Hey guise! My unreal name is Ruka, and I’m a 17 y/y college student of SPUQC under the course of BSIT. Basically yet obviously, my interests are anime, games, and cosplaying as everyone knows. So yeah, these are all the things that you should know. :)

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Have you ever felt excited when you watch documentary films such as Imbestigador, XXX, Bitag, etc.. ? When a group of people investigates a case and the bad guys end up losing all they have stolen? If your answer is yes, then I am one of you. The only difference is, I am a victim. In this roller coaster case, who would have thought that I'd get myself involved with this? It started as a small case of a gadget being stolen from me. But in the end, I feel threatened. How does it go? Here's how it started.

ONE.
Be careful of what you wish for.

Remember the day my PSP was gone? Via-Plurk, I swore to everybody that if I have to lose half of my blood for that certain person who stole my PSP to lose his arms, then so be it. Who would really think that it may come true all along? And no, the suspect is not yet found. We are still investigating on this case.

After classes and eating at Mcdonalds, Liezl, Raymond and I immediately went to BC Websight(a computer shop in Farmers Cubao) to tell the owners about my case. At first, I told myself that they would not care. Because there is this sign there that says "Do not leave your valuables unattended. We are not liable for things that is lost." or something exactly like that. I was about to give up when Liezl pointed a camera that records all the journey of the players within the day. Truthfully, I was not favorable of the idea because sometimes, it is not very accurate.. CCTV pixels are very small, right?

TWO.
Keep a pint of hope in you.

I gave up, 5 hours ago. Somehow, it's very clear to me that my PSP is gone. There is this case that the kid who stole my gadget might have sold it to someone else already. But I kept searching for more evidences and sources. And it's all thanks to my friends Liezl Ardo and Raymond Laresma to keep myself from fighting. If I were alone in this battle, I could have been dead already.. mentally or physically perhaps?

THREE.
Always be aware.

You know why I can't help but to daze around comfortably? It's because I easily trust on people and things, but not my instincts since they end up failing most of the time. In my case, I really don't like "feelingeros"/"feelingeras". I have my own reasons for this, but if you get my point, then that's good. If you're going out, keep an eye on your belongings and if possible, do not bring valuable ones. But if you're the cautious one, then I would not elaborate more.

UPDATE!!
* The Farmer's (Cubao) security found the culprit behind this case! Believe it or not, it's a little kid in his 7's or 8's! But I suppose that you are all not surprised by this. Me? Come on! I grew up in this untechy-province. The only smugglers and bad guys you'd see in Bataan are the big guys and middle aged guys. Teenagers also, I assume. But a little kid? Well, maybe there are little kids doing the same thing that happened to me without getting caught but, come on. The moment I observed the CCTV's time at around 3:06PM (the time when the kid stole the PSP), I basically had goosebumps all over. My urge to cry was not on its limits yet, thank God. The ate in BC Websight kept on repeating the scene/act in slow motion and thankfully, yet again, my friends recognizes the face.

So right now, the suspect is still in Farmer's basement. They told me that his grandfather will be handing over my PSP but if he does not appear by 9:00PM/10:00PM, then the securities will have no choice but to free the kid. Also, an opportunity for this kind of act to be repeated again on a different person.

I can not allow that, but we have no choice.

UPDATE!

The time is almost up and the security guy texted me to call them for my decision. Okay, so what should I tell? Free the little kid? As if I have any other choice, right? But if they get free, the all of this will be for nothing. The kid and his company won't be showing their faces around anymore! back to top?

My parents just came home from the US, how cool is that? I have tons of new stuffs too including clothes and make-up. My sister finally bought us a copy of Assassin's Creed II and Tekken 6. Too bad our connection sucks, I get lag-ish all the time. But the sad part of getting these new items is.. My PSP. Yes, my beloved PSP 3001. It's gone! No, something like getting stolen from my bag.

It happened yesterday and I couldn't get myself to sleep peacefully because of the incident. Fuck the cursed klepto's. I really hope that they lost their arms or eyes. Yes, that would be even. The thing is, I did not tell my family yet. I don't plan to, really for some reason.

Oh and I may not be able to post photos in my blog posts since we all left our USB connector in Bataan. 'Til next time. back to top?

