mega tomorrow), I might as well try that job thing he's been saying.
He won't tell me what I do there, since it's a surprise.
Now this is scary.
But I want to try.

For the sake of money. =))

Oh how slow I update and so little words are in here, what a pity.
Facebook and Plurk is keeping me from blogging.
Fatal Frame 3 is what I've been busy for 3 days straight.

If ever I liked the part-time job and make money out of it, I will immediately go to Mang Poly and skit the Nunnally dress and other things needed for her cos. For the meantime, Wa loli me is for Komikon.

After the flush

2009-07-23T07:43:00.002+08:00

Tuesday and Wednesday were not the very best days this week.
Reason: I threw up for the first time in my life.
And now I get disgusted just by thinking of chocolates.
Is this a bad thing?

Wednesday morning, I got sick.
38.2 yung temperature ko and I was getting very cold.
Feeling very tired, I slept again but ate 5-6 tablespoon of lunch.
Have not eaten that much last Monday evening.

So I went to sleep by 12.
I woke up by.. 1:30pm(?) to be greeted by ate Akay holding a plastic.
She told me if I was okay and responded with a small nod and tucked back inside my comfy blanket.

"Eto na yung contact lens mo oh."
Much to my excitement, I sat up straight and looked directly at the plastic she's holding.
Oh it's not a Mercury Drug bag but a JRS Express bag.
That's when I thought.. YAY I GOT ME GREEN LENSES.

*drum rolls*

TADAA.
Behold my not-so-green eyes.
It looks gray-ish when you stare at me from a distance but if you look very closely, you'll notice the green in it.
Ms. Ice is too nice give me considerations for getting the lenses at a very late date.
Supposedly, I was going to get the pair by last week but I had problems so yeah.

Cropped the photo because of my epic fail bangs.
Please forgive me.
>__<
I look angry, do I?
Partida na yan ha, may lagnat ako nyan.
Bigla nawala when I wore it.

Sigh.

2009-07-19T10:39:00.003+08:00

Is he seriously giving me the cold shoulder?
I've noticed this ever since Ceres and I played with him in Y!M.
And I was so confident that he would not care, but I'm not so sure anymore.

He is not constantly bugging and PMing me anymore like he always do before.
There's something wrong, and I'm sure he knows something already.

If he ignores me because of that thing, then I'm going to cut-off connections with him.
Because it's seriously hurting me.

Accomplishment

2009-07-14T21:14:00.004+08:00

Today, I hereby say, that I can now officially go to Megamall alone.
This is one of my childish accomplishments that I have went through so far.
But it's embarassing when Hayato-kun had too go with me to Stop&Shop because I don't know how to go home.
My feet are killing me, and it will directly kill me more if I have to go the long process all over again.
I walked from Cubao to the MRT for 15 minutes, not to mention that I'm wearing my heels and it hurts too much.

All of these are not important anymore.
I've met lots of people that I was not expecting to meet like Seiji-san and Noriko-chan of OR.
Ex-fafa Enola andI hanged out a lot, most of them are by the food court and grocery.
It was fun hanging around with her.
Personally, I thought we would finally have our long-awaited catfight due to personal reasons but.. I was greeted with a warm hug.
And it's not that I don't want it, just didn't thought that someone I've kinda backstabbed before do nice things too me.

Something about ex-fa Enola that amazed me so much: A goddess in NX.
Now I want to learn how to play that too, cuz she's so cool!!♥

Same goes for Hayato-kun!
At first, we were like, "Hello!" 'hi!" *waves* but then when fa Enola left, we went back in to enjoy the rest of the hour.
It's cool that he's not the shy type, we never run out of topics and something to talk about.
Well, except when we get tired.

First stop: Timezone - Tekken
And I don't even know our tallies anymore. Maybe because he gave me lots of mercy rounds because half of the money used was mine? Perhaps I don't play the game much more than before. *thinks*

Lots of things have happened for the next few hours that I did not realize, it's time to go home.
But wait- I don't know how to go home!
PLUS my feet are already dead.
Hayato-kun was nice enough to ride me home (to S&S only) even though it seems so far.
Anywho, he's sweet.

THANK YOU PEOPLE. ^_______^

Things I'm currently busy of..

2009-07-12T19:48:00.002+08:00

Apparently, these are all not for cosplay and I'm happy for that.
Since Komikon might be the last so far, but I'll have a comeback in a con before Mangaholix to accompany my friend.

[x] POS Movie EB
[x] Costume for Komikon
[x] Allowance for Komikon
[x] For Nunnally/Millia Rage/Monica Krushevsky costumes
[x] contact lenses

And I promise myself to save coins for my fair.
In that way, I don't have to buy in Pizza Hut to have coins when going home.

Epic jeepney ride home much?
Tell the details when I'm ready to face public humiliation. :)))))

That's what you get

2009-07-10T20:44:00.003+08:00

I miss my mama Donna.
She's very sick since Thursday and hopes she gets well by Monday.
I miss talking to her. she also missed another photo session in ACCLB.

Here are two samples of our vanity before College Algebra class.
I like my new friends, very active and concerned with each other.
Actually, we've been really close lately.
Tomorrow I'll be going with Aya, Kyle, Lara and Jas.
Not so sure about Abby and Irish, but I need to pass my consideration homeworks.

I suck for not following a simple instruction.

Anyway, cosplay.
This Komikon or Otaku Taiiki, I might go as Simca or Belarus.
Not so sure, but I'll know who tomorrow.

LOVELACE VANITY

2009-07-06T18:15:00.004+08:00

Suddenly, I want to have an all-girls class.
No guys around.
I'm not sure why, but my new girl classmates are awesome.
However the guys..
They're okay but I find it hard to get along with them.
I miss my Dalton buds. :[

O HAI THERE TICIA.
Nana loves you.♥♥♥

(L-R) Mama Donna, Lara, Abby, Ticia and piggy Nana.
Taken this morning, courtesy of Abby's cam.
WE ARE VAIN. :))
Actually there are more, but the lighting sucks.
Maybe some other time?

Home and literally home.

2009-07-04T16:28:00.008+08:00

Three.

Two.

One.

I AM IN BATAAN.
After two weeks of surviving in my brother's place in Sta. Mesa, we came back in one piece last night. But after going home, we headed straight to my tita's place to gather relatives from US and eat the night out. Everyone was telling me that I lost few pounds, when in truth, I still look so fat. So I started calling myself "the little pig". Suits me right?

