Hey guise! My unreal name is Ruka, and I’m a 17 y/y college student of SPUQC under the course of BSIT. Basically yet obviously, my interests are anime, games, and cosplaying as everyone knows. So yeah, these are all the things that you should know. :)

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さあ　クリスマス　いっぱいの笑顔　
君に届けんだ パーティー・ナイト　
さあ　クリスマス　いっぱいの願い　
君に誓うんだ ホーリー・ホーリー・ナイト

Holy Night by Rie
( Current LSS )

Hello! I came back from Manila to return baby Raiden to their parents.
Now it kinda feels lonely here without a baby.
But I'll be back there next week to prepare to school.
Oh wow~ 2 more weeks and I finally start attending school as a college student.
This might be something interesting, so far.

UPDATES FOR TOYCON :
-- I'm still not sure if I'm going. Kesoo will ask my mom first if I can go with her. *please hope that my mother will say yes* Besides, I already borrowed a costume from Hizaki nee. If ever our schedule fits, I'll be going as Lacus Clyne in this outfit below:


Or if not, I'll just borrow from Reshin nee or Nanami's. Still not suer about the size though. I'm glad Hizaki is nice to lend her costume. And after this, I'll never borrow an outfit again! I know how hard it is to bring a lot of costume for a convention, and if I attend at the upcoming Toycon, it'll be the last convetion I'll be going for this semester. My next comeback will be on October-November for my Code Geass R2 group with ( POS or HCC, still deciding ) and Chaos Legion with Darlene.

Finally able to play Resident Evil 5 in PS3! But only the demo version since he still doesn't have one yet. I played as Chris and an person online who played as Sheva (sp?). The controls were hard, especially when ranging and running to reloading and changing the views. I also had the chance to play Metal Gear Solid for the first time, and I have to say that it totally rocks! ♥♥♥ It's my first time but I actually enjoyed it. Old Snake is old, I've seen him in his younger days but nao that he's old.. ; m ;

*going home from a long afternoon in Trinoma*
It also took us a while to arrive in Trinoma. Traffic jams are so--
Since the malls are having a major sale from May 28-June 2, Trinoma was really packed up the moment we set foot on it. Sure it's still cold, but the fast foods were so jammed from outside. We were hungry by that time so we had to search for somewhere to eat. I suggested Tokyo Tokyo but they didn't want it. Shakeys had 8 reserved seats, so as Sbarro, Max, Gery's and other. But then we found California Pizza Kitchen from the garden-ish in Trinoma and decided to eat there instead. We were so shocked to see 4-6 people eating there. CPK is one of the most good selling pizza's in US, why not here? Well, the preices answered us. :))

No photos of food, I was too hungry. back to top?

I had to blog here. I've seen the most gorgeous shiroBJD's and it's all thanks to Meoki-san! She's going to dress up as these lovely creatures at Toycon. Now I'm more determined to go because of Meoki-chan! In case if you don't know, Meoki-san is a friend in Multiply that I've added recently. She's pretty nice, and she's mien only!! Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ ﾜｰｲ♪

Call me selfish but she is so pretty! * u *
So anyway, I'm still up in Livejournal, but I'll try to make this still active.

*currently searching for loli dresses to wear* back to top?

Good evening jelly belly's.

My livejournal account is active once again. Thanks to my lovely new friends and icons that I saw, it's making me enthusiastic. Empress if PF also taught me how to install layouts nicely in lj and maybe at some point, I might make my own layout too.

Gomen ne for the weird lines and character inconsistency.
Shinn recently gave me a cute fansign with lots of kanji and I did not understand a bit of it! Except for the kimochii part. If I decode what it really meant, I get another block of chocolate again. But since lots of people have been giving me chocolates recently, I did not want to decode ever again.

These are samples of the chocolates that Sniker has been giving me. They are too many and I blame my large butt to those sweets. And now my mother's friend gave me another 2 bar and as much as I don't want to eat it, I did anyway. I'm getting scared because I didn't attend the gym again and tomorrow I will definitely force myself to go- for the sake of cosplay/csotrip!


My father and I bought this Berry Strawberry last Sunday and I finished it whole this morning. And it's~~~ LUSCIOUS. There were 2 strawberries inside (usually, they only have one) but I think it loves me since it's my first Selecta Gold series and I think it's whispering me to buy the other ones. ; A ; I NEED TO DIET, SORRY.

This photo made me lol~
I'm not sure who took this shot but I grabbed it from someone it friendster.
Paparazzi fling much? ;3
I'm at the far right minna of blogger!
With my short lolita dress (I'm also selling it too lol) and OR members.
Too bad I quitted all of my groups except Hyper Chappy Club (cosplay group), Organization XIII(gaming group) and Philippine Otaku Society (anime/cosplay group).
POS members are so great~
I feel like being loyal to them for a while. back to top?

