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Hey guise! My unreal name is Ruka, and I’m a 17 y/y college student of SPUQC under the course of BSIT. Basically yet obviously, my interests are anime, games, and cosplaying as everyone knows. So yeah, these are all the things that you should know. :)

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Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 12:22:00 PM
Home and not alone
Today is Cosplay Fusion day, held at Powerplant Mall. If you're going to ask why I'm not going? The venue is too far away from our home! Otaku Taiki's date has been moved, I plan on meeting POS and HCC members but yeah. D:

I'm not sure why I'm writing here, but nothing is new at the moment.
Resident Evil 5 is keeping me away from being online.
I WANT THE REAL GAME.



The demo is getting me bored already.
And come to think of it, if I play the first few parts of the game, I might finish the 2-3 chapters in a day. But if I'm playing with someone, I'd be Chris Redfield. I hate how Sheva's angle keeps me shooting at the left side. She's weak compared to Chris, of course. I don't know. My opinion for Sheva is not that good so-

Have to update my other accounts and watch random videos in Youtube instead.
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Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 9:06:00 AM
May the souls of the stars rest in peace

Although I am not a very good fan of these people, I felt sad learning about their death. But I hope they'll be able to set their mind peacefully, somewhere not here, in this rotting world. Now they don't have to worry about their privacy and gossips.

OH WELL.

*logs off*
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 7:48:00 PM
Angelina-na
I WANT TO MEET YAYA SAURIEL.

That's all that I can say. :))

My school life is getting better, so far. And I'm hoping this does not last.
Oh and I have to update Ms. Donna bout the Lady Asagi costume.
I'm dying to have it. DD:

I have a thousand on hand, and I think that will be enough for the materials needed because that's what she stated in plurk via-Azhrien's.

Anywho, will go to the other room now.
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Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 1:25:00 PM
Father's Day Tribute


Since today is a not-so-very jolly Father's day for me, I dedicate this vanity photo of mine for all the viewers and friends out there. Because I'm a father at heart too, lol!

It's supposed to be a wig trial but I ended up looking ..masculine. ヘ( ̄ー ̄)ノニヤリズムッ♪
The wig is from my Ate Rhio, and it's originally hers but I might borrow it for crossdressing purposes.

BUT OF COURSE ;;
There's more!
Here's my little nephew posing in the camera too.
..with the wig.



Isn't he adorable? ウェーブ!!\(≧▽≦)/\(≧▽≦)/ウェーブ!!
He looks very annoyed at the wig.
The time we removed it from him, he started crying.
And same goes for me, my head started aching.

So, gtg!
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Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 2:22:00 PM
昼食のこんにちは人々のためのMaguroそして


小さい写真のブログのための小さい御馳走はここにある O(≧∇≦)O彡☆

アイスクリーム! 私はちょうどすべての漢字の記入項目をここに掲示することを試す行っている。
しかし当然、翻訳はこの弾丸の後で行く。

とにかくそう、私は昼食のためのカリフォルニアmaki、tempuraおよびマグロの刺身を食べた。 Hazelnut Brownieのアイスクリームによって続かれて私の親は昨日買った。

この日はよくすることを得るでしようか?

私はまたある悪5をオンラインでしたが、接続が解除され続けた。
よのオハイオ州、私は今行かなければならない。

RE5を再度したり、そして私の宿題をする! ☆彡


*:--☆--:*:--☆:*:--☆--:*:--☆--:

To translate the whole thing~

Hello people! I am just going to try out posting an all kanji entry here. But of course, translation goes after this bullet. So anyway, I had california maki, tempura and tuna sashimi for lunch. Followed by Hazelnut Brownie ice cream my parents bought yesterday. Could this day get any better?
I also played Resident Evil 5 online but it kept getting disconnected.
Oh well, I have to go now.
Will play RE5 again, then do my homework!

Still not sure about the whole kanji thing though, haha!
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Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 2:43:00 PM
( ̄ii ̄) ただいま
My first week in college: not that bad

To start of this entry, I would like to remind myself to keep my head up and still look back from the past. Which are my friends from highschool. Although everyone seems to be enjoying each others company, we are still not that tangible. Meaning, we can go with whoever we like.

For my part, I'm perma with Irish. But I want to have at least a group to go with. Not because I want to fit in, but I got used having big groups. When I find myself alone with Irish, I just start to get bored at the middle of our conversation.

Back when I was in highschool, I always have this habit to look around for my friends to talk with them about different things. But right now, it's different.

Way too different from what I was used to.

*:--☆--:*:--☆:*:--☆--:*:--☆--:

So I texted my highschool friends, told them that I really miss them too much and got labeled as emo. Haha!

Not that I mind really, but I understand since that's the way how me enlighten ourselves.
To us, it is like a form of enthusiasm.
But when I playfully label my new classmates as emo, or whatever, they just smile or shrug it off.