Rewind back from two weeks before.. We had quizzes, and lots of them! They were okay but I could not get perfect scores (which I was aiming to get). And this week's exams were the worst! The reason is not because of my stupidity, but my body's functions. I can't sleep early like I used to. I also flunked my 2nd Algebra exam and.. IT Fundamentals. I COULDN'T CONCENTRATE AT ALL. *sobs*

A day before the exams, I hanged out with fafa Haoson in Gateway pordalulz. 8D No, I was supposed to go to UST but my ex-classmates were so busy to not response back at my messages so I texted everyone in my contacts to know who'll be willing to go with me at GW instead. Luckily, fafa replied first and agreed to meet up. He received his monthly(?) pay so.. *ebil laff* We had few rounds of Guitar Freaks, basketball and Mario Kart at Timezone. I fail at GF.

O HAI THAR NEW FRIEND IRISH. *u*
I don't have a pic with Donna and Ticia yet, maybe this week?

Home and not alone

2009-06-27T12:22:00.002+08:00

Today is Cosplay Fusion day, held at Powerplant Mall. If you're going to ask why I'm not going? The venue is too far away from our home! Otaku Taiki's date has been moved, I plan on meeting POS and HCC members but yeah. D:

I'm not sure why I'm writing here, but nothing is new at the moment.
Resident Evil 5 is keeping me away from being online.
I WANT THE REAL GAME.

The demo is getting me bored already.
And come to think of it, if I play the first few parts of the game, I might finish the 2-3 chapters in a day. But if I'm playing with someone, I'd be Chris Redfield. I hate how Sheva's angle keeps me shooting at the left side. She's weak compared to Chris, of course. I don't know. My opinion for Sheva is not that good so-

Have to update my other accounts and watch random videos in Youtube instead.

May the souls of the stars rest in peace

2009-06-26T09:06:00.003+08:00

Although I am not a very good fan of these people, I felt sad learning about their death. But I hope they'll be able to set their mind peacefully, somewhere not here, in this rotting world. Now they don't have to worry about their privacy and gossips.

OH WELL.

*logs off*

Angelina-na

2009-06-24T19:48:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO MEET YAYA SAURIEL.

That's all that I can say. :))

My school life is getting better, so far. And I'm hoping this does not last.
Oh and I have to update Ms. Donna bout the Lady Asagi costume.
I'm dying to have it. DD:

I have a thousand on hand, and I think that will be enough for the materials needed because that's what she stated in plurk via-Azhrien's.

Anywho, will go to the other room now.

Father's Day Tribute

2009-06-21T13:25:00.005+08:00

Since today is a not-so-very jolly Father's day for me, I dedicate this vanity photo of mine for all the viewers and friends out there. Because I'm a father at heart too, lol!

It's supposed to be a wig trial but I ended up looking ..masculine. ﾍ(￣ー￣)ﾉニヤリズムッ♪
The wig is from my Ate Rhio, and it's originally hers but I might borrow it for crossdressing purposes.

BUT OF COURSE ;;
There's more!
Here's my little nephew posing in the camera too.
..with the wig.

Isn't he adorable? ウェーブ！！＼(≧▽≦)／＼(≧▽≦)／ウェーブ！！
He looks very annoyed at the wig.
The time we removed it from him, he started crying.
And same goes for me, my head started aching.

So, gtg!

昼食のこんにちは人々のためのMaguroそして

2009-06-20T14:22:00.004+08:00

小さい写真のブログのための小さい御馳走はここにあるＯ(≧∇≦)Ｏ彡☆

アイスクリーム! 私はちょうどすべての漢字の記入項目をここに掲示することを試す行っている。
しかし当然、翻訳はこの弾丸の後で行く。

とにかくそう、私は昼食のためのカリフォルニアmaki、tempuraおよびマグロの刺身を食べた。 Hazelnut Brownieのアイスクリームによって続かれて私の親は昨日買った。

この日はよくすることを得るでしようか?

私はまたある悪5をオンラインでしたが、接続が解除され続けた。
よのオハイオ州、私は今行かなければならない。

RE5を再度したり、そして私の宿題をする! ☆彡

*:--☆--:*:--☆:*:--☆--:*:--☆--:

To translate the whole thing~

Hello people! I am just going to try out posting an all kanji entry here. But of course, translation goes after this bullet. So anyway, I had california maki, tempura and tuna sashimi for lunch. Followed by Hazelnut Brownie ice cream my parents bought yesterday. Could this day get any better?
I also played Resident Evil 5 online but it kept getting disconnected.
Oh well, I have to go now.
Will play RE5 again, then do my homework!

Still not sure about the whole kanji thing though, haha!

（￣ii￣）ただいま

2009-06-19T14:43:00.004+08:00

My first week in college: not that bad

To start of this entry, I would like to remind myself to keep my head up and still look back from the past. Which are my friends from highschool. Although everyone seems to be enjoying each others company, we are still not that tangible. Meaning, we can go with whoever we like.

For my part, I'm perma with Irish. But I want to have at least a group to go with. Not because I want to fit in, but I got used having big groups. When I find myself alone with Irish, I just start to get bored at the middle of our conversation.

Back when I was in highschool, I always have this habit to look around for my friends to talk with them about different things. But right now, it's different.

Way too different from what I was used to.

*:--☆--:*:--☆:*:--☆--:*:--☆--:

So I texted my highschool friends, told them that I really miss them too much and got labeled as emo. Haha!

Not that I mind really, but I understand since that's the way how me enlighten ourselves.
To us, it is like a form of enthusiasm.
But when I playfully label my new classmates as emo, or whatever, they just smile or shrug it off.

Guess I just have to wait for those 4 years to graduate and to be with my friends again!
4 years is not that far, right?

This be my new schedule starting Monday. I exchanged my sched to an IT classmate who wanted to stay at the original one. Since we won't be having Saturday classes on the new schedule, I agreed to switch.

ENG01 - M - 7:30-10:30 - MMD401
RE01 - M - 1:30-4:30 - MMD402
Acc01 - TTh - 7:30-9:00 (ACCLB)
Fil01A - TTh - 9:00-10:30 MAT304
Mth01 - WF - 12:30-2:00 (ACCLB)
PE01 - W - 2:00-4:00 - Gym

These are some of the changes that our Prog. Logic Form prof gave us. The other subjects are still rumbled. And me? I'm confused at the schedule. Where did Enrichment Class in English go? *sighs*

No photo blogs for now, I don't have the time to upload and take photos related to school. But if one of my future friends will be willing to submit a photo, then it's cool.（┐・・┌）ゲソ〜〜

私はまだ怖がっている

2009-06-17T12:19:00.002+08:00

Maybe I should back-out Today. I realized how hard the subject IT can be. The prof gave us a long assignment at our very first meeting. I don't mind, but it's too many. She also told us not to rely on Wikipedia too much. So maybe if I could not find certain information about our homework, I'll search for answers in the library with Irish.