This is too much!
Refering to the photo below:



My heart is unbelievably aching for no reason. No words are coming out of my mouth, the sadness is still in my throat. Do you know that feeling? Yesterday was one of the traumatic anime marathon that I ever had. Not only did I learn that my soon-to-be husband Sebastian Michaelis (Kuroshitsuji) cheated on me with a nun, he also did it with her! DID IT. Last month I've watched the episodes in speed run so I did not notice the scene. In my mind, I thought it was just one of the creators wicked innuendo's that they have in mind but I confirmed it to some friends and Kuroshitsuji boards. They really.. did it. I even dreamt of Sebby and the nun, and to think that I slept with Mike and Allister last night. How sad.

Some scenes in episode 17:

So this is Grell sleeping in a coffin / sleeping at the flowery field. When he publicly told everyone his story at the riverbank with the pretty flowers, I actually laughed when Undertaker thought he was dead. Look at the mouth! He doesn't look dead at all, but too bad, he forgot to breath so Undertaker-san's reason is acceptable!

Besides Sebastian, I have this slight interest to Queen Victoria's hot butler who resembles Angela (which sucks at the fact that he is Angela), Ash. He's quite the entertainer too, and I believe Tanaka and him make a perfect tea-time partner.



Here's a little fanservice for Sebastian and Grell shippers! These are cute scenes from E17 in my point of view. Sebby really doesn't care, poor Grell. He'll never get his hot kiss with tongue, lol! Because Sebby is mien!
And now for the part which hurts me the most (which made me died yesterday), the Sebastian doing the nun scene! This time, I am going to give my blessings to Grell about the thing he's that he's going to keep track of the nun's life and play. Go die you!!

This portion is for Azhrien-sama. I hope he dresses up like this someday, or at their upcoming Kuroshitsuji shoot! (plurks Azhrien about this) Lol, he makes a very good Grell, really. But this outfit is so.. yaoish but oh well. XDD

I deeply apologize for not including a photo of Ciel and Undertaker in this entry. Some scenes related to them did not catch my attention, well except Undertaker in a pot of salt and Sebastian washing Ciel up but still~ Okay fine. Will put up some so say hi to Undertaker and Ciel fella's:

Oh and additional screencrap of Sebby making 'the face to convince'. Isn't he so adorable? Go wet with that face, you voidless nuns!

My post for the day, logging off nao~ back to top?

Hello world~

Today is another un-sunny day, the weather is nice. Must be because summer has finally flushed away by the swine flu over here in Philippines? Another turmoil awaits this small 3rd world country. It has been confirmed at the news and the papers yesterday. But for someone uncaring like me, I'd rather be busy with something else. Though the thought of having the dangerous flu upon my body is really scary, I need to be extra careful around Manila this June. My mother confirmed that I will be attending my first day in college this June 15 whereas enrollment is on June 2. Quite late isn't it?

So I really blog so early, noticed it? Today is rather early-lateish since my brother and his wife is going to arrive here this afternoon or earlier. My point is that I have to update my blog as early as possible if the probability of my online abscense occurs. I've been on the net for most of the day and my arse it having these flat-chair shape. It's scary. I need to get off the net for some time.

If ever that happens, I'll be focusing more on taking photos of fashion related things for my Poupee account or practice my drawing skills. I'm still a noob but whatever, need to concentrate on body parts and lining.
This is my new house slipper! Very berry isn't it? It's floppy and comfortable to use, that's why I don't use it after I take a shower so it won't get wet and have those weird smel when I use it for walking around. Anyhow, I'll be using this in Sta. Mesa too! ^_^

And this is a soup from Japan. I'm not sure what the name is, I can't read it. But the soup is really nice! It's a mixture of crab with asparagus and egg white, all in all, really yummy. I ate this for dinner last Sunday and my tummy didn't ask for desserts anymore.

There are other foods from Japan that we received, but I ate the chocolates last last week so fast. My favorite was Meiji's Apollo. It costs P30 in our school but I managed to get it free thanks to my father's client from Japan. If it's possible, I might order a lolita dress too. My cousin Kai can go look around for the dress since he knows more. I want a lolita dress so bad. DD: back to top?

My body is aching like hell. Maybe it's because of yesterday's work-out at Alison's Gym. Yes, I finally attended a session of aerobics after months of planning and because of my weak body, I got strained out so much. The pain in my head and body is still here, never at ease. I get tired ever than before. Before, I used to sleep at 10-11pm but now it's down to 8:30-9:00pm. I'm completely drained!

To summarize what happened for the last 2 days, my artistic side has finally rose from it's deepest slumber. I'm not sure where my inspiration came, but it started when I drew something for my AHC friends.