Guess I just have to wait for those 4 years to graduate and to be with my friends again!
4 years is not that far, right?

This be my new schedule starting Monday. I exchanged my sched to an IT classmate who wanted to stay at the original one. Since we won't be having Saturday classes on the new schedule, I agreed to switch.

ENG01 - M - 7:30-10:30 - MMD401
RE01 - M - 1:30-4:30 - MMD402
Acc01 - TTh - 7:30-9:00 (ACCLB)
Fil01A - TTh - 9:00-10:30 MAT304
Mth01 - WF - 12:30-2:00 (ACCLB)
PE01 - W - 2:00-4:00 - Gym

These are some of the changes that our Prog. Logic Form prof gave us. The other subjects are still rumbled. And me? I'm confused at the schedule. Where did Enrichment Class in English go? *sighs*

No photo blogs for now, I don't have the time to upload and take photos related to school. But if one of my future friends will be willing to submit a photo, then it's cool.(┐・・┌)ゲソ〜〜
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009 @ 12:19:00 PM
私はまだ怖がっている
Maybe I should back-out Today. I realized how hard the subject IT can be. The prof gave us a long assignment at our very first meeting. I don't mind, but it's too many. She also told us not to rely on Wikipedia too much. So maybe if I could not find certain information about our homework, I'll search for answers in the library with Irish.

So then and again, I have to go now. My mother is keeping me off the computer, which sucks. TATA~
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Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 7:03:00 PM
Gokengyou
It seems that Yujina had the ability to pass her sickness unto me.
Now I think I'm sick la.

To summarize what happened to my day:

[x] First day of class is cool
[x] Had few rides in a jeep, didn't like it
[x] Got sick

PLUS
[x] Toycon Day 1 was so crowded.
[x] Got the wig from Alice
[x] Bought school supplies
[x] Toycon Day 2 has few cosplayers
[x] Hanged out with Jancis
[x] Spent her remaining 80php for the entrance to Toycon (and apparently, spend like 5 minutes inside because my mother is sending me out)

'Til then~
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Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ 8:16:00 AM
Change of plans on cos~(o*・ω・)~
Okay, from this day on, please do me a favor? HIT ME WITH ANY OF KRATOS' (God of War) WEAPONS IF I CHANGE MY COSPLAY PLANS AGAIN. Because this time, I'm going to make it final. Thanks to a friend, he recommended me a very good tailor who makes very good costumes. And I've heard it's where Alodia makes her costumes too.


My first choice, Seth Nightroad, in this concept. The original dress of Seth is very hard to make. Since it's made out of diamonds and brilliant stones, but I found this one and decided to ask the tailor to make it in this style. The headgear is very important too.



For traditional VKei-ish outfits, I'm planning on Lady Asagi. Kosuvarus is having a remake for this one, since Ms. Donna already did this before and was too shocked that she made the cos all by herself. AND IT'S SO COOL.


Got this from Lady MJ's tumblr. Isn't in lovely? And if ever I plan to have this, I might go as.. Madam Red of Kuroshitsuji? Not that sure yet. I don't want the hat tho, it's too shabby for a cos. Plus, I can wear this on my debut LOL. :))


Tender Shall of DOD is my dream cosplay la. My inspiration for this one is none other than~ Meoki-nee! One of the prettiest human doll alive I've ever seen. Too bad she isn't going to be as T.Shall in Toycon, but if she dresses up as her, I will definitely go to that certain event no matter what. Oh and, I want a Sha for this one. XDD



*thinks*
I was wondering if I should still pursue on this one. This is your friendly TV world's villain, Izanami. Due to her floating skills, I am not able to make my legs disappear. I have my version of own. Since I have never seen anybody dress up as her, I am really tempted to be her. And cast Megidolaon and -dyne skills on everyone, hoho. Oh and, Izanami and Izanami no Okami is different, okay? Though they are the same person, Izanami no Okami is the final form.

And last but not the least, my Monica Krushevsky for Hyper Chappy Club's Code Geass group due for Mangaholix '09. My target date for the cosplay plans? The start is October.
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Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 10:18:00 AM
Unwritten past
Yesterday morning, I was waiting for a reply of a cosplayer in France. Certain circumstances have brought him and I into knowing by similar interests such as yaoi. But I guess he was offline for the whole day so I just shrugged it off and open my unread e-mails. In the Spam section, there has been a lot of [FF C2 Alert] I am receiving since the day I decided to be on hiatus in Ff.net.

Suddenly an authoress of a Naruto/Bleach fiction PM'd me regarding my inactivity and if she can join my Sakura community, Cherry Blossoms Sanctuary.


heart-away
Yesterday, 10:35PM

Hello there!