So then and again, I have to go now. My mother is keeping me off the computer, which sucks. TATA~

Gokengyou

2009-06-15T19:03:00.002+08:00

It seems that Yujina had the ability to pass her sickness unto me.
Now I think I'm sick la.

To summarize what happened to my day:

[x] First day of class is cool
[x] Had few rides in a jeep, didn't like it
[x] Got sick

PLUS
[x] Toycon Day 1 was so crowded.
[x] Got the wig from Alice
[x] Bought school supplies
[x] Toycon Day 2 has few cosplayers
[x] Hanged out with Jancis
[x] Spent her remaining 80php for the entrance to Toycon (and apparently, spend like 5 minutes inside because my mother is sending me out)

'Til then~

Change of plans on cos~(o*･ω･)~

2009-06-13T08:16:00.009+08:00

Okay, from this day on, please do me a favor? HIT ME WITH ANY OF KRATOS' (God of War) WEAPONS IF I CHANGE MY COSPLAY PLANS AGAIN. Because this time, I'm going to make it final. Thanks to a friend, he recommended me a very good tailor who makes very good costumes. And I've heard it's where Alodia makes her costumes too.

My first choice, Seth Nightroad, in this concept. The original dress of Seth is very hard to make. Since it's made out of diamonds and brilliant stones, but I found this one and decided to ask the tailor to make it in this style. The headgear is very important too.

For traditional VKei-ish outfits, I'm planning on Lady Asagi. Kosuvarus is having a remake for this one, since Ms. Donna already did this before and was too shocked that she made the cos all by herself. AND IT'S SO COOL.

Got this from Lady MJ's tumblr. Isn't in lovely? And if ever I plan to have this, I might go as.. Madam Red of Kuroshitsuji? Not that sure yet. I don't want the hat tho, it's too shabby for a cos. Plus, I can wear this on my debut LOL. :))

Tender Shall of DOD is my dream cosplay la. My inspiration for this one is none other than~ Meoki-nee! One of the prettiest human doll alive I've ever seen. Too bad she isn't going to be as T.Shall in Toycon, but if she dresses up as her, I will definitely go to that certain event no matter what. Oh and, I want a Sha for this one. XDD

*thinks*
I was wondering if I should still pursue on this one. This is your friendly TV world's villain, Izanami. Due to her floating skills, I am not able to make my legs disappear. I have my version of own. Since I have never seen anybody dress up as her, I am really tempted to be her. And cast Megidolaon and -dyne skills on everyone, hoho. Oh and, Izanami and Izanami no Okami is different, okay? Though they are the same person, Izanami no Okami is the final form.

And last but not the least, my Monica Krushevsky for Hyper Chappy Club's Code Geass group due for Mangaholix '09. My target date for the cosplay plans? The start is October.

Unwritten past

2009-06-12T10:18:00.003+08:00

Yesterday morning, I was waiting for a reply of a cosplayer in France. Certain circumstances have brought him and I into knowing by similar interests such as yaoi. But I guess he was offline for the whole day so I just shrugged it off and open my unread e-mails. In the Spam section, there has been a lot of [FF C2 Alert] I am receiving since the day I decided to be on hiatus in Ff.net.

Suddenly an authoress of a Naruto/Bleach fiction PM'd me regarding my inactivity and if she can join my Sakura community, Cherry Blossoms Sanctuary.

heart-away
Yesterday, 10:35PM

Hello there!

I'm not sure if your still adding staff members and stories and such but here I go!
I would like to know if I could join your community, seeing as Sakura is my favorite character. So far I have written two Sakura centric stories, and wish to expand in the future.
In your profile you mentioned how nowadays the borderlines of different fan fictions have been melting together and I agree. So I am determined to make stories more 'out there' than others. :)
So far I have yet to see my ideas repeated, so I figured that I was doing well. I can guarantee that my stories are mary sue free and quite edible(figuratively of course 0_o).

So please take it into consideration!!!!!!!

heart-(goes)-away

My reply goes like,

Zakurrah-chan
Yesterday, 7:16PM

Greetings heart-away!

It's nice to hear that Sakura fans are still increasing despite the character's flaws in Naruto's new season. Unfortunately, I haven't been around a lot more than I do 2-3 years ago. I don't read the new fictions created by the new author/ess anymore, since the stories are very redundant. Somehow, I still have the heart to write but don't know how to finish it, and I still have stocked stories in my PC that is not yet submitted.

But about your question, sure I'll add you up! Hope that

I don't get confused at the new format here. Are you still willing to join even if it's somewhat deserted and inactive?

Good luck with your future chapters and fictions. :)

heart-away
Yesterday, 7:45PM

I'd definitely still like to join!

Yes, Sakura is quite the flawed character, which I've actually learned

to like. I just just relate to better than most of the other Naruto characters. Another reason for my admiration is probably due to fan fiction. Fanfiction takes the original Sakura off the scale, and she can be so easily transformed into so many things. As a writer, that's come 'very' handy.

It just seems that lately, everyone has forgotten just how flexible she really is. So I've been trying to twist things up a bit.

Thank you for wishing me luck. I definitely need it!!!

heart--(goes)--away

And it all ended there. Right after the response, I added her immediately in my community. I'm really glad that there are still Sakura supporters despite the flaws. Oh and, since I've been blabbing about fanfictions for quite a while here, let me share you my status since 2005 (that I don't know whether I should be proud of it or not).

CLICK FOR BETTER VIEW. ^__^

Choices Made by the Heart is deleted, the reasons are unknown. Felt like I had to. So far, the most successful one is Stepping to the Rhythm. I have plans to continue it, if the idea is still fresh and my subscribers are still willing to read it. But for now, I applied as a beta-reader to help and explore other people's creative writing. It's nice to have requests, entrusting their works to you, and act like their your little nakama's. Really fun~

Afternoon at the Cinema

2009-06-10T17:02:00.004+08:00

Hello lovely blog-viewers!

Today, I hanged out with my close friends' Emil and Clarissa. We had long talks in our house, but then lunch hour came and our feet automatically stood up. Lately, the food in our house is giving me a pain in the belly. Not that I'm complaining, but I hate it when I get very hungry. So what does this statement of my glutton has to do with my friends? I had it all planned.