This is the sample of a 16-year old child ramblings when she is bored. Okay I do admit I am not a very great artist, but hey I can still draw something out of my anime imagination! Though the photoshop coloring failed, I'm happy that my big sister Krystle appreciates my drawing so much. Krystle is the girl beside me in the drawing, Aoi is my AHC name.

Information about the people in my child-like drawing:

* Kazansky- is my big sister's lucky boyfriend. I haven't met him yet but I think he's a great guy. Plus, I do think he's really smart too. Based on sis Krystle's tabloid entries, I admire their strong grasp into each other although they are really far from each other right now. But I am very jealous that my big sis is too busy thinking of him all the time. I hope we could meet sometime, and make Kazansky jealous! *ebil laff*

* fafa Xephyr - is the first AHC member that I have met personally. He's very nice and accomodating, friendly and understanding (I think). I personally think ma BossMac and him make a great couple. (For yaoi. XD) Wish I could have bitten(sp?) him when I had the chance.

* ma BossMac - is moi AHC mother. Chinito, tall and he looks like fa Xephyr in someways but oh well. He's words are veeeery smart. I feel like a 1st grader when I see his deadly english posts in AHC's thread, but I love ma Mac. ^_^ Met him personally too but I think I was busy looking at HG so I did not have the chance to talk to him but Jaymee used her hands to shake ma Mac's after she shaked hands with Alodia which is so funny when I think about it. XD

* Rhine - is the guy who kept shouting words to Alodia and made my day, Jaymee too. He reminds me of my bestfriend Emil and I really think he's such a funny guy whom I can get along with someday. We talk a lot in Y!M about GazettE and other stuffs. He was playing Sauriel's PSP at Shizen so I did not bother him and watched the group cosplay instead. BUT, I really wanted to talk to him about GazettE and other VKei bands, well maybe some other time. :(

* yaya Sauriel - is my AHC yaya. We're in good terms and he is my yaya. He is my yaya and he is my yaya. Lol~ XD But I am not discriminating nor have this idea in mind of having a grudge against him. Truth to be told, he was my first AHC crush, I think? *blush blush* ESPECIALLY when I learned that he smokes and had a long hair before but then my feelings have subsided when- wait, did my feelings really flied away? XDD LOOL. Of course, I still have so many koibito- I mean, bishonens to ponder on.

* big sis Krystle - is my very important big sister in AHC and has given me hope to not give up for some things and someone after all these years. At first, she was just someone Rhine was telling me about how he really likes/loves her and being close with Rhine, I thought that she was like those other pretty girls around who'd break the hearts of the men/an who likes her but I was wrong. So wrong. I am not sure when we began to get close and opened my heart to her, the only thing I remember was.. I feel really attached and comfortable when I talk to her. Maybe I forgot the things that I once thought about her before and I really do trust her more than anyone else right now. We tell some secrets and feelings we have in mind, have opinions about it and hope for the best. That's how we are right now and I do hope I could meet her someday because there's something about her that I really love. (not romantically) BAH~ I'm getting cheesy. XD

AND OH WOW, this was supposed to be a short entry but I ended up talking about moi AHC friends..

But it feels really great to tell everyone about someone you're in good terms with, especially when there's something so great about them. In exchange, I offer them my Cheeseburger photography! *xephyr laugh*
Sorry if it's not much of a quality photography but this is all that I can afford to have at the moment. For my stupidity, I just won myself over my hunger. Congratulations, Ruka baka. *hits herself with a random DSLR* Thank you for the time to read this entry. ^_^ back to top?

Recently I've been browsing around random websites which sells and collects BJD. Thanks to China Mungcal's photo of Cen♥Bel, I deeply fell inlove with BJD's. The BJD's above are none other than Cen (right side) and Bel (left side). Aren't they the sweetest? Oh, and I was also a victim- both of them are guys. China Mungcal, you amaze me with your photography skills. I've been looking at your photographs since you were still a nurse at UP-M and now you're getting great.

Sabik(Cream White version)
- I have this thing for guys with long hair, light colored hair and mist-cold aura. Who doesn't get attracted by those kinds of aura? Sabik is a traditional inspired BJD, I think? His eyes are pretty, the hair is what I've always dreamed of my ideal guys. Not that fascinated by tradition-oriented type much but he is an exception.

Price: 67,500円(税込)

Hong(Dollzone)
- Does this remind you someone from Final Fantasy? No really Sephiroth-type, but he reminds me of Yazoo and Kadaj. I mean, come on- look at the silver hair! The undying biker outfit, the look, and everything! This definitely has to be the doll of my day.

Details:

Price: $465.00

Height - 72cm
Head Size - 23cm
Neck Size - 9.5cm
Shoulder Width - 16cm
Arm Length - 20cm
Breast Size - 26cm
Waist Size - 19.5cm
Back Length - 17cm
Leg Length - 38cm
Hip Size - 26cm
Thigh Width - 16cm
Ankle Width - 9cm
Foot length -8cm


But I still have no intentions of buying one. If somebody would be nice to give it to someone like me, then I'd gladly take care of it. :D back to top?

