Hey guise! My unreal name is Ruka, and I’m a 17 y/y college student of SPUQC under the course of BSIT. Basically yet obviously, my interests are anime, games, and cosplaying as everyone knows. So yeah, these are all the things that you should know. :)

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I can has new layout nao!
And it's Katekyo Hitman Reborn!
*does the weegol dance*



Recently, I've been active at Plurk.
The only account I've been up-to-updated and haven't left yet.
Since most of my friends are in there, I try to be active as much as possible.


Oh and Shizen Aftermath goes like, the day was so awesome!
Met new people and old friends, and my beloved HardGay was there so I'm liek, enjoyed the whole day!
Although the wig was not the one I expected in the photo, I guess it's okay since DSLR were hoarding.
The only problem was, I look fail because of the wig. D:
And then I got trauma and swore not to wear wigs that are .. *shuts up* ever again. back to top?

2 more days 'til Shizen and I still don't have the things needed for my cosplay, guess I'll cram at the exact day ..again. But anyhow, I suddenly didn't feel to go at the event. It's too far, I have limited time and I'm not sure of the people I'm going with. Jaymee for first; if she won't go then I'll lay my ass off and end up getting bored at the event ..again, with my mother. But the skirt and leg warmers are being made (by now, I hope) so I can't back out now. I got scared because I dreamt that my seamstress wasn't able to finish the skirt and I was like, left by the bus and my mother was inside it! What the- well anyway it's just a dream, lol.

I have so many things that I'm currently addicted to. Facebook applications are so addicting, and it got me addicted at random addicting things. ( addicted much? )

Roast Chicken ( chikkin is how I call it )- I love chikkin's! Fried, steamed is okay but I like roast more. With my mother's infamous mushroom gravy, I can eat it for a whole week, three times a day. My favorite fast food chikkin is McDonald's and KFC's. Oh and I also loved this chikkin marinaded with lemon that I ate at Ate Cecille's house in New York, I ate like 6 of it's breast for lunch and dinner. Chikkin's breasts are so juicy, and I like it's meat more than the skin.




Lady Gaga - She's so pretty, and exactly the face I wanted to be. Her hair is so nice ( don't care if it's a wig or what-nadda ). Counterpart of Paris Hilton much? I love Paris Hilton too, they're equally the same in my eyes. But I admit Paris is much of a slut than Lady Gaga, and I don't see why she can't be for the next years. Poker Face is very addicting, aside from GazettE's single, Leech, I had Poker Face 26 listens in my iPod. Leech is just 15, sorry GazettE. DD:





Blueberry Cheesecake - Favorite flavor? Blueberry and plain! Favorite cheesecake resto? Cheesecake Factory! It's sad that there's no Cheesecake Factory in Philippines, is there? Don't you just love cheesecakes? :3 The sweetness is okay, not too strong and not too dull. That's my opinion though, and I'd never replace cheesecakes from ice cream and chocolates, when talking about desserts la. I've been eating these babies at French Baker, still good but not as good as Cheesecake Factory's. Miss em.





Sashimi and Sushi - Any kinds in one bento box, I've always wanted to eat in a bento box. I have one at QC but it's missing, it's pink with a white rabbit and friends around her. With chopsticks too. I love tuna sashimi, oh and California Maki too.




There are a lot more of things I'm addicted to but I'm too tamad to post 'em all in here. So far, these are my top 4. May naligaw na tao, masarap naman si Lady Gaga ah? :)) Haha, anyway, I have to rush the skirt and add the blue blazer for Aya Natsume. Bai~ back to top?

My mother is being unfair again. She told me that I can go to Shizen Orchestra last week and I already had the skirt made and the wig ready for paying at the actual event. Just like at The Buzz outing and Ozine Day 2. It was always the last minute so I end up being not that ready. This time when she doesn't allow me, I'll be going with Jaymee. We're not sure how to get at MOA but we'll ask around. The only problem I'm going to have is how to get money for the wig, transportation fees and allowance.

I'm going to buy this curly golden-brown hair(perfect color) from Enola for 600php only that's why I had to get it no matter what. Aya Natsume does not have a curly hair but I'll try for a change, for the sake of cheapness. And when I say cheapness, I'm the one. :)) She said that she'll be entrusting the wig to a friend who's going to Shizen and maybe I'll hand him/her the money and then it's all set. Poor Enola-hime, I wanted to see her with mama Hyde in full gears la. Speaking of gears, I'm.. not completely set as I have said earlier? I still don't have the white polo shirt for my top wear, and also the brown shoes. I found one, but it's my brother's and I'm not sure if I should borrow it from him since it's too manly. But if the leg warmers cover 'em up, then I'll just have to borrow it anyway. The skirt is being made by my ex-classmate's mother and she's really nice. I just hope she makes it right, I'm kinda scared. For the sword? I don't know, I'll borrow the regular ones used by our CAT officers. I hope that's okay?

What else? I'm addicted to Chu chu Lovely Muni Muni Mura Mura Purin Purin Boron Nurerorero by Maximum the Hormones. It's lovely. You guys should listen to it. back to top?

Revival! :3

Because I have nothing to do and nothing to waste. Lots of things happened since November and I'm so sorry for not updating here.. again. It's either I've been posting too much on Multiply and Deviantart or forgot how to share things. Like seriously, what was the last thing I blogged about? My school excursion? I'm having excursions on my own, and everybody's been asking why.