* Go out with someone since I have nothing else interesting to do
* Eat outside where I'll satisfy my intestines
* Walk around to burn calories I've gathered
* Watch a movie with a friend/s to kill the time
* Spend the time in an air-conditioned room

For the movie, we watched Night at the Musuem 2. It's not that bad at all. I was hoping it was Angels and Demons but noooo. The other show was Dead na si Lolo, an indie film. I'm not a fan of indie films so, put an x-mark on that.

Unfruitful

2009-06-03T14:38:00.008+08:00

Toycon is coming, and I'm still not sure if I still have the heart to go. My mind kept rolling, and I wanted to at least dress up nicely before I change my cosplay status into HIATUS. Yes you've read right. From the day Toycon will be finished, until September, I won't be joining/going to conventions. Studying is my priority. And if I get good grades for the first semester, I'll try to go back.

I am finally a Paulian!
That's all I have to say.
I also have my schedulle, but the camera's cable is missing so I have to post it some other time.
My subjects are cool, except Accounting.
WHY ACCOUNTING.

Future Cosplay Plans (Sure)

I'm still the average anime lover and I won't give up on cosplaying. So far, I have groups. Photoshoots are okay, and I recently rejected a lot.. and regretted it.

Monica Krushevsky of Code Geass R2
- What happened to the Nunnally? You see, I was supposed to be in POS' CG group but Nunnally cosplay is kinda expensive and troublesome. I don't mind the dress, and her facial expressions. But I do mind the wheelchair a lot. I don't want to carry a wheelchair around. So I confirmed HCC to sign me in as Monica since she's the only character needed for the Knights of the Round.

Siela Riviere of Chaos Legion
- She resembles Misa, and I rarely find CL cosplayers so I want to try her out. Since Darlene already have the Arcia costume, all we need are the guys of CL to form a group. Darlene is available on October convetions, so I still have the time.

OTHERS
* Nell of Bleach
* Suigintou of Rozen Maiden
* Kagamine Rin of Vocaloid

SAA KURISUMASU

2009-05-31T18:30:00.004+08:00

さあ　クリスマス　いっぱいの笑顔　
君に届けんだパーティー・ナイト　
さあ　クリスマス　いっぱいの願い　
君に誓うんだホーリー・ホーリー・ナイト

Holy Night by Rie
( Current LSS )

Hello! I came back from Manila to return baby Raiden to their parents.
Now it kinda feels lonely here without a baby.
But I'll be back there next week to prepare to school.
Oh wow~ 2 more weeks and I finally start attending school as a college student.
This might be something interesting, so far.

UPDATES FOR TOYCON :
-- I'm still not sure if I'm going. Kesoo will ask my mom first if I can go with her. *please hope that my mother will say yes* Besides, I already borrowed a costume from Hizaki nee. If ever our schedule fits, I'll be going as Lacus Clyne in this outfit below:

Or if not, I'll just borrow from Reshin nee or Nanami's. Still not suer about the size though. I'm glad Hizaki is nice to lend her costume. And after this, I'll never borrow an outfit again! I know how hard it is to bring a lot of costume for a convention, and if I attend at the upcoming Toycon, it'll be the last convetion I'll be going for this semester. My next comeback will be on October-November for my Code Geass R2 group with ( POS or HCC, still deciding ) and Chaos Legion with Darlene.

Finally able to play Resident Evil 5 in PS3! But only the demo version since he still doesn't have one yet. I played as Chris and an person online who played as Sheva (sp?). The controls were hard, especially when ranging and running to reloading and changing the views. I also had the chance to play Metal Gear Solid for the first time, and I have to say that it totally rocks! ♥♥♥ It's my first time but I actually enjoyed it. Old Snake is old, I've seen him in his younger days but nao that he's old.. ; m ;

*going home from a long afternoon in Trinoma*
It also took us a while to arrive in Trinoma. Traffic jams are so--
Since the malls are having a major sale from May 28-June 2, Trinoma was really packed up the moment we set foot on it. Sure it's still cold, but the fast foods were so jammed from outside. We were hungry by that time so we had to search for somewhere to eat. I suggested Tokyo Tokyo but they didn't want it. Shakeys had 8 reserved seats, so as Sbarro, Max, Gery's and other. But then we found California Pizza Kitchen from the garden-ish in Trinoma and decided to eat there instead. We were so shocked to see 4-6 people eating there. CPK is one of the most good selling pizza's in US, why not here? Well, the preices answered us. :))

No photos of food, I was too hungry.

Dream of Dolls feat. Meoki-san

2009-05-27T15:01:00.005+08:00

I had to blog here. I've seen the most gorgeous shiroBJD's and it's all thanks to Meoki-san! She's going to dress up as these lovely creatures at Toycon. Now I'm more determined to go because of Meoki-chan! In case if you don't know, Meoki-san is a friend in Multiply that I've added recently. She's pretty nice, and she's mien only!! Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏﾜｰｲ♪

Call me selfish but she is so pretty! * u *
So anyway, I'm still up in Livejournal, but I'll try to make this still active.

*currently searching for loli dresses to wear*

Photo blog, actual blog

2009-05-25T17:53:00.009+08:00

Good evening jelly belly's.

My livejournal account is active once again. Thanks to my lovely new friends and icons that I saw, it's making me enthusiastic. Empress if PF also taught me how to install layouts nicely in lj and maybe at some point, I might make my own layout too.

Gomen ne for the weird lines and character inconsistency.
Shinn recently gave me a cute fansign with lots of kanji and I did not understand a bit of it! Except for the kimochii part. If I decode what it really meant, I get another block of chocolate again. But since lots of people have been giving me chocolates recently, I did not want to decode ever again.

These are samples of the chocolates that Sniker has been giving me. They are too many and I blame my large butt to those sweets. And now my mother's friend gave me another 2 bar and as much as I don't want to eat it, I did anyway. I'm getting scared because I didn't attend the gym again and tomorrow I will definitely force myself to go- for the sake of cosplay/csotrip!

My father and I bought this Berry Strawberry last Sunday and I finished it whole this morning. And it's~~~ LUSCIOUS. There were 2 strawberries inside (usually, they only have one) but I think it loves me since it's my first Selecta Gold series and I think it's whispering me to buy the other ones. ; A ; I NEED TO DIET, SORRY.