Repost from AHC Tabloid thread
(and uncut version in here)
Original Date written: May 17, 2009

CASE NO. 1
- Somehow I feel extremely sad and extremely mad at the same time today. My mudra and I went to the salon after going to church this morning. I was backing out since they might do something to my bangs again but my mother insisted so I went anyway. And then it happened- they cut my hair about 1 inch or so and my bangs are horrible! I wanted it to stay straight Princess-cut. He also asked me if "yung diretsong bangs ba?" and I nodded my head vigorously thinking that they know what I meant with 'diretsong bangs', seemingly imitating Lady Gaga's look by that time but when they dried my hair.. I look like a poknat. I'm so mad for telling my mudra to go with her last night. And no I'm not mad at the hair-cutters. They were so nice to me, I could have described how it looked. But they told me the 'diretsong bangs' so I really assumed it'll be.. diretso.

CASE NO. 2
- He called me today for the 4th time since 2009! I was so happy, but he was using his brother's phone so I have to mentally punch him because his brother is still mad at me, I think? Anyway, we did talk a lot and with sense this time. But I had to go in our garden so my brother or father won't hear. My family is very strict so yeah, get the picture.

At the middle of our convo, I had to hide at the corner of our garden. I had to cry. Lately he's been telling me these weird things that I don't understand and I fail for not getting his points at all. I'm sure I remember how we talked this day but I'll type the fragments that I really remember.

Me: Hello.. Fern?
Him: Hello, it's me.
Me: Sniker?
Him: Yeah
Me: MIKEEEEEEEEY COOCHIEE POOOPEEE!
(he was kinda quiet..)
Me: Hey nandyan ka pa?
Him: Yeah
Me: Good, haha
Him: Nana
Me: Yeah?
Him: Kimi
Me: Ano?
Him: Nina
Me: Hay..
Him: Miss you
Me: GRAHH, I miss you too bunny waffle.
Him: Stop calling me ..things with 'ie.
Me: Kinakahiya mo tawagan natin?
Him: Because you remind me of my mother
Me: Ohh, uy dahan-dahan lang usap natin aa
Him: Bakit?
Me: Gusto ko kasi i-blog. Wiii
Him: Tch fine whatever
Me: OH WAIT YOU
Him: Ha?
Me: OH YOU
Him: Ha? Di kita marinig
Me: Bakit gamit mo cellphone ni Fern!
Him: Wala naman ako load di na ako nagpapaload
Me: Naman ee, magkaaway pa kaya kami nun
Him: Nino?
Me: Ay.. Wala yun
Him: Inaway ka ni Fern?
Me: Indii wala pala yun hehe
Him: Bakit kayo nag-away?
Me: Oh look! Wala na may gamit ng PC log-in ka sa YM!
Him: Uhh
(hangs up)

And it's incredible how I was able to remember those lines. Those.. one liners. But it's really something for me, because it's also the first time he used his brother's phone to call me. Usually they don't get along. His brother is kinda.. um, well. Have a different mother so they don't go along but then lately they hang around at Powerplant Mall, that's what I've heard.

Convo from Y!M:

