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Hey guise! My unreal name is Ruka, and I’m a 17 y/y college student of SPUQC under the course of BSIT. Basically yet obviously, my interests are anime, games, and cosplaying as everyone knows. So yeah, these are all the things that you should know. :)

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ 7:29:00 PM
Appreciation
I. Chase
Last night, I had this really weird dream about my ex.
We were gathered in a place where being wild and having is all you can do.
Then it was time to sleep, I was beside him and my phone kept ringing for an incoming text while it's regaining lost battery slots.
I always get distracted by it but he was just looking at me, in the eyes.
I.. don't look at people's eyes. (.__.)

It's so scary.
And the funny thing is that when I drifted to sleep (inside the dream with my ex), I dreamed that I was in this cream, old-looking castle (rooftop, where soldiers fight) with my ex and his friends, trying to look for something.

That's all that I can remember in that.. weird dream.
I even dreamed that I was an RPG character! x__X

But.. I missed my ex.
He just too cute.
I wonder what he looks like right now?

We haven't spoken for.. 2 years?
I love his.. brown hair. :)

II. Merry-Go-Round

School was the usual, but I'm still having attitude problems. You know what that is.
P.E was annoying- not until we got a perfect score for our practical exam.
We were kinda expecting not do perform the Gymnastic steps well because we are so SO not balanced. (especially that I am there, haha!)
But the it turned out great, and we did well!
I had.. fun.

III. Shoujo Magic

Yoru Made Matenai.
Kimi wa Petto.
Do You Want to Try?

Please, scanlators.
I'd love you the most if you update these manga's frequently.
I'm dying to wait for the next chapters!
And I spent almost 4-5 hours reading them.
PLEASE.
They are source of my inspiration.

IV. Big! Ice

Abby and I celebrated- NO.
I forced Abby to go to 7-Eleven with me to eat my favorite Chicken Garlic meal and told her I'd treat her if she goes me.
You know what she answers. XD;;

As I bought the meal, a little boy bumped me to the point that my food could have been on the ground by then.
Luckily, I was on-guard and shifted balance as I got bumped.
I got annoyed because some people saw me but got over with it anyway.

Minutes later, the little boy was with a little-er girl and started to look at the Slurpee.
Think they want to have some, but they could not since they don't have any money.
THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE ANY SLIPPERS ON. O:

More minutes later and the little guy went out, but the little-er girl sat down at the table beside the clerk lady.
Then there was a.. small commotion.
Well, not actually a commotion.

Let's say.. The clerk lady is sending the little-er girl out but they were both persistent.
The little-er girl also said mean things about the clerk lady, and vice versa so I got annoyed at the girl.
By the time the clerk lady gave up, she sighs and proceeds to work for another customer.
Then the little-er girl stood up and slowly walked towards our direction.

I was expecting that she'd get ice fromo the BIG! machine again, or plot on how to steal our food (haha!) but then she looked at me.. and I saw her. Naturally, I'd also look back.
Then she smiled.
I smiled back.

That's when I realized..

I AM NOW TRULY READY FOR THIS PARENTING THING AND I CAN FINALLY HAVE LITTLE KIDS AND HAVE MY OWN HOME HAHAHA.

No, just kidding.

That's when I realized.. (the real thing)
She is not such a brat after all.
Well, maybe there is a time she has to be a brat but the way she smiled at me was so pure and truthful.

No stranger has done that to me before.
Uh, except for pedo's and pervs.

I have been blinded by her little guy companion and the way she mistreated the clerk lady.

The lesson I learned:
"Don't really judge a person for what he looks like on the outside."

Even if it was just for kissing me up or just being nice, I appreciate it most when someone appreciates me . Don't you appreciate it to? :)
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