This photo made me lol~
I'm not sure who took this shot but I grabbed it from someone it friendster.
Paparazzi fling much? ;3
I'm at the far right minna of blogger!
With my short lolita dress (I'm also selling it too lol) and OR members.
Too bad I quitted all of my groups except Hyper Chappy Club (cosplay group), Organization XIII(gaming group) and Philippine Otaku Society (anime/cosplay group).
POS members are so great~
I feel like being loyal to them for a while.

Episode 17

2009-05-23T08:36:00.007+08:00

This is too much!
Refering to the photo below:

My heart is unbelievably aching for no reason. No words are coming out of my mouth, the sadness is still in my throat. Do you know that feeling? Yesterday was one of the traumatic anime marathon that I ever had. Not only did I learn that my soon-to-be husband Sebastian Michaelis (Kuroshitsuji) cheated on me with a nun, he also did it with her! DID IT. Last month I've watched the episodes in speed run so I did not notice the scene. In my mind, I thought it was just one of the creators wicked innuendo's that they have in mind but I confirmed it to some friends and Kuroshitsuji boards. They really.. did it. I even dreamt of Sebby and the nun, and to think that I slept with Mike and Allister last night. How sad.

Some scenes in episode 17:

~グレル・サトクリフ~

So this is Grell sleeping in a coffin / sleeping at the flowery field. When he publicly told everyone his story at the riverbank with the pretty flowers, I actually laughed when Undertaker thought he was dead. Look at the mouth! He doesn't look dead at all, but too bad, he forgot to breath so Undertaker-san's reason is acceptable!

~ アッシュ ~

ジョン・ブラウン / アッ

Besides Sebastian, I have this slight interest to Queen Victoria's hot butler who resembles Angela (which sucks at the fact that he is Angela), Ash. He's quite the entertainer too, and I believe Tanaka and him make a perfect tea-time partner.

Here's a little fanservice for Sebastian and Grell shippers! These are cute scenes from E17 in my point of view. Sebby really doesn't care, poor Grell. He'll never get his hot kiss with tongue, lol! Because Sebby is mien!
And now for the part which hurts me the most (which made me died yesterday), the Sebastian doing the nun scene! This time, I am going to give my blessings to Grell about the thing he's that he's going to keep track of the nun's life and play. Go die you!!

This portion is for Azhrien-sama. I hope he dresses up like this someday, or at their upcoming Kuroshitsuji shoot! (plurks Azhrien about this) Lol, he makes a very good Grell, really. But this outfit is so.. yaoish but oh well. XDD

I deeply apologize for not including a photo of Ciel and Undertaker in this entry. Some scenes related to them did not catch my attention, well except Undertaker in a pot of salt and Sebastian washing Ciel up but still~ Okay fine. Will put up some so say hi to Undertaker and Ciel fella's:

Oh and additional screencrap of Sebby making 'the face to convince'. Isn't he so adorable? Go wet with that face, you voidless nuns!

My post for the day, logging off nao~

Devious Blogger Entry

2009-05-22T11:48:00.007+08:00

Hello world~

Today is another un-sunny day, the weather is nice. Must be because summer has finally flushed away by the swine flu over here in Philippines? Another turmoil awaits this small 3rd world country. It has been confirmed at the news and the papers yesterday. But for someone uncaring like me, I'd rather be busy with something else. Though the thought of having the dangerous flu upon my body is really scary, I need to be extra careful around Manila this June. My mother confirmed that I will be attending my first day in college this June 15 whereas enrollment is on June 2. Quite late isn't it?

So I really blog so early, noticed it? Today is rather early-lateish since my brother and his wife is going to arrive here this afternoon or earlier. My point is that I have to update my blog as early as possible if the probability of my online abscense occurs. I've been on the net for most of the day and my arse it having these flat-chair shape. It's scary. I need to get off the net for some time.

If ever that happens, I'll be focusing more on taking photos of fashion related things for my Poupee account or practice my drawing skills. I'm still a noob but whatever, need to concentrate on body parts and lining.
This is my new house slipper! Very berry isn't it? It's floppy and comfortable to use, that's why I don't use it after I take a shower so it won't get wet and have those weird smel when I use it for walking around. Anyhow, I'll be using this in Sta. Mesa too! ^_^

And this is a soup from Japan. I'm not sure what the name is, I can't read it. But the soup is really nice! It's a mixture of crab with asparagus and egg white, all in all, really yummy. I ate this for dinner last Sunday and my tummy didn't ask for desserts anymore.

There are other foods from Japan that we received, but I ate the chocolates last last week so fast. My favorite was Meiji's Apollo. It costs P30 in our school but I managed to get it free thanks to my father's client from Japan. If it's possible, I might order a lolita dress too. My cousin Kai can go look around for the dress since he knows more. I want a lolita dress so bad. DD:

Aching body is aching

2009-05-21T15:52:00.004+08:00

My body is aching like hell. Maybe it's because of yesterday's work-out at Alison's Gym. Yes, I finally attended a session of aerobics after months of planning and because of my weak body, I got strained out so much. The pain in my head and body is still here, never at ease. I get tired ever than before. Before, I used to sleep at 10-11pm but now it's down to 8:30-9:00pm. I'm completely drained!

To summarize what happened for the last 2 days, my artistic side has finally rose from it's deepest slumber. I'm not sure where my inspiration came, but it started when I drew something for my AHC friends.

This is the sample of a 16-year old child ramblings when she is bored. Okay I do admit I am not a very great artist, but hey I can still draw something out of my anime imagination! Though the photoshop coloring failed, I'm happy that my big sister Krystle appreciates my drawing so much. Krystle is the girl beside me in the drawing, Aoi is my AHC name.

Information about the people in my child-like drawing:

* Kazansky- is my big sister's lucky boyfriend. I haven't met him yet but I think he's a great guy. Plus, I do think he's really smart too. Based on sis Krystle's tabloid entries, I admire their strong grasp into each other although they are really far from each other right now. But I am very jealous that my big sis is too busy thinking of him all the time. I hope we could meet sometime, and make Kazansky jealous! *ebil laff*

* fafa Xephyr - is the first AHC member that I have met personally. He's very nice and accomodating, friendly and understanding (I think). I personally think ma BossMac and him make a great couple. (For yaoi. XD) Wish I could have bitten(sp?) him when I had the chance.