Nana: Yo~
Nana: Don't buzz on me mkei?
Sniker Schmitz: okay.:]
Nana: Um Mike~
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: I miss you la~
Sniker Schmitz: likewise
Nana: You sound like someone from a forum I'm in you kno?
Nana: But they're nice, unlike you
Sniker Schmitz: too bad.:]]
Nana: Anyway Mike..
Nana: Um~
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: I realized na.. I really really do love you la..
Sniker Schmitz:
Sniker Schmitz: hm,i know
Nana: And..
Nana: What's with the icon?
Sniker Schmitz: aa nothing lol
Sniker Schmitz: but
Sniker Schmitz: i do love you more
Sniker Schmitz:
Sniker Schmitz: i have a confession too
Nana: It is?
Sniker Schmitz: but promise me u wont get angry
Nana: Depends on how bad that thing is~ DD:
Sniker Schmitz: im not swedish
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: EH? ANONG LAHI MO?
Sniker Schmitz: irish
Sniker Schmitz: a pint of japanese and filipino
Sniker Schmitz: old man paid the hospital bills
Sniker Schmitz: had a heart to heart talk with him
Nana: That's cool! Is your father still here?
Sniker Schmitz: but i was really born in germany
Nana: LIES
Nana: LIES
Sniker Schmitz: ah he's not here anymore
Nana: I won't wonder that you were born from Germany since your mother told me that before.
Sniker Schmitz: u knew and didnt tell me?
Sniker Schmitz: u cruel witch
Sniker Schmitz: u and shizuka
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: Dont' call your mother by your first name. DDD:
Nana: That's mean.
Sniker Schmitz: lol whtever
Nana:
Nana: Meanie.
Nana: Sniker Michal Uel Malibiran Schmitz
Nana: Hehe~
Nana:
Sniker Schmitz: u fail
Sniker Schmitz: how many times do i have to tell u
Sniker Schmitz: its sniker ual michal
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: Sorry naman. XDD
Sniker Schmitz: haha
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: Nee Mike~
Sniker Schmitz: hm?
Sniker Schmitz: oh i have to go
Sniker Schmitz: u were gonna say something
Sniker Schmitz: ano?
Nana: I love you. I really do. I still do.
Sniker Schmitz:
Sniker Schmitz: i know
Sniker Schmitz: and i love you more than you think
Sniker Schmitz: silly
Nana: Can I still be your wife?
Nana:
Nana:
Sniker Schmitz: no
Nana: Why?
Sniker Schmitz: u know why
Nana: But I don't care, I'll still love you though.
Nana: I had lots of boyfriends before but..
Sniker Schmitz: look
Sniker Schmitz: i allowed u to have as many boyfriends as u want. i dont care
Sniker Schmitz:
Sniker Schmitz: im going to die anyway
Nana: Oh so you think I'm collecting boyfriends as a hobby now huh?
Sniker Schmitz: no
Nana: But I really do love you.
Nana:
Sniker Schmitz: look
Sniker Schmitz: i love you too
Sniker Schmitz: but lets face it
Sniker Schmitz: were not going to be together for the next few years and that sucks.
Nana: Yeah okay, do whatever as you please.
Nana: Go now and be busy. :(
Sniker Schmitz: yeah
Sniker Schmitz: bye
Nana: Bye bye..
Nana: I love you.
Sniker Schmitz: thanks.. really:)


The thank you that he gave me was.. quite a shock. He usually gives me an 'i love you too' but. Well whatever, like others have been telling me, keep my mind positive.

Thank you for the people who have been there for me, especially sis Krystle.
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This post for mumah Hyde Takarai only! (at the right)
ε＝ε＝ε＝( ^o^)/ やあ！！
NYAPPY Nth BIRTHDAY MUMAH JASON/HYDE TAKARAI/BADONGSKIE. (at the right XD)
I'm such a bad daughter la, I don't even know how old are you right now.
21? 23?
Anywho~ Have more burkdays to come! ^_^
（●ゝω・）ﾉ【I love you☆】 mumaaah~
( Pic grabbed from this album, otp: Trongskie(left), Badongskie(right) )
Msg:
-- Ne, tinatamad ako i-crop piccu ni Trongskie haha. 'Wag mo ko murahin kapag nakita mo 'toh, lol. Advanced happy birthday na lang sayo kung kailan man yun. XDD back to top?

Remember the photo of the camera my sister bought me? I finally have it! But it's only a pic from my mother's phone so yeah, not that good quality but bare with me! I studied the camera for an hour or so since I have nothing better to do, and it's cool that I already learned how to remove the flashes, change the iso and such. Not all middle-aged persons could do that. :P


舐～zetsu～ no 虚無の終わり箱詰めの黙示

紅蓮
by ガゼット

ごめんね　あと少し　アナタの名前と眠らせて

寄り添った過ぎし日は痛みを喜び合い
両手に映し出す　アナタを想い泣いている

其処に降る悲しみは知らないままでいいよ
安息に震えを覚えた足りぬ目は何を見る

薄れないで　アナタよ
僅かな吐息を聞かせて欲しい
小さな鼓動で泣く
アナタよ　此処までおいで

代われない夢に続きがあるなら
どうか途切れずに…
幸福と呼べなくても溺れて重ならぬ日々を

「救いの手さえも曖昧で
秒刻みの繭は糸を千切れずに灰に成る」

薄れないで　アナタよ
僅かな吐息で聞いてて欲しい
小さな鼓動の音に掠れぬ祈りよ届け

呼べぬ名前を抱いて
指折り数える明日は消えない
耳を塞ぎ聞いてた　揺籠揺れる音
取り戻せぬ春に紅蓮の花が咲く


Now I understand why Ganesa of AHC has this girlish aura in his icon. The last time I discovered about this photo above was, last month? Jaymee and I thought Ganesa was a girl because of his avatar but then the girl in the avatar is the one from Guren. GET IT?;;
And so today I realize how beautiful this masterpiece is. Whether this is an art or a CG or a real life girl, I am not sure.

~usurenaide anata yo wazukana toiki wo kikasete hoshii~


Current Mood: Bored and sweaty (because it's hot)
Eating: Guylan's Perles de Ocean
Drinking: Cold Water (nothing better)
Listening to: Love Scream Party by SuG
On the pic: Random photo from my phone, I divided my long hair and short hair and look! *points the piccu* Tadaa~ But it doesn't look like it's short in the pic. I FAIL. ;;;;;;;;; A ;;;;;;;;;;; back to top?