I'm not sure if your still adding staff members and stories and such but here I go!
I would like to know if I could join your community, seeing as Sakura is my favorite character. So far I have written two Sakura centric stories, and wish to expand in the future.
In your profile you mentioned how nowadays the borderlines of different fan fictions have been melting together and I agree. So I am determined to make stories more 'out there' than others. :)
So far I have yet to see my ideas repeated, so I figured that I was doing well. I can guarantee that my stories are mary sue free and quite edible(figuratively of course 0_o).


So please take it into consideration!!!!!!!

heart-(goes)-away


My reply goes like,


Zakurrah-chan
Yesterday, 7:16PM

Greetings heart-away!

It's nice to hear that Sakura fans are still increasing despite the character's flaws in Naruto's new season. Unfortunately, I haven't been around a lot more than I do 2-3 years ago. I don't read the new fictions created by the new author/ess anymore, since the stories are very redundant. Somehow, I still have the heart to write but don't know how to finish it, and I still have stocked stories in my PC that is not yet submitted.

But about your question, sure I'll add you up! Hope that
I don't get confused at the new format here. Are you still willing to join even if it's somewhat deserted and inactive?

Good luck with your future chapters and fictions. :)



heart-away
Yesterday, 7:45PM

I'd definitely still like to join!

Yes, Sakura is quite the flawed character, which I've actually learned
to like. I just just relate to better than most of the other Naruto characters. Another reason for my admiration is probably due to fan fiction. Fanfiction takes the original Sakura off the scale, and she can be so easily transformed into so many things. As a writer, that's come 'very' handy.

It just seems that lately, everyone has forgotten just how flexible she really is. So I've been trying to twist things up a bit.

Thank you for wishing me luck. I definitely need it!!!

heart--(goes)--away


And it all ended there. Right after the response, I added her immediately in my community. I'm really glad that there are still Sakura supporters despite the flaws. Oh and, since I've been blabbing about fanfictions for quite a while here, let me share you my status since 2005 (that I don't know whether I should be proud of it or not).


CLICK FOR BETTER VIEW. ^__^

Choices Made by the Heart is deleted, the reasons are unknown. Felt like I had to. So far, the most successful one is Stepping to the Rhythm. I have plans to continue it, if the idea is still fresh and my subscribers are still willing to read it. But for now, I applied as a beta-reader to help and explore other people's creative writing. It's nice to have requests, entrusting their works to you, and act like their your little nakama's. Really fun~
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 5:02:00 PM
Afternoon at the Cinema
Hello lovely blog-viewers!

Today, I hanged out with my close friends' Emil and Clarissa. We had long talks in our house, but then lunch hour came and our feet automatically stood up. Lately, the food in our house is giving me a pain in the belly. Not that I'm complaining, but I hate it when I get very hungry. So what does this statement of my glutton has to do with my friends? I had it all planned.

* Go out with someone since I have nothing else interesting to do
* Eat outside where I'll satisfy my intestines
* Walk around to burn calories I've gathered
* Watch a movie with a friend/s to kill the time
* Spend the time in an air-conditioned room





For the movie, we watched Night at the Musuem 2. It's not that bad at all. I was hoping it was Angels and Demons but noooo. The other show was Dead na si Lolo, an indie film. I'm not a fan of indie films so, put an x-mark on that.
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Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 2:38:00 PM
Unfruitful
Toycon is coming, and I'm still not sure if I still have the heart to go. My mind kept rolling, and I wanted to at least dress up nicely before I change my cosplay status into HIATUS. Yes you've read right. From the day Toycon will be finished, until September, I won't be joining/going to conventions. Studying is my priority. And if I get good grades for the first semester, I'll try to go back.

I am finally a Paulian!
That's all I have to say.
I also have my schedulle, but the camera's cable is missing so I have to post it some other time.
My subjects are cool, except Accounting.
WHY ACCOUNTING.

Future Cosplay Plans (Sure)

I'm still the average anime lover and I won't give up on cosplaying. So far, I have groups. Photoshoots are okay, and I recently rejected a lot.. and regretted it.



Monica Krushevsky of Code Geass R2
- What happened to the Nunnally? You see, I was supposed to be in POS' CG group but Nunnally cosplay is kinda expensive and troublesome. I don't mind the dress, and her facial expressions. But I do mind the wheelchair a lot. I don't want to carry a wheelchair around. So I confirmed HCC to sign me in as Monica since she's the only character needed for the Knights of the Round.



Siela Riviere of Chaos Legion
- She resembles Misa, and I rarely find CL cosplayers so I want to try her out. Since Darlene already have the Arcia costume, all we need are the guys of CL to form a group. Darlene is available on October convetions, so I still have the time.

OTHERS
* Nell of Bleach
* Suigintou of Rozen Maiden
* Kagamine Rin of Vocaloid
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