Hey guise! My unreal name is Ruka, and I’m a 17 y/y college student of SPUQC under the course of BSIT. Basically yet obviously, my interests are anime, games, and cosplaying as everyone knows. So yeah, these are all the things that you should know. :)

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Repost from AHC Tabloid thread
(and uncut version in here)
Original Date written: May 17, 2009

CASE NO. 1
- Somehow I feel extremely sad and extremely mad at the same time today. My mudra and I went to the salon after going to church this morning. I was backing out since they might do something to my bangs again but my mother insisted so I went anyway. And then it happened- they cut my hair about 1 inch or so and my bangs are horrible! I wanted it to stay straight Princess-cut. He also asked me if "yung diretsong bangs ba?" and I nodded my head vigorously thinking that they know what I meant with 'diretsong bangs', seemingly imitating Lady Gaga's look by that time but when they dried my hair.. I look like a poknat. I'm so mad for telling my mudra to go with her last night. And no I'm not mad at the hair-cutters. They were so nice to me, I could have described how it looked. But they told me the 'diretsong bangs' so I really assumed it'll be.. diretso.

CASE NO. 2
- He called me today for the 4th time since 2009! I was so happy, but he was using his brother's phone so I have to mentally punch him because his brother is still mad at me, I think? Anyway, we did talk a lot and with sense this time. But I had to go in our garden so my brother or father won't hear. My family is very strict so yeah, get the picture.

At the middle of our convo, I had to hide at the corner of our garden. I had to cry. Lately he's been telling me these weird things that I don't understand and I fail for not getting his points at all. I'm sure I remember how we talked this day but I'll type the fragments that I really remember.

Me: Hello.. Fern?
Him: Hello, it's me.
Me: Sniker?
Him: Yeah
Me: MIKEEEEEEEEY COOCHIEE POOOPEEE!
(he was kinda quiet..)
Me: Hey nandyan ka pa?
Him: Yeah
Me: Good, haha
Him: Nana
Me: Yeah?
Him: Kimi
Me: Ano?
Him: Nina
Me: Hay..
Him: Miss you
Me: GRAHH, I miss you too bunny waffle.
Him: Stop calling me ..things with 'ie.
Me: Kinakahiya mo tawagan natin?
Him: Because you remind me of my mother
Me: Ohh, uy dahan-dahan lang usap natin aa
Him: Bakit?
Me: Gusto ko kasi i-blog. Wiii
Him: Tch fine whatever
Me: OH WAIT YOU
Him: Ha?
Me: OH YOU
Him: Ha? Di kita marinig
Me: Bakit gamit mo cellphone ni Fern!
Him: Wala naman ako load di na ako nagpapaload
Me: Naman ee, magkaaway pa kaya kami nun
Him: Nino?
Me: Ay.. Wala yun
Him: Inaway ka ni Fern?
Me: Indii wala pala yun hehe
Him: Bakit kayo nag-away?
Me: Oh look! Wala na may gamit ng PC log-in ka sa YM!
Him: Uhh
(hangs up)

And it's incredible how I was able to remember those lines. Those.. one liners. But it's really something for me, because it's also the first time he used his brother's phone to call me. Usually they don't get along. His brother is kinda.. um, well. Have a different mother so they don't go along but then lately they hang around at Powerplant Mall, that's what I've heard.

Convo from Y!M:

Nana: Yo~
Nana: Don't buzz on me mkei?
Sniker Schmitz: okay.:]
Nana: Um Mike~
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: I miss you la~
Sniker Schmitz: likewise
Nana: You sound like someone from a forum I'm in you kno?
Nana: But they're nice, unlike you
Sniker Schmitz: too bad.:]]
Nana: Anyway Mike..
Nana: Um~
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: I realized na.. I really really do love you la..
Sniker Schmitz:
Sniker Schmitz: hm,i know
Nana: And..
Nana: What's with the icon?
Sniker Schmitz: aa nothing lol
Sniker Schmitz: but
Sniker Schmitz: i do love you more
Sniker Schmitz:
Sniker Schmitz: i have a confession too
Nana: It is?
Sniker Schmitz: but promise me u wont get angry
Nana: Depends on how bad that thing is~ DD:
Sniker Schmitz: im not swedish
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: EH? ANONG LAHI MO?
Sniker Schmitz: irish
Sniker Schmitz: a pint of japanese and filipino
Sniker Schmitz: old man paid the hospital bills
Sniker Schmitz: had a heart to heart talk with him
Nana: That's cool! Is your father still here?
Sniker Schmitz: but i was really born in germany
Nana: LIES
Nana: LIES
Sniker Schmitz: ah he's not here anymore
Nana: I won't wonder that you were born from Germany since your mother told me that before.
Sniker Schmitz: u knew and didnt tell me?
Sniker Schmitz: u cruel witch
Sniker Schmitz: u and shizuka
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: Dont' call your mother by your first name. DDD:
Nana: That's mean.
Sniker Schmitz: lol whtever
Nana:
Nana: Meanie.
Nana: Sniker Michal Uel Malibiran Schmitz
Nana: Hehe~
Nana:
Sniker Schmitz: u fail
Sniker Schmitz: how many times do i have to tell u
Sniker Schmitz: its sniker ual michal
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: Sorry naman. XDD
Sniker Schmitz: haha
Sniker Schmitz:
Nana: Nee Mike~
Sniker Schmitz: hm?
Sniker Schmitz: oh i have to go
Sniker Schmitz: u were gonna say something
Sniker Schmitz: ano?
Nana: I love you. I really do. I still do.
Sniker Schmitz:
Sniker Schmitz: i know
Sniker Schmitz: and i love you more than you think
Sniker Schmitz: silly
Nana: Can I still be your wife?
Nana:
Nana:
Sniker Schmitz: no
Nana: Why?
Sniker Schmitz: u know why
Nana: But I don't care, I'll still love you though.
Nana: I had lots of boyfriends before but..
Sniker Schmitz: look
Sniker Schmitz: i allowed u to have as many boyfriends as u want. i dont care
Sniker Schmitz:
Sniker Schmitz: im going to die anyway
Nana: Oh so you think I'm collecting boyfriends as a hobby now huh?
Sniker Schmitz: no
Nana: But I really do love you.
Nana:
Sniker Schmitz: look
Sniker Schmitz: i love you too
Sniker Schmitz: but lets face it
Sniker Schmitz: were not going to be together for the next few years and that sucks.
Nana: Yeah okay, do whatever as you please.
Nana: Go now and be busy. :(
Sniker Schmitz: yeah
Sniker Schmitz: bye
Nana: Bye bye..
Nana: I love you.
Sniker Schmitz: thanks.. really:)


The thank you that he gave me was.. quite a shock. He usually gives me an 'i love you too' but. Well whatever, like others have been telling me, keep my mind positive.

Thank you for the people who have been there for me, especially sis Krystle.
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