I got this cute meme from Azie-chan. ^_^

Go to Google and type in your first name and the phrase. Copy and paste the first sentence/phrase you get that makes sense. catches your attention. (not going to change this)

More than one phrase because some of these are too priceless not to mention. (not going to change this)

Q: Type in “[your name] needs” in the Google search.
"Nina needs a home."
"Nina needs to pee so bad."

WTF.

Q: Type in “[your name] looks like” in Google search.
"Nina looks cool."
"Nina looks like a cheap prostitute."

And they were referring to Nina Williams! Lol.

Q: Type in “[your name] says” in Google search.
"Nina says more about death and stuff."
"Nina says "I am a Seagull," "

Okaaay, that's weird?

Q: Type in “[your name] wants” in Google search.
"Nina wants to have an Amazing Experience with You!"

Ho really? XD

"Nina wants glory for Great Britain."
Oh wow, must be watching too much Code Geass.

Q: Type in “[your name] does” in Google search.
"Nina Does It The French Way."

Oh yeaah. XD

"Nina does Barry Manilow."

Q: Type in “[your name] hates” in Google search.
"Nina hates Japanese."

NOT! (referring to Nina of Code Geass)

"Nina hates her boring, uneventful life, which changes drastically when Casimir is staked and the group..etc."

LOL

Q: Type in “[your name] asks” in Google search.
"Nina asks a Ninja about how one can become a master of disguise."

WIN. XD

"Nina asks the eternal question."

Q: Type in “[your name] goes” in Google search.
"Nina goes 3D."
"Nina goes to town."

Q: Type in “[your name] likes ” in Google search.
"Nina likes drawing and reading these days and she likes doing them together with either myself or her mommy or both of us."
"Nina likes to dance and spend time with her family."

OKAAAY?

Q: Type in “[your name] eats ” in Google search.
"Nina eats her garlic pizza and makes a crucifix out of Lego."

Oh wow this is interesting.

"Nina eats the Queen of England."

I DID? o_O

That summarizes it.

Q: Type in “[your name] wears ” in Google search.
"Nina wears her hair tied into a ponytail or a braid."
"Nina wears a retainerrr."

YEAH. :)

Q: Type in “[your name] loves” in Google search.
"Nina loves Alex."
"Nina loves noodles and dressed for the beach

Okay, Jancis if you read this, I beg for forgiveness. XD
And to Alex Belmonth who's reading this, no, will never be us. 8DD

Q: Type in “[your name] was arrested for” in Google Search.
"Nina was arrested for having an alleged sexual relationship with a male student."

SAY WHAT!?

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Yesterday afternoon, my PC was being a pain. It won't turn on- (I mean, it does but the screen is all black) The PC is testing my patience. I kept on pressing On/Off again and again but it won't work. And now I'm using my dad's desktop.

Today I learned that my internet connection will be removed tomorrow. If we don't, another 2 months will be added in our accounts. Since my PC won't open and I go to Manila by 2nd week of June, I chose to cut the connections off. Even though it's kinda hard for me, since I might not read Yaoi for the mean time but I'll still be online using my father's PC.

So enough of that, today I receive a camera from my sister~ ♥♥♥
It's a black Nikon digital camera with 8.0 megapixels.
Not that bad, and I don't want to complain.


*will come back at this entry to insert the photos later*


TBC.폲퓓 㳶䜱㲎 뒛肘 矺 back to top?

Everyone have heard how Shunya Yamashita(山下しゅんや) dominates the world of crafts and art when it comes to figurines, artbooks and designs. For once, I was not really interested at figurines. First of all, they cost a lot, I would have bought dresses instead of buying one to add it in my collections. I admit they are pleasant in our eyes, especially glossy bishoujo's for otakus. Before, I used to laugh at figurine collectors. Why spend so much money to something you can't even use? But as I have broaden my knowledge about Shunya Yamashita, I now understand why people would spend so much to buy his works.

Thanks to Naruneko Toys' Blog, I found a way to please myself with glossy figurines.
It happened one afternoon when I was searching for Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann images. There's an affiliate that leads to Naruneko Toys' Blog, the badge seems pretty nice so I had to click it. I found an image of Yoko (Gurren Lagann), and below the contents after Gurren Lagann was Shunya Yamashita's figurines. I examined each images, they are really to die for.
(Credits to: Naruneko Toys' Blog for the images)
The image above is Shunya Yamashita's Niniane, one of his arts.
On the first image:
The figurine is quite lovely don't you think? The skin, colors, the details of her materials. Quality-made, really is.
On the second image:
Niniane reminds me of Yoko(天元突破グレンラガン) and Yuna(FinalFantasy X). Yoko, must be because of the red hair and the gleam in her eyes. The body figure must also be a hinch! And Yuna because of the eye shape, and her tiny mouth. Her attitude based on the posing will get you the idea.