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I had the most coolest layout from the moment I started blogging and this crap suddenly made me change it. What a pain. It looks rather clean, but un-aligned. *points at the alignment of the blog info and blog posts* Oh well, have to bear with it.

Blog Music:
Deep in Your Heart
- All the way. I've been thinking if I should put Golden Time Lover but both videos have very deep meanings. With that, I put DIYH since.. Okay, it's anime has only 13 episodes. Bear with it haha.

Megavideo is being a pain.

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Something is definitely up with my stomach. There's this funny feeling on it since morning. And yes, the toilet bowl was very handy. But I'm not alone in this battle, for our househelper ate Tin is experiencing the same thing. The culprit? A chocolate! And by this, I swear not to eat another chocolate bar or anything with chocolates. Seriously, my intestines have been flooded with too much chocolate at Christmas vacation. It's about time that I stop now.

Besides this, I've been watching Jyuohsei and The Visions of Escaflowne to kill the time. Weeeell not really to kill the time. You see, the OST's of these animes have been circling in my mind lately. Almost every anime that I watch from start 'til the end have good music. If not, it's history.



How could you kill Karim? How DARE you kill Karim?
Your reasons are very shallow, tch.
You insolent mofu beast! Go to hell!
Poor Zagi-sama..
I don't find you sexy at all, so go swing yourself to Chen or someone.


Yeah for Thor, it's not but for you it is.
Good riddance you clingy slut, now go rot in hell.
Your high-pitched voice should have killed Odin from the very start if you weren't a Second.
You are not even strong, and incapable of taking care of yourself.

You're better off appearing on endings only la. back to top?

As I woke up this morning, a member from ACU PM'd me if I'm still active.
Much to my dismay, I am not.
But as far as I remember, I did not ask the permission to quit truly.
Why?
Because you can't quit in the damn group.
A major rule once you enter in their 'community'.
You also have to be an otaku.
Really, but are they? Am I?

Lately, the word otaku seems to be very much clear from the moment I learned the word.
According to Wikipedia, Otaku(おたく) is a Japanese term used to refer to people with obsessive interests, particularly anime, manga and video games.

I may be one of those what you call Otaku which the Japanese's discriminate but my mind does not only revolve around anime, manga and video games.
Has it ever occurred in your mind what an otaku is? What an otaku does? How an otaku lives?
Before, I used to label myself as an otaku. It was a mainstream for Christ's sake! Even nowadays! But I don't just call myself something out of a whim. For some reason, being an otaku gives life to my boring days, before.

When I was a kid, I had nothing else to do at home. Going out with friends and spending money were not an option. The only company I had were my brother's PS/PS2, my Gameboy/AD, and the PC. So the only choice I have is to entertain myself with these things. But as I go deeper and deeper in its whirlpool of lifeline, I find myself engulfed with these things that I couldn't live a normal life without it. Yes, it's true.

Imagine myself from the moment I wake up 'til the time I go to bed. Somewhere in between, besides school, there is nothing to get myself busy with besides gaming. Or anime for the least. Oh and sleeping in the afternoon? Not in this body! Especially when our rooms in Bataan are built to be very, very, very (oh boy) bright. Just, imagine it. :)))

But here's the thing, I get busy with my friends to kill the time. I go out alone for sightseeing. I eat with/out company whenever I feel doing it (and when I have money of course). I watch action/horror/adventure movies and I feel good about it. I run errands to minimize someone's chores. I read Bob Ong/Paolo Coehlo/Vladimir Nabokov's books. And it doesn't even have to do anything with the word otaku.

My point is, I'm just happy being.. The girl who loves anime, games and manga. No need to call yourself an otaku. You might never know how people will take you as. Unless you can.

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DDFTD

DL list as soon as I get back in Manila.
Must watch Letter Bee and Pandora Hearts too.
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Before anything else..

Sadly, I have no photos to share for this entry.
Since my laziness dragged me down in the table, literally.
Our neighbors were really noisy as hell, and so as the cool fireworks outside.
We watched colorful fireworks in the terrace for my wittol nephew to see.
And to end things, that's all that happened.
The rest is history.

On the other hand..

Sorry for bringing this up K-Pop fans but is TVXQ really over now?
Here's a link: TVXQ Has Officially Disbanded?

But here's the thing, I'm 50% sure that it's just a glitch from Yahoo!Japan.

Have to go now, must work on Popuri and the farm.
Ja!

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