To summarize it all:

* We went to US last December 2008, I had a really great time! The weather is so cold and I love it. The food, the culture, the nice and approachable people, the clean surroundings and everything there is wonderful compared to little Philippines. But I did miss my home, but as soon as I went back here, I got annoyed. It's hot, and I gained lots of pounds. My sister has been spoiling me there, buying the best steaks, chocolates, ice cream, (and you don't want to know the rest) in Concorde.

All in all, I missed my 3rd quarterly exams. Why does it have to be on the 15th? Yes I do remember because that is the first day of the exams and also the time when we're booked for the trip. By the time January came and time for me to go home, my schedule was all mixed up. I had to find the teachers, got bored studying for a while and did not care what grade I'd get.

In the end, my grades were really upsetting. I can show you a copy of my card if it was on my side, but it's still in Michael Ven's house. (got bored getting all my stuff from him)

* Junior Senior's Prom is so awesome! One of the best nights I ever had. My close friends spent the rest of the night in our house, and played Persona 4 / Tekken 5 and Resident Evil 4. Darvette is so cool, he played RE4 and now I'm at Chapter 5 now, hurrah! But haven't played the game ever since, got hooked up on P4. For the next following days, I got really close with Darvette, Raymund, Chavi, Oscar, Felix, Bea, Jermay, Michael John, Elgene and few other people from my class. Usually, I hang out with Clarissa, Desiree, Rujie and Mark only. But then time passed by, and PSP was our main source of entertainment. Thanks to Master Bea, BTT and Manoks are really close now.

* And time passed by really fast, Graduation Day came. I was not very excited about it, and I was supposed to cry but then everyone was so happy and their I guess I kinda absorbed their aura. We were so united that time, I never felt so close to a class like this ever. And I wished the night would go on longer.

Farewell Party is okay, not everyone was there. Felix and Jermay missed the fun, we're not exactly sure why they weren't there but it would have been happier if they appeared that time, even if it was late. I heard they went home at 10pm, and I went hope by 6pm, lol.

* I passed both St. Paul University - QC's exams and interview, which I personally think that I sucked that time. I didn't know how to answer the questions at the interview because all of them are related to SPU! Let's be frank, I never wanted to go there at the first place and even dreamt of going there! The colleges that they let me take exams are University of the Philippines and St. Paul University only. I'm not looking down on St. Paul, in fact, I'm starting to love the community. I believe I could still do okay there but still.. It's unfair. I didn't even get to try out on my dream colleges. I wanted to go to Ateneo De Manila University, except for the fact that I can never pass the exams there, but I could have at least tried but I was broke that time. Or De La Salle University, or College of St. Benilde. Or I could have lived alone in a boarding house or an apartment, they could just cut my allowance so they can get the renting fee from it, I don't understand why they have to let me stay at my brother's place. It bothers me that I won't be able to live independently for the rest of my life. I can't even sleep in my own room here in Bataan, then I'd be living with my brother and his wife and new born baby in their house? I would feel very alone. And the place is too far for my own entertainment. Maybe I'd sleep the free days away from boredom. This sucks.

* Finally, I'm able to costrip at Ozine Day 2. And you know what? My mother doesn't even mind if I cosplay or costrip. She absolutely loved the idea and agreed to help me. That really made me happy. Wearing costumes has been a fancy of mine ever since Grade 5. Alodia Gosiengfiao was my main inspiration since she is the first cosplayer that I ever admired when I was still a kid. I even made friends with her, I'm not sure where I stand now.

I had problems buying costumes and the accessories I had to wear, even got banned at Gothic Vanity Store for not paying in time. It really was my fault for not paying, but I have the money that day, I just didn't know banks close at 3:00pm. I never really thought of visiting banks to pay something I'd buy, but I really don't care as long as I pay the price and get what I want.

But since Miss Aiksz was so nice to sell her boyfriend's costume(he crossdresses, yeah) for a very low price. Not exactly that cheap, I had problems paying the remaining balance too but now I'm fully paid. She also entrusted her accessories to me without a doubt well it's not like I'm going to sell them from someone else's, but we agreed that I will return it to her at the next conventions we'll be available in.

My next cosplay will be Aya Natsume of Tenjo Tenge based from the image at the left. Why? School outfits were my main choice to cosplay as a first. It was supposed to Yuki Cross of Vampire Knight but I didn't have the time. In this case, I only have to buy a white long-sleeved polo, a golden-brown wig that's lower than the bra-line and the sword as Aya's Reiki. I never want to bother the eyes, I don't have enought money now to buy brown contacts. Even if I do have the money, they I'd spend it for the wig. I was having doubts if I should cosplay Maya, I really wanted Maya and I love her. But my friends were telling to go for Aya, the personality matches and besides, she was my first favorite before. I don't know now though, but I did not pick the Natsume sisters because of the boobs, okay? No no no. I was kidding when I said that it was for the boobs, lol. Or did I say that to anyone?

As soon as school starts, I'm going to save money for cosplay only. I made a pact in a paper with my blood signature on it, cheesy right? But yeah, I wanna cosplay so bad.

ANYWAY, it's so hot. I need to rest my mind. Good bye. :) back to top?