(Credits to: Anime Galleries for the images)
And here are some of his artworks that I've found recently. How I wish he'd make a manga, that would be a hit. But I heard he's been up to something. Manga perhaps? But those are rumors, so we are not sure yet. I might get worked up on drawing bishoujo's for his inspiration. They're great aren't they? back to top?

Finished watching Biohazard: Degeneration completely;
it was either good or bad.

It's not because of the pairings, Angela Miller is such a what-not.
Now I got confused to her relations w/ Curtis.
She reminds me of certain characters like Shizuka Kawai of YuGiOh!
And I don't even want to compare them.

Right now I'm watching a trailer of it's new game again called Resident Evil: Dark Chronicles.
Claire and Leon will be appearing as partners again.
I've heard of Sherry Birkins and Ada Wong again, well whatever.
*sighhs*

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Because of major financial problems, I can't go to BES VI-Sped '05 reunion tomorrow at Raven. As much as I wanted to go and hang-out with my old friends, I really can't since I my pockets are empty. I started selling my things but the buyers are not yet sure. This week, I'm going to negotiate with them and get the money asap to pay Aiksz for the remaining balance for the lolita dress that I wanted to buy.

OKANE GA NAIIII ;

Not the manga, okay? :))

Nyappy birthday to my dearest Jancis Gualvez/Kesoo! I'm so sorry I couldn't attend your special 18th birthday, I'm such a bad friend ain't I? But I promise to spend more time with you especially at anime conventions when I study in Manila. Because you're one of my important and longest friend. I'm also happy I've met such a wonderful person like you. Hope you had a very elegant party this day, I love you! ^__^ back to top?

Before I start yapping about manga's and manhwa's again, I'd like to inform that he is still okay. The calculations were a false-alarm and that he's still going to live. I'm glad that he's breathing normally now but his feet are still numb so he can't move freely. I feel sad about it, I really want to visit him now. Fern is still mad at me, I'm hoping we could sort this out sometimes and when I finally get to study in Manila.

Honggane has finally updated, and now there are 5 volumes up and clear in Mangafox. Hurrah for the adorable scanlators! I can kiss you all. *kisses* I was about to give up Honggane since it isn't updating anymore but I've browsed Mangafox's site this morning and found that Honggane has updated. The last time I saw, there are 3 volumes only and now it's 5! I'm so excited for the next chapter. Ji Young Jin and Hong Nan Pa is finally crossing at each others faces, well not yet! But Hong Nan Pa summoned Young Jin at a local pub that his rival schools have been hanging out. Oh and the reason why is because Nan Pa found out that Nan Hui and Young Jin kissed at the park. ( Spoiler, isn't it? ) But the story is beggining to let the flames out-- and it's about time! I haven't seen romance in this story and it's finally getting on! I see future action in the next volume. But wait, there's more! The boss of his father and his son who Young Jin used to beat the crap out, is going to pay them a visit at Sunday night, so Young Jin be there! There are rumors that this guy will start hanging out with Nan Hui to get back to Young Jin, but I hope there's something more. I love triangles. ^__^

But besides Honggane, I'm still into Yaoi tho, and shonen manga's. Fairy Tail is killing me, they need to update fast. Honggane and Do You Want To Try too. DYWTT? is also a manhwa who has similar plot as Honggane, but still isn't updating. Compared at the bishies there, well- they're equal. The story is great too but it has a darker plot than Honggane. You know how Hwang Mi Ri writes, with comedy and female ass-kicking heroine. back to top?

This is so shocking.

When I was 14 years old, and my other friends were 16, 15, 13 and 10, the doctors told us that we'll spend more time with him for the next 7 years. We were okay with that.. still sad, but this is reality. I don't know how could I imagine someone really close to you dying.. Well I have imagined it, but I keep erasing those pictures in my mind. 7 more years, that's still a long way to go right?

I'm 16 years old now.
And I'm going to be a college student this June. Not sure of the date, but it has been confirmed that I will be studying in St. Paul University - Quezon City. He's admitted to Ateneo de Manila University. Such a smart guy, he's also cool and passionate. Very caring and patient. The ideal guy that I'd want to be with in the near future. He's in my hands and I got his heart, but.. For how long?

5 more years.
There's still time right? That is still a long way right? The time is slow when you keep on waiting. I accept that fact, that's why I keep on waiting. But when I think about it, it hurts so much. I've always dreamed of him with future kids and future bungalow that I've always wanted so much. We swore on a garden back then and I still cherish the sweet memories. That was when we were still innocent kids. But now that we're not, I don't know how things will go from now on.

