Hey guise! My unreal name is Ruka, and I’m a 17 y/y college student of SPUQC under the course of BSIT. Basically yet obviously, my interests are anime, games, and cosplaying as everyone knows. So yeah, these are all the things that you should know. :)

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Revival! :3

Because I have nothing to do and nothing to waste. Lots of things happened since November and I'm so sorry for not updating here.. again. It's either I've been posting too much on Multiply and Deviantart or forgot how to share things. Like seriously, what was the last thing I blogged about? My school excursion? I'm having excursions on my own, and everybody's been asking why.

To summarize it all:

* We went to US last December 2008, I had a really great time! The weather is so cold and I love it. The food, the culture, the nice and approachable people, the clean surroundings and everything there is wonderful compared to little Philippines. But I did miss my home, but as soon as I went back here, I got annoyed. It's hot, and I gained lots of pounds. My sister has been spoiling me there, buying the best steaks, chocolates, ice cream, (and you don't want to know the rest) in Concorde.

All in all, I missed my 3rd quarterly exams. Why does it have to be on the 15th? Yes I do remember because that is the first day of the exams and also the time when we're booked for the trip. By the time January came and time for me to go home, my schedule was all mixed up. I had to find the teachers, got bored studying for a while and did not care what grade I'd get.

In the end, my grades were really upsetting. I can show you a copy of my card if it was on my side, but it's still in Michael Ven's house. (got bored getting all my stuff from him)

* Junior Senior's Prom is so awesome! One of the best nights I ever had. My close friends spent the rest of the night in our house, and played Persona 4 / Tekken 5 and Resident Evil 4. Darvette is so cool, he played RE4 and now I'm at Chapter 5 now, hurrah! But haven't played the game ever since, got hooked up on P4. For the next following days, I got really close with Darvette, Raymund, Chavi, Oscar, Felix, Bea, Jermay, Michael John, Elgene and few other people from my class. Usually, I hang out with Clarissa, Desiree, Rujie and Mark only. But then time passed by, and PSP was our main source of entertainment. Thanks to Master Bea, BTT and Manoks are really close now.

* And time passed by really fast, Graduation Day came. I was not very excited about it, and I was supposed to cry but then everyone was so happy and their I guess I kinda absorbed their aura. We were so united that time, I never felt so close to a class like this ever. And I wished the night would go on longer.

Farewell Party is okay, not everyone was there. Felix and Jermay missed the fun, we're not exactly sure why they weren't there but it would have been happier if they appeared that time, even if it was late. I heard they went home at 10pm, and I went hope by 6pm, lol.

* I passed both St. Paul University - QC's exams and interview, which I personally think that I sucked that time. I didn't know how to answer the questions at the interview because all of them are related to SPU! Let's be frank, I never wanted to go there at the first place and even dreamt of going there! The colleges that they let me take exams are University of the Philippines and St. Paul University only. I'm not looking down on St. Paul, in fact, I'm starting to love the community. I believe I could still do okay there but still.. It's unfair. I didn't even get to try out on my dream colleges. I wanted to go to Ateneo De Manila University, except for the fact that I can never pass the exams there, but I could have at least tried but I was broke that time. Or De La Salle University, or College of St. Benilde. Or I could have lived alone in a boarding house or an apartment, they could just cut my allowance so they can get the renting fee from it, I don't understand why they have to let me stay at my brother's place. It bothers me that I won't be able to live independently for the rest of my life. I can't even sleep in my own room here in Bataan, then I'd be living with my brother and his wife and new born baby in their house? I would feel very alone. And the place is too far for my own entertainment. Maybe I'd sleep the free days away from boredom. This sucks.

* Finally, I'm able to costrip at Ozine Day 2. And you know what? My mother doesn't even mind if I cosplay or costrip. She absolutely loved the idea and agreed to help me. That really made me happy. Wearing costumes has been a fancy of mine ever since Grade 5. Alodia Gosiengfiao was my main inspiration since she is the first cosplayer that I ever admired when I was still a kid. I even made friends with her, I'm not sure where I stand now.

I had problems buying costumes and the accessories I had to wear, even got banned at Gothic Vanity Store for not paying in time. It really was my fault for not paying, but I have the money that day, I just didn't know banks close at 3:00pm. I never really thought of visiting banks to pay something I'd buy, but I really don't care as long as I pay the price and get what I want.

But since Miss Aiksz was so nice to sell her boyfriend's costume(he crossdresses, yeah) for a very low price. Not exactly that cheap, I had problems paying the remaining balance too but now I'm fully paid. She also entrusted her accessories to me without a doubt well it's not like I'm going to sell them from someone else's, but we agreed that I will return it to her at the next conventions we'll be available in.

My next cosplay will be Aya Natsume of Tenjo Tenge based from the image at the left. Why? School outfits were my main choice to cosplay as a first. It was supposed to Yuki Cross of Vampire Knight but I didn't have the time. In this case, I only have to buy a white long-sleeved polo, a golden-brown wig that's lower than the bra-line and the sword as Aya's Reiki. I never want to bother the eyes, I don't have enought money now to buy brown contacts. Even if I do have the money, they I'd spend it for the wig. I was having doubts if I should cosplay Maya, I really wanted Maya and I love her. But my friends were telling to go for Aya, the personality matches and besides, she was my first favorite before. I don't know now though, but I did not pick the Natsume sisters because of the boobs, okay? No no no. I was kidding when I said that it was for the boobs, lol. Or did I say that to anyone?

As soon as school starts, I'm going to save money for cosplay only. I made a pact in a paper with my blood signature on it, cheesy right? But yeah, I wanna cosplay so bad.

ANYWAY, it's so hot. I need to rest my mind. Good bye. :) back to top?