* ma BossMac - is moi AHC mother. Chinito, tall and he looks like fa Xephyr in someways but oh well. He's words are veeeery smart. I feel like a 1st grader when I see his deadly english posts in AHC's thread, but I love ma Mac. ^_^ Met him personally too but I think I was busy looking at HG so I did not have the chance to talk to him but Jaymee used her hands to shake ma Mac's after she shaked hands with Alodia which is so funny when I think about it. XD

* Rhine - is the guy who kept shouting words to Alodia and made my day, Jaymee too. He reminds me of my bestfriend Emil and I really think he's such a funny guy whom I can get along with someday. We talk a lot in Y!M about GazettE and other stuffs. He was playing Sauriel's PSP at Shizen so I did not bother him and watched the group cosplay instead. BUT, I really wanted to talk to him about GazettE and other VKei bands, well maybe some other time. :(

* yaya Sauriel - is my AHC yaya. We're in good terms and he is my yaya. He is my yaya and he is my yaya. Lol~ XD But I am not discriminating nor have this idea in mind of having a grudge against him. Truth to be told, he was my first AHC crush, I think? *blush blush* ESPECIALLY when I learned that he smokes and had a long hair before but then my feelings have subsided when- wait, did my feelings really flied away? XDD LOOL. Of course, I still have so many koibito- I mean, bishonens to ponder on.

* big sis Krystle - is my very important big sister in AHC and has given me hope to not give up for some things and someone after all these years. At first, she was just someone Rhine was telling me about how he really likes/loves her and being close with Rhine, I thought that she was like those other pretty girls around who'd break the hearts of the men/an who likes her but I was wrong. So wrong. I am not sure when we began to get close and opened my heart to her, the only thing I remember was.. I feel really attached and comfortable when I talk to her. Maybe I forgot the things that I once thought about her before and I really do trust her more than anyone else right now. We tell some secrets and feelings we have in mind, have opinions about it and hope for the best. That's how we are right now and I do hope I could meet her someday because there's something about her that I really love. (not romantically) BAH~ I'm getting cheesy. XD

AND OH WOW, this was supposed to be a short entry but I ended up talking about moi AHC friends..

But it feels really great to tell everyone about someone you're in good terms with, especially when there's something so great about them. In exchange, I offer them my Cheeseburger photography! *xephyr laugh*
Sorry if it's not much of a quality photography but this is all that I can afford to have at the moment. For my stupidity, I just won myself over my hunger. Congratulations, Ruka baka. *hits herself with a random DSLR* Thank you for the time to read this entry. ^_^

BJD Fascination much?

2009-05-19T07:45:00.006+08:00

Recently I've been browsing around random websites which sells and collects BJD. Thanks to China Mungcal's photo of Cen♥Bel, I deeply fell inlove with BJD's. The BJD's above are none other than Cen (right side) and Bel (left side). Aren't they the sweetest? Oh, and I was also a victim- both of them are guys. China Mungcal, you amaze me with your photography skills. I've been looking at your photographs since you were still a nurse at UP-M and now you're getting great.

Sabik(Cream White version)
- I have this thing for guys with long hair, light colored hair and mist-cold aura. Who doesn't get attracted by those kinds of aura? Sabik is a traditional inspired BJD, I think? His eyes are pretty, the hair is what I've always dreamed of my ideal guys. Not that fascinated by tradition-oriented type much but he is an exception.

Price: 67,500円(税込)

Hong(Dollzone)
- Does this remind you someone from Final Fantasy? No really Sephiroth-type, but he reminds me of Yazoo and Kadaj. I mean, come on- look at the silver hair! The undying biker outfit, the look, and everything! This definitely has to be the doll of my day.

Details:

Price: $465.00

Height - 72cm
Head Size - 23cm
Neck Size - 9.5cm
Shoulder Width - 16cm
Arm Length - 20cm
Breast Size - 26cm
Waist Size - 19.5cm
Back Length - 17cm
Leg Length - 38cm
Hip Size - 26cm
Thigh Width - 16cm
Ankle Width - 9cm
Foot length -8cm

But I still have no intentions of buying one. If somebody would be nice to give it to someone like me, then I'd gladly take care of it. :D

2009-05-17T12:45:00.009+08:00

Repost from AHC Tabloid thread
(and uncut version in here)
Original Date written: May 17, 2009

CASE NO. 1
- Somehow I feel extremely sad and extremely mad at the same time today. My mudra and I went to the salon after going to church this morning. I was backing out since they might do something to my bangs again but my mother insisted so I went anyway. And then it happened- they cut my hair about 1 inch or so and my bangs are horrible! I wanted it to stay straight Princess-cut. He also asked me if "yung diretsong bangs ba?" and I nodded my head vigorously thinking that they know what I meant with 'diretsong bangs', seemingly imitating Lady Gaga's look by that time but when they dried my hair.. I look like a poknat. I'm so mad for telling my mudra to go with her last night. And no I'm not mad at the hair-cutters. They were so nice to me, I could have described how it looked. But they told me the 'diretsong bangs' so I really assumed it'll be.. diretso.

CASE NO. 2
- He called me today for the 4th time since 2009! I was so happy, but he was using his brother's phone so I have to mentally punch him because his brother is still mad at me, I think? Anyway, we did talk a lot and with sense this time. But I had to go in our garden so my brother or father won't hear. My family is very strict so yeah, get the picture.

At the middle of our convo, I had to hide at the corner of our garden. I had to cry. Lately he's been telling me these weird things that I don't understand and I fail for not getting his points at all. I'm sure I remember how we talked this day but I'll type the fragments that I really remember.

Me: Hello.. Fern?
Him: Hello, it's me.
Me: Sniker?
Him: Yeah
Me: MIKEEEEEEEEY COOCHIEE POOOPEEE!
(he was kinda quiet..)
Me: Hey nandyan ka pa?
Him: Yeah
Me: Good, haha
Him: Nana
Me: Yeah?
Him: Kimi
Me: Ano?
Him: Nina
Me: Hay..
Him: Miss you
Me: GRAHH, I miss you too bunny waffle.
Him: Stop calling me ..things with 'ie.
Me: Kinakahiya mo tawagan natin?
Him: Because you remind me of my mother
Me: Ohh, uy dahan-dahan lang usap natin aa
Him: Bakit?
Me: Gusto ko kasi i-blog. Wiii
Him: Tch fine whatever
Me: OH WAIT YOU
Him: Ha?
Me: OH YOU
Him: Ha? Di kita marinig
Me: Bakit gamit mo cellphone ni Fern!
Him: Wala naman ako load di na ako nagpapaload
Me: Naman ee, magkaaway pa kaya kami nun
Him: Nino?
Me: Ay.. Wala yun
Him: Inaway ka ni Fern?
Me: Indii wala pala yun hehe
Him: Bakit kayo nag-away?
Me: Oh look! Wala na may gamit ng PC log-in ka sa YM!
Him: Uhh
(hangs up)

And it's incredible how I was able to remember those lines. Those.. one liners. But it's really something for me, because it's also the first time he used his brother's phone to call me. Usually they don't get along. His brother is kinda.. um, well. Have a different mother so they don't go along but then lately they hang around at Powerplant Mall, that's what I've heard.