N more years..months?

Today he got admitted at the hospital for coughing so much blood. He passed out and the only person in their house was his little brother. He was so scared, he did not know what to do. Being away from their home for so many years, he can't even approach neighbors but he did anyway, for the sake of his older brother. And then they rushed him to St. Lukes, 11am?

He is having problems with breathing, and he can't move his feet. I am not sure why, but I want to go there right now. Why do we have to be so far from each other? I hate my place right now. I need to be with him right now. Why are the people so close to me live in a very far place? I hate it. If only I had the money, the freedom and enough courage to leave this house at this moment, I could have done that months and years before but I can't.

His little brother called the very first person in Juvenille that he'd count on.. And it wasn't me, but it was Allister. And now he's on his way to St. Lukes. After Allister, he called me.. I was too shocked to say anything.. I wanted to cry too but I coudn't, I was forced to talk because he was running out of credits. I told him to stay by his side and take care of him. I'm sorry that I couldn't rush in-- before I could finish the whole sentence, he told me how jerk I was. "Aren't you his girlfriend?! Dapat nandito ka, but you're slumped on your seat there siguro. You're the worst!" and he hunged up.. I couldn't forget those words. This is the first time Fern and I fought.

And right now at this very hour, Allister, Elliot, Tala, Duke and Kiddo are waiting outside his room to check what the doctor has to say. I wanted to be there so bad. My friends and his friends are there, praying for his safety and as Fern has said, I'm in hear slumped in my sit doing nothing at all. I want to go there so bad right now. They are contacting his mother but she's still at work, I guess. If she knew, she'd call my mom and escort me at the hospital so I can see him. So I hope his mother picks up the her phone. I want to see him.. back to top?

Reasons I didn't blog yesterday:

* Arrived home from Megamall at 6pm and was too tired
* Nothing happened that day, except for the fact that Touya and Ivan appeared yesterday
* Read the reason why debifafa and debimama broke up

I don't want to state the reasons why those two broke up. By now, I have forgotten what she did but I still couldn't believe she'd do that. To someone who loves her so much. And before I start could telling the story, let me jump off and tell stories about the manga's I've been reading.

Shoujo, Shonen and Yaoi manga's are what I like to read. For today, it's full of yaoi. Well I've read updates from Kaikan Phrase, Lady Georgie and Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu and currently waiting for more chapters. After that, I started reading yaoi manga's such as Aishuu, Ze and Rules.

Another masterpiece of Minase Masara, besides Gokujo no Koibito and Unbalance no Uta. Here I present Aishuu, a story about highschool classmates who fell inlove, had lost connection and found each other again after few years. And now the seme is a famous actor, uke is left with his family problems and is still in college. It's still not completed, and has 3 chapters in Mangafox, but I'm still hoping they'd update. Come on, Minase-san, create more juicy manga's and update the other ones!






But what I'm currently reading right now is Rules, since it's completed and the chapters are many, I decided to continue until I reach the end. I'm at volume 2 right now, and it's getting better every chapter. So Rules is a story about a highschool kid named Konoe, who has this one-sided love for his friend/classmate, Atori. He can't find the right words to tell him how he feels about him for he might reject him, and is confused about his sexuality. One night he meetes Hikaru, a gazy bisexual college graduate who seemed to like Konoe. They slept and once and it continues as days pass by. Wonder who would Konoe end up to? The guy who was always there when he had problems, welcomed him to his arms and accepted him for who he was or the guy who has always been his bestfriend, shared the same interest and the one who he really likes?

So now that I've summarized the manga titles, I will go back to reading.
*browses for other manga's too*

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And Caith Shelter sent this cute little Wendy who claims that she won't be attacking that much, but her magical skills will be helpful. The other 12 were quite offended when they saw Wendy, since she's a little girl who doesn't know that much about attacking but she said she could be a hand, and that settles their journey then.

I am so excited for the next chapter! Hiro Mashima never fails to amuse me with his new plots and arcs. Wish he'd make this into an anime. Emil and I are still hoping and when that day comes, wel'll cosplay as Natsu and Mirajane, haha!


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Besides Fairy Tail, I found a shoujo manga that made my heart skipped.
Not because of the story, but because of the two hot main bishies.
*drum rolls*
And here I call, S.P.Y: Welcome to the Swimming Paradise!
Although I don't like protagonists which short hair and not much of a sports manga fan, the bishies were too hot to handle.
The story has a similar innuendo to Honey Hunt, but I like the art here more.
Finished up to 11 chapters already and still waiting for update.

For now, I am going to seach for more shoujo / shonen manga's
The shonen manga's are for Emil and I, so we can still talk about something related to manga and anime.
Tomorrow, I continue reading Vampire Knight, since it's end is near.
One more chapter and VK is in epic history. :( back to top?