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Hey guise! My unreal name is Ruka, and I’m a 17 y/y college student of SPUQC under the course of BSIT. Basically yet obviously, my interests are anime, games, and cosplaying as everyone knows. So yeah, these are all the things that you should know. :)

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 7:26:00 PM
Lolli lolli lollipop oh lollipop pop
You're not crazy, I am.
Ladies and gentlemen.. Someone just told me that he likes me.
Out of all the possible people, it has to be the friend who comforted me when my ex passed away.
I mean, sure the feelings are very fresh and youthful but I don't think of it in a whole new level.
You know like - love and relationships?

So now he kept calling me dense after he held my hand countless times for every moment that we were together. But to me, it's normal. When a close friend keeps the physical contact intact, don't you also think that it's normal? For me, it is. For him? It's something deeper.

This is confusing me.

I'm positively sure that he will find out about this post but he really needs to see the feelings that I have right now for him. As of now, he's a very special friend. Sure he's a year younger than me so I treat him as a little brother. I think I still do. And I hope it stays that way.



AHH G.DRAGON, YOU'RE TOO MUCH FOR FANGIRLING.
So adorable la. I don't care about the rumors going on involving you.
To me, you're still the no.1. <3
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