Convo from Y!M:

Nana: Yo~
Nana: Don't buzz on me mkei?
Sniker Schmitz: okay.:]
Nana: Um Mike~
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: I miss you la~
Sniker Schmitz: likewise
Nana: You sound like someone from a forum I'm in you kno?
Nana: But they're nice, unlike you
Sniker Schmitz: too bad.:]]
Nana: Anyway Mike..
Nana: Um~
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: I realized na.. I really really do love you la..
Sniker Schmitz:
Sniker Schmitz: hm,i know
Nana: And..
Nana: What's with the icon?
Sniker Schmitz: aa nothing lol
Sniker Schmitz: but
Sniker Schmitz: i do love you more
Sniker Schmitz:
Sniker Schmitz: i have a confession too
Nana: It is?
Sniker Schmitz: but promise me u wont get angry
Nana: Depends on how bad that thing is~ DD:
Sniker Schmitz: im not swedish
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: EH? ANONG LAHI MO?
Sniker Schmitz: irish
Sniker Schmitz: a pint of japanese and filipino
Sniker Schmitz: old man paid the hospital bills
Sniker Schmitz: had a heart to heart talk with him
Nana: That's cool! Is your father still here?
Sniker Schmitz: but i was really born in germany
Nana: LIES
Nana: LIES
Sniker Schmitz: ah he's not here anymore
Nana: I won't wonder that you were born from Germany since your mother told me that before.
Sniker Schmitz: u knew and didnt tell me?
Sniker Schmitz: u cruel witch
Sniker Schmitz: u and shizuka
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: Dont' call your mother by your first name. DDD:
Nana: That's mean.
Sniker Schmitz: lol whtever
Nana:
Nana: Meanie.
Nana: Sniker Michal Uel Malibiran Schmitz
Nana: Hehe~
Nana:
Sniker Schmitz: u fail
Sniker Schmitz: how many times do i have to tell u
Sniker Schmitz: its sniker ual michal
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: Sorry naman. XDD
Sniker Schmitz: haha
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: Nee Mike~
Sniker Schmitz: hm?
Sniker Schmitz: oh i have to go
Sniker Schmitz: u were gonna say something
Sniker Schmitz: ano?
Nana: I love you. I really do. I still do.
Sniker Schmitz:
Sniker Schmitz: i know
Sniker Schmitz: and i love you more than you think
Sniker Schmitz: silly
Nana: Can I still be your wife?
Nana:
Nana:
Sniker Schmitz: no
Nana: Why?
Sniker Schmitz: u know why
Nana: But I don't care, I'll still love you though.
Nana: I had lots of boyfriends before but..
Sniker Schmitz: look
Sniker Schmitz: i allowed u to have as many boyfriends as u want. i dont care
Sniker Schmitz:
Sniker Schmitz: im going to die anyway
Nana: Oh so you think I'm collecting boyfriends as a hobby now huh?
Sniker Schmitz: no
Nana: But I really do love you.
Nana:
Sniker Schmitz: look
Sniker Schmitz: i love you too
Sniker Schmitz: but lets face it
Sniker Schmitz: were not going to be together for the next few years and that sucks.
Nana: Yeah okay, do whatever as you please.
Nana: Go now and be busy. :(
Sniker Schmitz: yeah
Sniker Schmitz: bye
Nana: Bye bye..
Nana: I love you.
Sniker Schmitz: thanks.. really:)

The thank you that he gave me was.. quite a shock. He usually gives me an 'i love you too' but. Well whatever, like others have been telling me, keep my mind positive.

Thank you for the people who have been there for me, especially sis Krystle.

Omodetto Otanjoubi ma Hyde~

2009-05-16T06:39:00.002+08:00

This post for mumah Hyde Takarai only! (at the right)
ε＝ε＝ε＝( ^o^)/ やあ！！
NYAPPY Nth BIRTHDAY MUMAH JASON/HYDE TAKARAI/BADONGSKIE. (at the right XD)
I'm such a bad daughter la, I don't even know how old are you right now.
21? 23?
Anywho~ Have more burkdays to come! ^_^
（●ゝω・）ﾉ【I love you☆】 mumaaah~
( Pic grabbed from this album, otp: Trongskie(left), Badongskie(right) )
Msg:
-- Ne, tinatamad ako i-crop piccu ni Trongskie haha. 'Wag mo ko murahin kapag nakita mo 'toh, lol. Advanced happy birthday na lang sayo kung kailan man yun. XDD

Hello afternoon

2009-05-15T12:51:00.008+08:00

Remember the photo of the camera my sister bought me? I finally have it! But it's only a pic from my mother's phone so yeah, not that good quality but bare with me! I studied the camera for an hour or so since I have nothing better to do, and it's cool that I already learned how to remove the flashes, change the iso and such. Not all middle-aged persons could do that. :P

舐～zetsu～ no 虚無の終わり箱詰めの黙示

紅蓮
by ガゼット

ごめんね　あと少し　アナタの名前と眠らせて

寄り添った過ぎし日は痛みを喜び合い
両手に映し出す　アナタを想い泣いている

其処に降る悲しみは知らないままでいいよ
安息に震えを覚えた足りぬ目は何を見る

薄れないで　アナタよ
僅かな吐息を聞かせて欲しい
小さな鼓動で泣く
アナタよ　此処までおいで

代われない夢に続きがあるなら
どうか途切れずに…
幸福と呼べなくても溺れて重ならぬ日々を

「救いの手さえも曖昧で
秒刻みの繭は糸を千切れずに灰に成る」

薄れないで　アナタよ
僅かな吐息で聞いてて欲しい
小さな鼓動の音に掠れぬ祈りよ届け

呼べぬ名前を抱いて
指折り数える明日は消えない
耳を塞ぎ聞いてた　揺籠揺れる音
取り戻せぬ春に紅蓮の花が咲く

Now I understand why Ganesa of AHC has this girlish aura in his icon. The last time I discovered about this photo above was, last month? Jaymee and I thought Ganesa was a girl because of his avatar but then the girl in the avatar is the one from Guren. GET IT?;;
And so today I realize how beautiful this masterpiece is. Whether this is an art or a CG or a real life girl, I am not sure.

~usurenaide anata yo wazukana toiki wo kikasete hoshii~

Current Mood: Bored and sweaty (because it's hot)
Eating: Guylan's Perles de Ocean
Drinking: Cold Water (nothing better)
Listening to: Love Scream Party by SuG
On the pic: Random photo from my phone, I divided my long hair and short hair and look! *points the piccu* Tadaa~ But it doesn't look like it's short in the pic. I FAIL. ;;;;;;;;; A ;;;;;;;;;;;

Google Meme from Azie

2009-05-14T15:34:00.004+08:00

I got this cute meme from Azie-chan. ^_^

Go to Google and type in your first name and the phrase. Copy and paste the first sentence/phrase you get that makes sense. catches your attention. (not going to change this)

More than one phrase because some of these are too priceless not to mention. (not going to change this)

Q: Type in “[your name] needs” in the Google search.
"Nina needs a home."
"Nina needs to pee so bad."

WTF.

Q: Type in “[your name] looks like” in Google search.
"Nina looks cool."
"Nina looks like a cheap prostitute."

And they were referring to Nina Williams! Lol.

Q: Type in “[your name] says” in Google search.
"Nina says more about death and stuff."
"Nina says "I am a Seagull," "

Okaaay, that's weird?

Q: Type in “[your name] wants” in Google search.
"Nina wants to have an Amazing Experience with You!"

Ho really? XD

"Nina wants glory for Great Britain."
Oh wow, must be watching too much Code Geass.

Q: Type in “[your name] does” in Google search.
"Nina Does It The French Way."

Oh yeaah. XD

"Nina does Barry Manilow."

Q: Type in “[your name] hates” in Google search.
"Nina hates Japanese."

NOT! (referring to Nina of Code Geass)

"Nina hates her boring, uneventful life, which changes drastically when Casimir is staked and the group..etc."

LOL

Q: Type in “[your name] asks” in Google search.
"Nina asks a Ninja about how one can become a master of disguise."

WIN. XD

"Nina asks the eternal question."

Q: Type in “[your name] goes” in Google search.
"Nina goes 3D."
"Nina goes to town."

Q: Type in “[your name] likes ” in Google search.
"Nina likes drawing and reading these days and she likes doing them together with either myself or her mommy or both of us."
"Nina likes to dance and spend time with her family."

OKAAAY?

Q: Type in “[your name] eats ” in Google search.
"Nina eats her garlic pizza and makes a crucifix out of Lego."

Oh wow this is interesting.

"Nina eats the Queen of England."

I DID? o_O

That summarizes it.

Q: Type in “[your name] wears ” in Google search.
"Nina wears her hair tied into a ponytail or a braid."
"Nina wears a retainerrr."

YEAH. :)

Q: Type in “[your name] loves” in Google search.
"Nina loves Alex."
"Nina loves noodles and dressed for the beach

Okay, Jancis if you read this, I beg for forgiveness. XD
And to Alex Belmonth who's reading this, no, will never be us. 8DD

Q: Type in “[your name] was arrested for” in Google Search.
"Nina was arrested for having an alleged sexual relationship with a male student."

SAY WHAT!?

Without

2009-05-13T15:59:00.003+08:00

Yesterday afternoon, my PC was being a pain. It won't turn on- (I mean, it does but the screen is all black) The PC is testing my patience. I kept on pressing On/Off again and again but it won't work. And now I'm using my dad's desktop.

Today I learned that my internet connection will be removed tomorrow. If we don't, another 2 months will be added in our accounts. Since my PC won't open and I go to Manila by 2nd week of June, I chose to cut the connections off. Even though it's kinda hard for me, since I might not read Yaoi for the mean time but I'll still be online using my father's PC.

So enough of that, today I receive a camera from my sister~ ♥♥♥
It's a black Nikon digital camera with 8.0 megapixels.
Not that bad, and I don't want to complain.

*will come back at this entry to insert the photos later*

TBC.폲퓓 㳶䜱㲎 뒛肘矺

An Eye for Shunya Yamashita's Works

2009-05-12T14:07:00.004+08:00

Everyone have heard how Shunya Yamashita(山下しゅんや) dominates the world of crafts and art when it comes to figurines, artbooks and designs. For once, I was not really interested at figurines. First of all, they cost a lot, I would have bought dresses instead of buying one to add it in my collections. I admit they are pleasant in our eyes, especially glossy bishoujo's for otakus. Before, I used to laugh at figurine collectors. Why spend so much money to something you can't even use? But as I have broaden my knowledge about Shunya Yamashita, I now understand why people would spend so much to buy his works.

Thanks to Naruneko Toys' Blog, I found a way to please myself with glossy figurines.
It happened one afternoon when I was searching for Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann images. There's an affiliate that leads to Naruneko Toys' Blog, the badge seems pretty nice so I had to click it. I found an image of Yoko (Gurren Lagann), and below the contents after Gurren Lagann was Shunya Yamashita's figurines. I examined each images, they are really to die for.
(Credits to: Naruneko Toys' Blog for the images)
The image above is Shunya Yamashita's Niniane, one of his arts.
On the first image:
The figurine is quite lovely don't you think? The skin, colors, the details of her materials. Quality-made, really is.
On the second image:
Niniane reminds me of Yoko(天元突破グレンラガン) and Yuna(FinalFantasy X). Yoko, must be because of the red hair and the gleam in her eyes. The body figure must also be a hinch! And Yuna because of the eye shape, and her tiny mouth. Her attitude based on the posing will get you the idea.

(Credits to: Anime Galleries for the images)
And here are some of his artworks that I've found recently. How I wish he'd make a manga, that would be a hit. But I heard he's been up to something. Manga perhaps? But those are rumors, so we are not sure yet. I might get worked up on drawing bishoujo's for his inspiration. They're great aren't they?

Dark Chronicles

2009-05-11T15:29:00.002+08:00

Finished watching Biohazard: Degeneration completely;
it was either good or bad.

It's not because of the pairings, Angela Miller is such a what-not.
Now I got confused to her relations w/ Curtis.
She reminds me of certain characters like Shizuka Kawai of YuGiOh!
And I don't even want to compare them.

Right now I'm watching a trailer of it's new game again called Resident Evil: Dark Chronicles.
Claire and Leon will be appearing as partners again.
I've heard of Sherry Birkins and Ada Wong again, well whatever.
*sighhs*

Anyhow, I am a number 1 supporter of Claire Redfield! ^__^

Fruity Nana! *u*